Saturday, December 31, 2011


was having breakfast with MrV this morning and he asked if i have the habit of having new year resolutions.

before this, i have none. didnt bother to do any. even if there is, it is small kicimiao stuff. maybe thats why it seemed like i do not have any target. hrm...

let's try for 2012 and see how many of them i can achieve at the end of 2012...

1, get a job in SG

2, learn to cook/bake/make something. maggi mee not included.

3, pamper myself more. massages, facials, spas, hair treatments etc etc. ^^

4, repaint my room and re-deco it. unpack all my stuffs... im sleeping in like somewhat a store room. hehe...

5, travel at least once overseas. wherever... just get out of msia.

6, go for health check and see the dentist. i think the last i went to a dentist was in primary school. *hides*

7, get myself a dog. and i wonder what will be my grandma's reaction. :P

8, get either a better laptop or a desktop.

9, be more positive and stop thinking too much nonsensical stuffs.

10, make more time for myself and for MrV. ^^

11, save more marnee! *kachingg~*

12, x'mas eve or NYE bbq at home. may look like "whats the big deal" but to organise it at my own home, is a challenge.

12 months, with 12 items.


Sunday, December 25, 2011

Merry Xmas and 2011 recaps

it is xmas eve and i am spending it in the office working midnite shift.

and just 1 more week, we will be entering 2012. and about 3 weeks ago was my birthday. and how samson always tell me :-


how time flies, just early this yr i got myself out from a closeted straight rship away from an asshole. funny how that sounds. i am out and proud when i was dating girls but closeted when dating a guy. and then turns out without realizing, i was the 3rd party.

but its ok, what is lost reminded me i am surrounded with great friends. they constantly kept me occupied so that i wont do silly things. 1 of them uses the same words i scolded her b4 on me. hehe... what goes around comes around. the chain smoking sessions. the comforting words... thank u...

then came the unfateful event. the japan earthquake. the event affects the subsea cables, and i could say it was critical. team leads and team manager having sleepless nights to restore the service. while working all the overtime, i keep following the news online. and i was surprised by how the japanese went through the whole ordeal. and the tweets i came across somehow felt warm and touching.

 was torn between phone and finally got myself my first blackberry all thanks to jessy. ^^

*goes through my blog for interesting stuffs but found out my life is indeed boring. T.T*

ahhh... i was drunk until i didnt lock the door and left my car keys in the car. hahahaa! i still cant believe i did that! i blame on the stupid traffic jam. seriously. i could have reach home earlier and all that wont happen. but then again, if that didnt happen, i wont be able to look back at my blog entries and laugh at myself. haha!

subang empire gallery exploded~ up till now, they said it was not the gas leakage. oh well...

meeting noelle for the 1st time... like finally. =.=" and she is coming again next week, and also in january. wow... january will be packed! haha!

3rd break-in... :( well... nevermind that. *sighs

met someone for the 1st time :P and i just realised he commented one of my post b4. well, that is if it is really him la.

won LCD TV during annual dinner!!! :D :D

ok. i just realised it was not an eventful year. T.T

mayb it was but i forgot to blog about it and now i forgot everything about it. urgh...

may my 2012 be an eventful one! :D

and i MUST hav the blogging habit to remember them!

Merry Xmas and Happy New Year! 

dont be naughty~ *grins*

Friday, December 23, 2011


... to Audrey and Timothy.

Audrey is an average girl whom i know from back in high school. 1st impression back then was she is geeky. yea. thick glasses and all that. from one of the top classes if im not mistaken. not to mention, short. :P she is indeed fourfeetnine. i never knew about them till jessy told me about those cyber world rumor thingie. i never followed tim's blog b4. until i got to know that he is dating someone from my high school. since then, i followed his blog as well.

until recent yrs, we chatted a bit about this girl we used to know back in high school. not a good experience for both of us. but that girl somehow stopped bugging me. hrm... not sure if she still bugs her tho. haha~

throughout the stalking (yes. i call blog readers stalkers. so i am a stalker too, i admit), i find them ridiculously cute together. cute terms of endearment like shorty and wombeh. cute encounters... just cute.

i was going through my twitter that day tim proposed. i seldom go through my twitter and when i saw tweets saying congrats to both of them. i dont know why i got so happy. as if im the one who is getting proposed to. =.="

this is the thing. reading people's blog somehow i feel like, i am following their ups and downs. and to hear this good news, and what more an ex high school mate. im happy for her.

once again, congrats aud and tim. may both of u have another brand new wonderful chapter together.

Sunday, December 18, 2011

simple update

the previous post is not considered as an update for this blog.

well, at least i myself dont think so.

so sorry for have not been updating this blog.

the previous post was being DEMANDED by ju-lian. haha! im kidding. i forgot what was the conversation with him abt in msn alre. and he just asked me to blog about him. when i told him done, he was like "so fast!" and then said that im like a pimp now. :P

and no, im not lazy!

as for why am i so freaking busy. obviously its my work. recently, lots of havoc happened. whenever i draft my post half way, some shit would happened and i will be busy like i dont need to stop working. really, i think im a workaholic.

how often do i go back to office on my off day to work? but i did that day. cos i know the my colleagues are all tired from the subsea issues. wat subsea? Subsea cables. read it, look at the map and be very confused. haha... cos i dont know anything when i was in the training and even when i was hands on alre, i was at blur...

since im alre talking about how i was at the beginning of the job, after 3 yrs. i'm being promoted. :D erm. did i mention this alre. i think i didnt. too lazy to go through my previous posts...

i wanted to blog about last week! my bday week! and i got no time to re-think wat happened. :(
my memory suckss... sighs...

oh oh... ystd was in hartamas with SC and JY for tarot card reading. quite scary... T.T some good, some bad. and i need to think of who is the mysterious man.

till a better post comes up, ja neh~

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

packed weekend!

it was a mad mad weekend.

i shall start from friday...
after my midnite shift, i decided to zombie-fy myself. went breakfast with SC at Famous Seremban Favourites in Aman Suria. i had the sudden crave for wan tan mee and char siew. *slurps*

after that we went over to Mutiara Dsara. from the curve, we walked to tesco where SC stocked up his "mini mart" with milk and milo... =.=" went back to the curve to leave the stuffs in the car, and then headed to ikea to walk ard... and then had tutti frutti at the curve. they got red velvet there! ^^
we then went over to e@curve to walk ard to have a look at BB 9810. in the midst of brainwashing him to get a BB. :P

headed back to his place and freshen up a bit. and then dropped him off at empire subang while i head home to sleep for my midnite shift.

told u i wanted to zombie-fied myself. :P

saturday morning itself, went for mcd breakfast and then headed home to sleep.

went dinner with the girls at hoho steamboat in kota dsara. and then went for movies in e@curve. puss in boots! so cute!
O.O "ooooooo"
went for mamak session a while near nikie's house before we call it a night.

sunday came with food madness!
woke up at 8am on an offday is really not my thing. :( but, it was all worth it.
my alarm went off at 8am and minutes later, the girls start to spam the bbm group chat. which means, i do not need to wake jessy up anymore.

got ready and waited for jessy to come over and we all went in 1 car. we headed downtown! met up with abbie, nikie and henry and the food journey begins...

