Thursday, November 25, 2010

J. Reyes & Tommy C. - Wedding Dress



(Verse 1 - Tommy C)
Never should've let you go
Never found myself at home
Ever since that day that you walked
Right out the door

You were like my beating heart
That I, I can't control
Even though we've grown apart
My brain cant seem