1st stop was at petaling street. the red sauced chee cheong fun. then we walked over to a stall selling mua chi. the mua chi is nice! they got lots of flavors! i picked ribena and lychee. ^^ but then u can mix all in 1.

we walked to this hidden place where they sell more food. although it is hidden, but they are quite packed! i ordered assam laksa, and they ordered curry laksa and chee cheong fun. and guess what, SC sapu'ed habis the assam laksa. :P

while walking back to get our cars, we bought mata kucing. yums~ tho i can have it in MV, but still. yum~ ^^

we then headed back to PJ for our early lunch at New Restaurant Ipoh Chicken Rice. SC dapau'ed and went off cos need to work. and nikie didnt join us after the chicken rice session as she got appointment with her lecturer.

impromptu trip to genting! and i was in shorts. =.=" jessy was in shorts AND sleeveless top. =.="""

we did some window shopping and had herbal tea egg.

while we were going down hill, we stopped by gohtong jaya to have my ever beloved claypot dong fun. not everyday u get to eat this ok? and it is damn nice! :D we also had 'mao san wong' durian!

we went back KL and picked nikie up from her place and we went for bak kut teh in Sg Buloh. and while on our way back to nikie's place, we had durian...

now the question is :- michelle? durian? seriously?! =.="

ya. i dunno why i ate durian...

pictures later la. lazy to edit now.

Friday, November 25, 2011

How many of you...

is confused between below examples :-

save n safe
bare n bear
your n you're
their n they're
break n brake
than n then
desert n dessert
borrow n lend

well, not to say my English is fantastic. I admit my English sucked... but just that sometimes i see people use the wrong word, especially your and you're. heck, there's even once i was confused to use bear or bare. T.T  told u my English isnt that great and i am not afraid admitting it.

so what other english words confuses you?

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Tai Chi-ing

why i got the feeling that all these are just tai chi-ing away from each other?

better give me good results, man...


Nichole Alden - Baby Now

Am I lost?
Sent too far away...
Or will my baby come running back to play?
Is my conscience required to stay?
Or can we just go home so we can work this thing out?

Oh baby
Oh baby
Oh baby now.

Oh baby
Oh baby
Oh baby now.

Is there so much harm in cutting the chase?
You've never been so loved, so wildly appraised
So bold, so young, with such an eager gaze
Oh, how I want you baby
Let me count the ways.

Oh baby
Oh baby
Oh baby now.

Oh baby
Oh baby
Oh baby now.

Oh baby
Oh baby
Oh baby now.

Am I lost?
Have we pushed this too far?
Lost into experience...
Now I don't know where home is, baby.
Now I don't know where home is

Oh baby
Oh baby
Oh baby now.

Oh baby
Oh baby
Oh baby now.

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Wild Wild West - Annual Dinner 2011

its annual dinner again! my 3rd time in this company. wow... 3rd yr. how time flies... and i feel so old suddenly. T.T

it was my midnite shift the night before and im working midnite on the same day as the annual dinner. but had to wake up earlier to shower and to put on cement and do mural paintings on my face. (i dont like thick make up! i only like heavy photoshop. haha!)

 i was nicely dilly dallying until one point i realised that i am very late! and i thought i will be the latest one!

as i was rushing driving to the office to meet up with jimmy, jason commented on my fb saying that the bus have not arrive. there's a bus to pick up staffs from the office to the dinner location. but jimmy needed to drive as he need to come back office earlier to support the japanese so i tagged along in his car.

once i met up with jimmy, the bus arrived as well and all of us left office at the same time.

we reached there at about 8pm i think. settled ourselves down and the night obviously began with speeches. but... we started with "YUM SENG" even the food was not touched yet.

Ciao Ristorante was not bad. the food was fantastic. especially the mutton with mint sauce. the cream sauce penne was fabulous and i took 2 rounds! i like how the location for us to dine and then there's this huge field behind it. it was pretty hot that night but it is better than last yr. but i prefer last yr's annual dinner cos i was pissed drunk. heh... talk about being a drunkard. :P

i think everyone was only anticipated for the lucky draw. cos at the end of the lucky draw, most of them just left... *poof*

for 2 yrs in a row, i didnt get anything. not even voucher. but this yr... hehe... i think my luck is back. or like what SC said, he brought me luck.

i won a 32 inches Panasonic Viera LCD TV! it really came just in time! i wanted to buy a LCD TV loooong time ago and hv been saving for it! and i got the tv! wheee~ now i need to save for CPU, wireless mouse n keyboard instead. of cos, i need a TV stand first... :P

i had fun that night. i enjoyed watching my team mates enjoyed themselves that night. we worked hard, and we definitely partied hard...


Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Anthony Neely - 救命 / Jiu Ming

Shi shui wei zhui zhu liu bu zhu de liu xing
Ning yuan hai zi ji
跌进 黑暗的井
Die jin hei an de jing

Shi shui wei ai ren kan bu kai de bei ying
朦上自己 眼睛
Meng shang zi ji yan jing

Deng dao meng bi ni mai ming
Deng dao ai xiang ni yao ming
Hu xi bian kun nan
Xin tiao sheng bian huo jing
Cai fa xian you bing

Zui hou
Shui lai jiu jiu ni de xing ming
Ni tan xi
Shui hui ting jian ni de sheng yin
Xing yi xing
Ni zui hao fang guo zi ji
Chen shuang jiao hai you li qi
Kuai tao chu zhe ke pa di yu

穿越沼泽 路过阴郁森林
Chuan yue zhao ze lu guo yin yu sen lin
你呵护捧着 你的心
Ni he hu peng zhe ni de xin
心开了 柳暗花明
Xin kai le liu an hua ming
Hui tou kan yao yuan wu yun
Chu mu jing xin

Zui hou
Shui zhi de ni ru ci pin ming
Shen jing bing
Bing dao zui hou cha dian song ming
Xing yi xing
Ni zui hao fang guo zi ji
Chen shuang jiao hai you li qi
Kuai tao chu zhe ke pa di yu

Chris Medina - What Are Words

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

Happy Bday Nov Babes~

at first they shared the deal's link and we agreed. and they, the bday girls discussed that this would be the pre bday dinner and the coupon will be on them. the rest, we will split the bill.

i was late. yes. me again. blame the new false lashes i bought. i failed miserably and end up, i went without the falsies... T.T

went over to pick jessy (nov babe #1). thank God i didnt get any screwing. as i was speeding. she said i dont hv to rush anymore cos she alre called nikie (nov babe #2) saying that we will be late. heh... :P

once we reached the guard house, jessy called nikie that we arrived and by the time we reached her house, she is alre in the car waiting for us. and then, we headed to The Hill at Damasara Heights to meet up with marie and abbie. 

 the november babes. 

with jessy.  

with nikie. 

with all the babes. 
i had fun that night. food was fantastic and the company was superb. 

hope the bday girls had fun as well. wishing them a wonderful year ahead and have a blast on their actual bday. 

The Hill, Damansara Heights

Saturday, November 12, 2011

house on fire!

no. i havent seen the real thing yet. nor understand the whole story fully.

all i know is, neighbor saw my house was caught on fire. tried to ring the bell, no one answered. obviously my grandma cant hear the door bell. =.="

then my neighbour, kulen called his friend, simon to call christine for my number. which she gave. but i didnt receive any call from him. i guess my uncles and aunties who stays nearby was alerted about it alre.

im guessing, the metre outside my house was on fire?


fridae drama?

i wanted to log into fridae and then i found... this... 

at the bottom it reads...

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Hon Kee Porridge, Damansara Uptown

88 BBQ Steamboat, Klang

Be One

sorry for lack of updates and also im sick of saying sorry for not updating often enough. hehe...

just want to share something that caught my ears recently.

i always got the habit of waiting for all the TVB drama episode to show then only i will watch them. but recently my mom must watch it and then i got poisoned by it. bleh... talk about lack of detemination. T.T

so, i was watching 法證先鋒 III (Forensic Heroes III), and then i realised one of the song is quite relaxing and catchy. after searching high and low... i finally found where to download the song! downloaded it and uploaded it to my hulkshare account instead. :P

Greg Hartwell & Marc Lane - Be One

and the best thing is, i even manage to find the lyrics. :P

enjoy~ ^^

Greg Hartwell & Marc Lane - Be One

Duru duru dudu
Duru duru dudu
Duru duru dudu

I like the way you smile
And let me watch a while
I love the way you make me feel
I'd give the world away to spend each waking day
Alone with you, my love

'Cause you make me
Duru duru dudu
Duru duru dudu
Duru duru dudu

Summer's gone
With you I will move on
Promise you, you'll never be alone
I believe what you give you will receive
That's why all I give it up

Do you believe in love
And all the things it does
It makes me feel like I'm alive
And when the night drives in
We let the games begin
You make me feel like I'm alive

You make me
Duru duru dudu
Duru duru dudu
Duru duru dudu

I feel like
Duru duru dudu
Duru duru dudu
Duru duru dudu

Tuesday, October 25, 2011


im raging.

today really not a day to mess with me.

pissed. very very pissed!

i went out from my house early. thinking i can reach office early.


i dont know why my windscreen was blur. so i flicked the wiper on and it got worst! i was driving already. so i have to turn back, and go home to wash it off. i used my finger and rubbed the windscreen, it was oily. i dont know how it happened. it was like ALL OVER my damn windscreen.


i was running out of time so i temporary just used water to wash it. yes. wtf was i thinking. oil... wash with water. but it did manage to give me clearer view to drive to work.

but, once i hit that damn federal road... all i see is red lights. yes. brake lights. but its ok. i can drive with a clearer windscreen.

but no...

the rain have to come pouring down suddenly.


and the windscreen became blur again... sighs... then it crossed my mind. i can send my car for car wash in the parking zone later.

and once i reached the parking zone, i headed towards the CARs International. which is in Zone A, P1.

my car wash membership died. which i am expecting to pay the normal price already which is rm15. but then he have to tell me that it is members only. i was like. wtf... i asked him to make this an exception cos i cant really drive with my blur windscreen. then he said need to do the windscreen treatment thing called GP coat. which i did alre less than 1 yr ago. and i remember clearly that the guy who did it for me, whom is from CARs Subang Parade told me it will last more than 1 yr. but the guy in MV told me it only last for half yr. my mind was like 'fuck u la money sucker and cock talker'. i asked if he expects me to drive with that blur oily windscreen. he smiled. asshole.

i walked off. and to meet another disaster. no parking space.

rounded few rounds and parked kinda far from the entrance.

and i was 20 mins late to work.



fantastic. someone lied to me. bad day gone worst! kns.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

JBL Reference 410

i do not have earphones for my ipod nano and sony mp3 for the longest time. haha... dont ask me why i got both. and i dun intend to sell any one of them. :P 

i decided i wanted to try headphone instead. being a noob with no knowledge at all on brands and models and what not, i seek recommendations from LowYat Forum Headphones topic and at first they suggested AKG K404. But unfortunately, that guy didnt have stocks for it. so, he suggested something else and i went ahead and ordered from him. 

i have received the parcel!

my very first headphone. JBL Reference 410... ~happy~

opened the box, the usuals... warranty card, user guide, and of cos the main character, the headphone. oh... it comes with a pouch thingie...

so small! i was actually worried about the size. yea. i dont read reviews much. more of like... "do first, die later" kinda attitude... hehe... anyways... the size is just perfect! after it is folded and placed in the pouch provided along in the bundle, i still can just put it in my handbag. and mind you, my handbag is full of crap. well... female's bag. what do u expect? 

i've been using it for about a week now. at first i was too gentle on the headphone thinking that's the size. (ok i sound damn stupid now). u really need to pull the sides out cos it is actually retractable! (i sound even more stupid now... haha!) and it is hidden at the top band. 

its pretty tight but i only feel a lil pain after about 2 to 3 hours of using it. 

it has a volume controller as well on it so there is no need to bring out my ipod out to adjust the volume. i specifically request for recommendations on bass headphones so i love the level of bass! last time, i cant tell the difference of low quality (128kbps) songs and better quality (320kbps) songs. either there's problem with my ears or my earphones sucked. and at first i really didnt think that the song quality matters. until i found this website with 2 different quality song to differentiate it... :D

i've tried on a friend's marshall headphones (approx RM450) before and i didnt quite like it because i think that the music is too erm... sharp? when she let me tried on, she let me listened to The Cataracs's Top of the World. at first i just thought maybe headphones are really not my thing. upon getting this JBL Ref 410 (got it at RM230), i tried listening to The Cataracs's Top of the World again. loved it to bits. it made me noticed that it really depends on what your preferences are and seek for the right model to feed your ears need.

overall, im happy with the headphone. i know i sound like a bloody noob. but hey... babies doesnt know how to run once they are borned, u know? *grins*

and thanks to mommy for this very early bday pressie. ^^

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Which is worst?

Let's say you are the cashier, which would you prefer?
a, Accepting RM50 for RM1 item
b, Accepting 20 pcs of 5 cents for RM1 item

There was once when I finished work and I only have RM50 note with me, without any choice, I have to pay the guy RM50. and my parking amount was RM11.

*all conversation is in Malay
Rude Bastard (RB): No small change?
Me : No. Sorry.
RB : mumbles mumbles
Me : Look. If I have small change I already pass it to u so that I can leave faster too.
RB : mumbles mumbles
Me : =.="

The above actually happened quite long ago.

Recently, when I was about to pay my parking fee. Again, the amount was RM11. Coincidently, I have a lot of 5 cents I need to get rid of. So I paid RM10 + 20 pcs of 5cents. From a joking face with his colleague, straight away changed to a face as if I have killed his whole family.


So now, I have only RM50 with me again. How now?

It amaze me that I am actually afraid of paying huge amount for something with small amount. Whereby, it shouldn’t even be my fault for paying that amount. Perhaps I just don’t want something happened (like witnessing bad customer service) to ruin my day.

So, tell me. As a cashier, which would you prefer?

Friday, October 14, 2011

Mission starts...


Let's see how long I can tahan!

BIG BAD naughty WOLF

had quite a bad day ystd but today was great!

morning was woken up by my alarm. stupidly didnt turned it off the night before. =.=" and then jessi called but i didnt answer. and then saw fb jessi replied my status update that she will go BBW with me! wheee~~~

but i slept back... :P

so, we went and collect my health report. well, not a good result. i guess i better watch my diet alre.

then, KTV was canceled. initial booking was 8pm but they made a mistake cos groupon redemption's last booking shud be 6pm. so they called jessi and told her their mistake and we canceled it cos i wanna go BBW so so so badly!

headed towards serdang. and i found the wrong way! typical direction idiot! but then, jessi found the right way then we headed to Wolfiee~

books books books! i cant find lesbian erotica that krys bought and i cant find any jodi picoult's book. :(
still manage to get 3 books. trying to control like mad not to get more cos... there's so many books left untouched in a box at home. hehe...

met up with a friend, FSC 1st time there. apparently she was waiting for her sister to be done and she walked ard with me a little while. chatted a little, quite a nice person. :) at 6pm, she left cos she need to look for her sister and head home already.

after BBW, we headed back to subang. which, again... i took the wrong way. *sulks*

went for dinner in ajisen ramen in pyramid. and boy... i really dont like their attitude!
when we arrived, we didnt know where to sit, they showed us a 4 seater table, but we ended up picking the 2 seater table. at the end, after we ordered, we figured out our table is not gonna fit. so we requested to change table. "just now ask u sit that table you dont wan..."

wtf? where i wanna sit, i like la!~

anyways, after dinner. we went rounding a bit to smoke and then head home.

loots from BBW! i oni bought 3 books. hehe~ 

back to work tmrw. hopefully its gonna be a great one!

oh. kluang trip is canceled. so the only trip for me to look fwd to is on january. *waits*

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

bad day gone wrong

- woke up early but late for work
- carrier delay dispatch until now
- outage until now :(
- tonight's plan canceled
- flooded mailbox until now
- i requested for 'kuah' (gravy), but being given fukua/kugua (苦瓜) =.="


Update : 
At the end of the day, had a nice catch up with Abbie~ ^^

Laugh Die Me!

i was on facebook. as usual. and then i was going through those hong kong tvb drama celebrities' pages. and then, something caught my eyes and i laughed.

do u get what i mean? no. im not laughing at the wrong english. im laughing at the celebrities cos they are very very mischievous lor! 

Monday, October 10, 2011

Adele - Someone Like You

I heard that you settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

The Band Perry - If I Die Young

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be no
Ain't even grey but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life oh well
I've had just enough time

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life well
I've had just enough time

And I'll be wearing white when I come into Your Kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I've never known the loving of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holdin' my hand
There's a boy here in town says that he'll love me forever
Whoever thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life oh Well
I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts
Oh no
I'll sell em' for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I've been singing
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need 'em oh

The sharp knife of a short life oh well
I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls

health check

yup. blogging at god forsaken hours again when i have morning shift.

i cant sleep. i think recently i worry too much. when i keep telling myself that things will sort out by itself, dont know why things just cant get away from my mind.

went for health check today. and of cos they will measure my blood pressure.

"your blood pressure is very high! you're so young! u need to take medication!"

i didnt.

when i was told that, it came to my mind when i was screaming at the top of my lungs until at 1 point, i couldnt breathe. my heart was beating very fast. i suffocated. i almost blacked out.

did i almost got stroke?

if i die now, who would come to my funeral?

after health check, went and collect my car charger that was sent for warranty. then headed to jessi's place whereby she was working from home.

she approached jessi why was i ignoring her... jessi told. and that's it. no more. full stop.

then, i binged. i just want to keep eating. fast for the health check, then 1901's texas ted, then deep fried chicken and fish fingers, hash brown, then dinner, then dinner/supper. all that in just 6 hours.

i wanted to puke.

i need a break and its funny that i cant even afford a get-away...

Sunday, October 2, 2011

i dont understand

when i say yes too fast, either i get cheated or it will end fast.

when i say no, they just change direction to someone else...

am i not worth it to put a lil time n effort on?

or am i just eligible as a back up?


Thursday, September 29, 2011

im wrong

yes. i admit. i am wrong for screaming at you.

but, did u realise what have u done until it triggers me to raise my voice? did u know how long i have been burying it until i couldnt take it anymore?

mom asked me to apologise. so dont ever say i am not taught about manners. dont ever say 我没家教. mom asked me to text u to see how u r. asked me to text u ask u to come home. but i guess you'd rather be anywhere else other than this house cos u never felt happy n safe in this house anyways, am i correct?

i am not being ungrateful. hv i been ungrateful? only until recently i have been losing my temper. other than that, have i? i was wrong for screaming but the points that i screamed, am i wrong?

even my own friends noticed my temper has gone from bad to worst.

why do u need to over exaggerate everything? before u go to the extreme, have u ever thought how would my mom feel? ah ma fainted, yes. everyone is worried. but why the whole world needs to know and point fingers at my mom? when fingers are pointed at my mom, what were you doing? shouldnt u as a sister protect her?

the dog will always be an issue that none of us can solve. believe me, i have been thinking of ways to solve it but there is really no way out. please understand, kin boy has been my mom's companion for so many years ever since my dad left her. would u rather to see my mom protecting kin boy and baby or protecting the man that has been hurting her?

ah ma has been complaining stuffs to u. what makes u think that she havent been complaining to me? kin boy bite her. yes. my heart aches too. would u defend yourself if ahma threw the stool at you? when i was in secondary school, ahma threw the hairdryer at my head and uses the umbrella to hit me. even pulled my hair in public at the mamak... i became even more rebelious. its the same thing. dogs cannot understand our language. but they act the same. the way ahma is treating kin boy, kin boy is traumatised... just like u, traumatised by the major break in...

can u try to understand how important are the dogs to my mom?

recently i've been reading so many article about animal abuse. my heartaches. bcos seeing them being abuse reminds me of ahma throwing the stool at kinboy. but he is important to my mom... i dont know what to do... what can i do? other than just locking myself in my room, whatelse can i do?

whenever i post kinboy's pictures in facebook, the 1st thing that ppl would comment is, why am i so heartless tied up the dog? no freedom...

on the other hand, u asked me to get rid of the dogs bcos ahma is too tired to handle them. ahma came to me crying with her wounded hand. mommy came to me asking for solution...


did u realised ever since the break-in in 2009, u have changed? u shopped more. u keep using ahma as your excuses or reasons for everything. u go out more as tho u couldnt stay home for long. u dressed flashy as tho u r rich. dressing is just a shell, but behind that shell. who r u?

u knew very well, at this point of time, the only person who can handle ahma is u. but u hv to leave. u always say we dont care about ahma. what about u?

the recent break-in, u just decided to pack and leave. what makes u think all of us not afraid? why run? why cant think of a way to solve the issue? u rather go out and about asking for a place to stay when u have a place to go back too.

when u said if usj19 is available to stay, u hv moved long ago. cos u r not happy here. how do u think i would feel? paying the loan every month for all these? for all the arguments. for seeing ahma treating her own daughter like this. do u know what mom asked me? she asked me if she is being picked up by the roadside and she is not ahma's daughter.

instead of telling ahma negative stuffs, why cant u paint beautiful thoughts in her mind instead? u know very well ahma only listens to u now. why cant try to bring my mom and ur mom to good terms instead. the house is not perfect now. i know. we all are not rich. thats why we are taking a step at a time to make the house better, no?

i have so many whys and hows that i dont know how to answer. i only can wait and answer it myself one by one. even if there is no answer, i will try to make that question disappear...

please bear in mind, i am not pointing fingers here. i am just saying that we all have our dissatisfactions and insecurities about this house. we should live with it. deal with it. not run away.

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Subang Empire Exploded!

waking up looking in fb to find out that empire had an explosion was quite shocking. but i couldnt read up more cos i had to rush to the office.

knowing there was an explosion in subang was quite a bizzare thing to me. O.O
and i only been there twice. :(
and. yes! it is very new only. empire has been around for only more than 1 year. thats it!

as far as i can remember, i have not slept yet during the explosion. was watching tvb drama. and no, i do not have my earphones on. and as the report says, the explosion can be heard as far as bangsar.

i think im deaf...

anyhow, the explosion happened at approx 3:40am. thank god it happened at that time cos there is not much people at that point of time.

4 people injured, which consists of 2 guards and a couple.

from the articles i have been reading around, the explosion was due to gas piping leakage. the impact was so great that even wisma consplant II was affected as well. but then i read hannahyeah's tweet saying that the cause is not confirmed yet.

we shall wait.

wont blog much about it alre. just click on the links below for clearer insight of the incident.

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

A Letter from a Shelter Manager - anonymous in North Carolina

Found this article in Facebook and thought it would be nice to share it out... enjoy... :)
I think our society needs a huge "Wake-up" call. As a shelter manager, I am going to share a little insight with you all...a view from the inside if you will. 
First off, all of you breeders/sellers should be made to work in the "back" of an animal shelter for just one day. Maybe if you saw the life drain from a few sad, lost, confused eyes, you would change your mind about breeding and selling to people you don't even know. 
That puppy you just sold will most likely end up in my shelter when it's not a cute little puppy anymore. So how would you feel if you knew that there's about a 90% chance that dog will never walk out of the shelter it is going to be dumped at? Purebred or not! About 50% of all of the dogs that are "owner surrenders" or "strays", that come into my shelter are purebred dogs.
The most common excuses I hear are; "We are moving and we can't take our dog (or cat)." Really? Where are you moving too that doesn't allow pets? Or they say "The dog got bigger than we thought it would". How big did you think a German Shepherd would get? "We don't have time for her". Really? I work a 10-12 hour day and still have time for my 6 dogs! "She's tearing up our yard". How about making her a part of your family? They always tell me "We just don't want to have to stress about finding a place for her we know she'll get adopted, she's a good dog". 
Odds are your pet won't get adopted & how stressful do you think being in a shelter is? Well, let me tell you, your pet has 72 hours to find a new family from the moment you drop it off. Sometimes a little longer if the shelter isn't full and your dog manages to stay completely healthy. If it sniffles, it dies. Your pet will be confined to a small run/kennel in a room with about 25 other barking or crying animals. It will have to relieve itself where it eats and sleeps. It will be depressed and it will cry constantly for the family that abandoned it. If your pet is lucky, I will have enough volunteers in that day to take him/her for a walk. If I don't, your pet won't get any attention besides having a bowl of food slid under the kennel door and the waste sprayed out of its pen with a high-powered hose. If your dog is big, black or any of the "Bully" breeds (pit bull, rottie, mastiff, etc) it was pretty much dead when you walked it through the front door. 
Those dogs just don't get adopted. It doesn't matter how 'sweet' or 'well behaved' they are.
If your dog doesn't get adopted within its 72 hours and the shelter is full, it will be destroyed. If the shelter isn't full and your dog is good enough, and of a desirable enough breed it may get a stay of execution, but not for long . Most dogs get very kennel protective after about a week and are destroyed for showing aggression. Even the sweetest dogs will turn in this environment. If your pet makes it over all of those hurdles chances are it will get kennel cough or an upper respiratory infection and will be destroyed because shelters just don't have the funds to pay for even a $100 treatment. 
Here's a little euthanasia 101 for those of you that have never witnessed a perfectly healthy, scared animal being "put-down". 
First, your pet will be taken from its kennel on a leash. They always look like they think they are going for a walk happy, wagging their tails. Until they get to "The Room", every one of them freaks out and puts on the brakes when we get to the door. It must smell like death or they can feel the sad souls that are left in there, it's strange, but it happens with every one of them. Your dog or cat will be restrained, held down by 1 or 2 vet techs depending on the size and how freaked out they are. Then a euthanasia tech or a vet will start the process. They will find a vein in the front leg and inject a lethal dose of the "pink stuff". Hopefully your pet doesn't panic from being restrained and jerk. I've seen the needles tear out of a leg and been covered with the resulting blood and been deafened by the yelps and screams. They all don't just "go to sleep", sometimes they spasm for a while, gasp for air and defecate on themselves. 
When it all ends, your pets corpse will be stacked like firewood in a large freezer in the back with all of the other animals that were killed waiting to be picked up like garbage. What happens next? Cremated? Taken to the dump? Rendered into pet food? You'll never know and it probably won't even cross your mind. It was just an animal and you can always buy another one, right? 
I hope that those of you that have read this are bawling your eyes out and can't get the pictures out of your head I deal with everyday on the way home from work. 
I hate my job, I hate that it exists & I hate that it will always be there unless you people make some changes and realize that the lives you are affecting go much farther than the pets you dump at a shelter. 
Between 9 and 11 MILLION animals die every year in shelters and only you can stop it. I do my best to save every life I can but rescues are always full, and there are more animals coming in everyday than there are homes. 
Hate me if you want to. The truth hurts and reality is what it is. I just hope I maybe changed one persons mind about breeding their dog, taking their loving pet to a shelter, or buying a dog. I hope that someone will walk into my shelter and say "I saw this and it made me want to adopt". THAT WOULD MAKE IT WORTH IT. 
done reading? now, please adopt instead. yes. puppies are cute. but doggies in shelter needs love too. :)

Monday, September 26, 2011

Auto Fiesta 2011

went for dinner with jessi in ss15 and decided to visit the boys at the auto fiesta 2011, which was in inti college subang ss15. jessi agreed to go along.

while i was rounding for a car park, vp suddenly appeared at the window of the passenger seat, causing jessi got a heart attack. lol...

after i got a spot to park my car, i went straight to inti college. they were having this model search thing at the stage area.

joe's car - interior... he got the 1st runner up for interior modification.
and vp got prize for facebook competition.

one of the cars there. specially taken for bie~

jim's car. one of TI's flame thrower.

exotic cars baybeh~

*hearts hearts*


its been a while since i last posted my car picture here eh? hehe...

lil vava is done with her mods. not adding anything anymore. :)

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

3rd case

i was sleeping nicely resting as i was on MC that morning. my mom's car was sent to the workshop so she took my car to work.

then i heard a very loud "thump!" and it woke me up. i saw a crack at the ceiling above my door. i saw a hand pushing through the crack as tho someone wanted to peep through the crack.

i stunned...

it took me few minutes to figure what just happened and gather myself up.

by the time i got up, the thief had already run off.

i opened the door and as i entered the master bedroom, i was welcomed with a mess resulting from being ransacked.

my heart dropped. my head went blank.

and then i went downstairs. all clear. i went and open the main door which i dont know why. i think my head was really blanked.

i went upstairs and took my phone. called my aunt and she asked me to call my 3rd uncle, who is staying few houses away.

3rd uncle came,  4th aunt came and my grandma came home at the same time. with my whole body shaking from the fright, i only manage to open the wooden door and the grill. as i reached to the main gate, i was shaking until i cant find the key. "i cant find the key!!!" then 4th aunt asked my grandma to use her key to open the gate instead.

i was sitting down trying to stop myself from shaking. while they check the whole place. grandma hugged and rubbed my back to comfort me.

1st uncle came later on, then mom finally reached home.

then i went to my room, already half calmed and called the subang police station.

the police patrol car arrived within 15 minutes. after going through the house, they went off.

after getting the total damage from mom and aunt, i went to the police station to lodge a report. 3rd report...

after all the ordeal, had my fair bit of screaming orchestra as well as a lil family drama in the evening.

what we think is this :-
have been monitored for a very long time and he knew my grandma always goes out at that particular time. my car wasnt home so he thought no one was home.
came in through the roof, did his party in the master bedroom. my door was locked cos i was still sleeping.
he went above the ceiling, trying to break the ceiling in my room to have another round of party in my room, but found me in the room.
then he ran away...

this is the 3rd break in now. and we are out of money to do more preventive measures. sure, front and back door is secured and we have dogs too. but, what about from the roof? anyway to prevent? need money right? anyone can donate? i think i need to start my misheru's funding for home security association.


First break-in
Second break-in

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

shit happens...

... continuously that is. 

so, if u r my close friend, u shud know that my house reno has been completed and i have moved in for quite some time now. and guess what? shitssssssss still happens. 

my room is still in a mess. the only comfort i can find is my bed. 

whenever there is heavy rain, the wall n window in the living room leaks. 

the fucking contractor didnt connect our water piping to the water tank, which we bought a huge one. so there was once when the water supply was cut off due to some ass reason indah water gave. we thought we got back up, turns out, he didnt even connect the piping to the tank. causing us to stink 1 whole bloody night. 

grandma hates the dogs.

sadly, grandma hates my mom. 

and whatever i do that doesnt follow her way, she will say my mom asked me to do so. 

example :-
if i said i dont wanna eat at home, she will say "your mom ask u not to eat at home rite?"
if i delayed giving her the monthly allowance, she will say "your mom ask u not to give me rite?"
if i cook instant noodle, she will say "ya la. u rather eat your mom's instant noodle"
and the list goes on. 

grandma keep saying that it is my mom's stuffs occupied the whole house. sighs... dunno who the fuck pumping such rubbish into my grandma's mind. oh... and the latest accusation, "lan si la. i eat until so old still need to wipe your dog's shit n urine. you got face la u. everybody say why i so sohai help u wipe" 
and mind u, none of us asked her to wipe, its her and her clean freak nature she cannot tahan oni go wipe. 

you know what saddened me the most? whenever i post up picts of the dogs in fb, ppl say we are heartless that we tied the dog up, no freedom for the dog. n what pisses me off is you hv no fucking idea how much we need to go through to keep the dogs alive. 

and the latest shit? 

my mom's car windscreen shattered. 

talk about feng shui... ptui~!

to be continue... 

Monday, September 19, 2011


how often do u come across a quote and it makes u feel like u can relate and makes u feel better?

i have... a lot. and most of them are from tumblr. particularly, this one.

i think last week, i started using "喜欢一个人不代表一定要拥有他..." in my msn/fb/fridae.

dun underestimate this banana ok? i know how to recognise SOME chinese words wan. all thanks to google translate. :P

it means "liking a person doesnt mean that you have to own that person".

there are so many meanings behind all these quotes. and the one i mentioned above could be :-
u like that person, but that person dont like u?
u dont like that person but that person likes u and u r trying to send that msg to her/him?
u like that person and the person likes u but due to some reasons u cannot be with that person?
and the list goes on... depends how u wanna apply.

and what triggers me to say so?

i feel that, i'm already used to being single. being alone. so used to it till even if i like someone, i am not comfortable being attached.

i dont know. maybe im weird. and i decided to be single still. perhaps until there is someone who manage to change that. so far, no one is able to.

well, i do want to have a partner. not to say i dont. just that, so far no one is able to give me that sense of comfort, security and that person is someone i can fall onto completely. not literally ok? if i really fall physically on that person, i believe that person will be pancake immediately. =.=" fall onto as in i can rely on.

owning that person is not important. seeing that person will be a happier person even without you does.

i guess the keyword here is 'comfort'.

its ok if u dont understand wtf im trying to say, cos i am lost too. hehe... :P


then last thursday, i received a message in fridae.

im glad how my quote helped someone a lil, just like how i felt whenever i see other quotes that i can relate to.

Friday, September 16, 2011


and i am still not asleep. i shall be a zombie later in the office.

y am i not sleeping? well... my fingers itch to type a post. about what? whatever comes to my mind.

i was very very down today. only god knows why. i even teared a little bit in the office but managed to hold back. the girls was planning for dinner and all i wanted was bank errands, lok lok and then home. i was even at the point of feeling to fly kite and just hide at home.

i went home and quickly head to bed and sleep. hoping i can just sleep off the moody me. i told jessi to wake me up when she is on the way to pick me up. and... apparently, i missed 5 of her calls and she even called my house phone. lol...

she needed to use the toilet, so i let her in to use the toilet while me... trying to catch back my soul back into my body. 'jon loi lorrr'...

after further planning, we ended up with steamboat at tasty pot, sunway.

i thank my friends for being... well, my friends. :)

as i said, i was very down. its like, i can burst out crying any minute. but meeting them sort of brightens my day a lil.

ouh. did u realise that smurf is smaller than wat they claimed to be 3 apples tall? i said it is bcos they were measuring using smaller apples instead of fuji apples. and to my surprise, jasmine was telling the same thing to jessi the day before.

and... smurf is funny!!! azrael is FUNNY!!!

ok la. out of topic liao.

friendsssss... u know who u r. thank u. :)

happy malaysia day. its a public holiday. and i gotta work. hee~ treeeeepelllll baybeh~

are you dead yet?

Tuesday, September 13, 2011


totally not getting used to blogger's new interface shit.

why they always need to change things? 

if it is changed for people's convenience den ya but this is totally... blergh. 

ok, maybe i am just not used to it... yet. 

i shall stop complaining about blogger. its not like they're gonna go back to the old one if i complained. just like how facebook changed certain stuffs den there a page to get 1mil likes so that it wont be implemented but when it hit 1mil likes, they still proceed to remain the new shit. 

oh btw. G+ is the new black. 

von n samson finally left the company! the whole team sure is more quiet now. 2 ppl missing from the usual VIP breakfast. 2 ppl missing from the smoking kaki. and bcos of that, i didnt smoke whole day today. thanks ya~ 

ouh. i have officially entered the 3rd year in this company. *cheers*
i guess the only changes are my batch of colleagues are getting lesser and my table is getting messier. workload is getting more tho, i think. cos it seems like we are having more customers. @.@


bleh... i actually had a really bad day today. 

once i woke up, got pissed on the fb chat with the cherating babes cos we were arranging for a date for our dinner. we bought coupons! ya. it suppose to be a happy thing by discussing but end up... bleh. 

then, i got early to office thinking that i am lucky cos i am early but NOOO!!! my pc decides to hang on me and ended up i logged in 3 mins late. 

busy busy busy day. 

thanks to jamie for the surprise. i dont know if it is suppose to be a surprise or not but it did cheer me up a lil today. THANK U! 

then talked to noelle and i was bombarded by questions that i do not wish to answer. 

then realised, i could be a back-up for a person. and boy, the feeling sucks. 

reached home thinking everything will be ok cos its HOME. but NOOO... aunt decided to ber-drama with me when i was watching my tvb drama. lol... funny how it sounded. 

she said me and my mom is neglecting my grandma. i scratched head. what are we suppose to do when grandma is always against my mom, and i am having a terrible heart ache everytime seeing my grandma treat my mom like shit. 

and in case u r lost, yes, my mom is my grandma's daughter. funny hor? where got own mother treat own daughter like shit wan? 

i really dont know how to salvage. 

whenever i talk to grandma, then she will bad mouth my mom... how am i suppose to control? i apologise if i have such low EQ. 

oh. back to the ber-drama part. ya. she decided to have her own episode of "moonlight resonance". all crying saying how can me and my mom treat my grandma like this. every morning my grandma would cry to my aunt when my aunt wakes up. she said i will never know wat my grandma went thru. 


can someone drag me to the cliff and push me down? 

sure. whenever there are changes involved it is difficult to get used to it, but we need to adapt. i know it is difficult for my grandma to adapt cos she is old. but cant the young ones try? fine. aunt and mom both not considered young. but still. 

once there was a fb status update by me, my cousin commented... learn how to close ears, close eyes, and there's always a way to solve any problem.

i wish it was that simple.

im really tired. 

now, seriously. can someone push me down from the cliff? anyone at all? 

Saturday, September 10, 2011

A visit from SG

it was a pretty rushy trip for noelle and ashley, and the reason they're in kl is that they need to meet their client for meeting/training.

they arrived on thursday morning and then their client met them at kl central.

their meeting was delayed... =.="

by 1 hour plus... =.="""

by the time they're done, it was already 8pm. and their client is nice enough to send them to the hotel.

while waiting for them to be done, me and samson went and collect his laundry first around his condo. then we went to enigma to have a jug first while waiting. we booked a few jugs more cos happy hour was ending soon.

after a jug, we went and pick ashley and noelle up from their hotel. brought them to kuchai lama's 100°c. we headed back to enigma and finish up the jugs and samson was having his syok sendiri concert all the way. oh... enigma was not occupied at all! ok la. got a few uncles at the bar talking with the lady boss. and then, its just us. thats why samson can syok sendiri himself. noelle sang a few and sometimes became samson's back up when he cannot sing high pitch parts... =.=" while me and ashley only listen to the songs.

after we're done, we sent samson back and then headed to the hotel they're staying. and that's the end of the nite~

the next morning checked out at 7.30am and they took a cab to kl central and i headed home to rest cos i was on MC. my head was banging like crap...

Saturday, September 3, 2011

BlurCo dot com

as you can see, obviously my blog template has been revamped.

that day my butt was itching if i shud get a .com for my blog. i know i know. my blog do not have much traffic, wan a .com for fucks ah? well, better book it 1st rite?

then i was torn between my old name which is LilMsThong or a name that me and my colleagues have used for our guild in Iris, BlurCo.

when they first started blurco, a colleague of mine, Clyde designed the avatar for the guild. which apparently according to samson, that avatar looked like me. cos i am practically blur all the time. =.=" everyone stopped playing already and i didnt manage to screen capture the game.

i was a proud warlock. *grins*

after getting the domain from here for only Rm38/year, melvin, who is the guy i bought it from, 'migrate' my blogspot's domain to and also set up my email for me. now u iz can emiao me at hee~ and then i dengan buay paiseh-nyer requested Clyde's help to design the header for me.

at first when he sent me the completed work, the header was narrow. he said he will amend. but after i meddle with it till 4am, i managed to get it. but then it still cant gave the effect that i wanted. then all thanks to Clyde, he played with the HTML and wallah~ BlurCo's first template is borneddd...!!! ^^V

and now i iz headache-ing with my foodie blog. what name shall i change it? since i am not using lil anymore. so i guess i dun wanna use hungrylildevil anymore. any ideas?

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

10 Things I Hate About You


*coughs coughs*

phew... that's one whole bloody inch of dust!

remember this movie? i used to keep watching it over and over again. and i even play it over and over again at the part where she reads the poem so that i can copy it down, re-read it and make sure i didnt copy it wrongly.

search engines nowadays, google oni la. can find anything d. hee~

I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you’re always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you’re not around,
and the fact that you didn’t call.
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,
not even close…
not even a little bit…
not even at all.

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Chris Brown ft Justin Bieber - Next To You

[Chris Brown]
You’ve got that smile
That only heaven can make
I pray to God everyday
That you keep that smile

[Justin Bieber]
Yeah, you are my dream
There’s not a thing I won’t do
I’ll give my life up for you
Cos you are my dream

And baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I’ll be there when you’re insecure
Let you know that you’re always lovely
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you
Nothing will ever come between us
Cos I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you

[Chris Brown]
You had my child
You make my life complete
Just to have your eyes on little me
That’d be mine forever

And baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I’ll be there when you’re insecure
Let you know that you’re always lovely

Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you
Nothing will ever come between us
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you

We’re made for one another
Me and you
And I have no fear
I know we’ll make it through

One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Ohh ohh ohh ohhhhh

One day when the sky is falling
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you
Nothing will ever come between us
I’ll be standing right next to you
Right next to you

Oh nah nah
Oh yeah
Stand by my side
When the sky falls
Oh baby
I’ll be there

You’ve got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
To keep you forever.

Monday, August 22, 2011

David Usher - Black Black Heart

Something ugly this way comes
Through my fingers sliding inside
All these blessings all these burns
I'm godless underneath your cover
Search for pleasure search for pain
In this world now I am undying
I unfurl my flag my nation helpless

Black black heart
Why would you offer more
Why would you make it easier on me to satisfy
I'm on fire I'm rotting to the core
I'm eating all your kings and queens
All your sex and your diamonds

As I begin to lose my grip
On these realities your sending
Taste your mind and taste your sex
I'm naked underneath your cover
Covers lie and we will bend and borrow
With the coming sign
The tide will take the sea will rise and time will rape

Black black heart
Why would you offer more
Why would you make it easier on me to satisfy
I'm on fire I'm rotting to the core
I'm eating all your kings and queens
All your sex and your diamonds

Black black heart
Why would you offer more
Why would you make it easier on me to satisfy
I'm on fire I'm rotting to the core
I'm eating all your kings and queens
All your sex and your diamonds
All your sex and your diamonds
All your sex and your diamonds
All your sex and your diamonds
All your sex and your diamonds

Sunday, August 21, 2011

brainless drivers

i seriously do not know how these people get their license. really...
ok. maybe the same way as i did but still, cant u guys be more responsible when the government alre give u chance to give duit kopi in order to get your license? halo?!

i'm already driving nicely on the fast lane, i dont know whether your eyes was at your ass or not but didnt u see on your right side mirror OR your right side WINDOW if there is any car? i'm already next to u! and u wanna come to the right lane?! halo! your P seriously doesnt mean PROFESSIONAL you know??

then you? motorcyclist UNCLE. i am starting to believe that most motorcyclist ride on bikes is bcos they wanna commit suicide. i am still in my fast lane, with the "professional" driver behind me. and then just with a blink of an eye, the motocyclist appears in front of me. he cut all the way from the left, to the right and then rode slowly! of cos, i e-braked. and the P driver behind me e-brake until can hear tyres screeching...

then nvm...

he rode in the middle of the lane as if he is driving a car. wow! last sunday i thought cars are SOOOO big they need to drive in 2 lanes, now even bikes r big too! ride in the middle of the lane oso nvm. but... DAMN SLOW!!!

wtf... sunday drivers stresses your driving day.

i think im gonna change mine to this as well... not sure if they know how to read or not tho.

Saturday, August 13, 2011

李玖哲 / Nicky Lee & 周笔畅 / Zhou Bi Chang - 你好吗 / Ni Hao Ma

(周)溫柔的時間 撫平我們的虧欠 
(Zhou) wen rou de shi jian fu ping wo men de kui qian
guo ji tian guo ji nian shang hui hao yi dian
(李)多久沒見面 孩子氣有沒有變 
(Li) duo jiu mei jian mian hai zi qi you mei you bian
還記得我們從前笑的那麼甜 Baby
hai ji de wo men cong qian xiao de na me tian Baby

(合)我想起你 你有了他
(together) wo xiang qi ni ni you le ta
是否依然為了愛 變的很傻
shi fou yi ran wei le ai bian de hen sha
我想起你 你有一個他 
wo xiang qi ni ni you yi ge ta
好久都沒說的話 你好嗎
hao jiu dou mei shuo de hua ni hao ma

(李)溫柔的前面 我們發生了依戀 
wen rou de qian mian wo men fa sheng le yi lian
guo ji tian guo ji nian shang hui hao yi dian
(周)我收著照片 安靜在盒子裏面 
(Zhou) wo shou zhe zhao pian an jing zai he zi li mian
回憶是你我剩下唯一的關聯 Baby
hui yi shi ni wo sheng xia wei yi de guan lian Baby

(合)我想起你 你有了他
(together) wo xiang qi ni ni you le ta
是否依然為了愛 變的很傻
shi fou yi ran wei le ai bian de hen sha
我想起你 你有一個他 
wo xiang qi ni ni you yi ge ta
好久都沒說的話 你好嗎
hao jiu dou mei shuo de hua ni hao ma

(合)問候是我對你 好想說出的話 
(together) wen hou shi wo dui ni hao xiang shuo chu de hua
現在 你過的好嗎
xian zai ni guo de hao ma

(合)我想起你 你有了他
(together) wo xiang qi ni ni you le ta
是否依然為了愛 變的很傻
shi fou yi ran wei le ai bian de hen sha
我想起你 你有一個他 
wo xiang qi ni ni you yi ge ta
好久都沒說的話 你好嗎
hao jiu dou mei shuo de hua ni hao ma

Wednesday, August 3, 2011


agree or not, there will be friction between 2 people. even it is not a major one, there will definitely be a minor one.

so many arguments recently. even i got myself into one. and i blame it all on pms. i still have yet to cool off. in fact, i getting more angry... im a girl leh! i wan ppl pujuk wan lor! *pissed*

anyhow, personal issue aside.

im caught up in a group friction. and i do not know what to do. sit aside and watch? voice out and then i will look like as if i am taking side, which i dont want to take any sides...

sighs. what to do?

i noticed that i cant do much with what i am earning at the moment. every month is just right for me. and that is if i really spend slowly. no shopping. no savings. no insurance. trying to cut as much outings as i can...

in short, im a dead cow...

any loan shark to intro that i dont need to return the money? :P

argh~ dun think dun think. everything will be fine, everything will be fine. *living in denial*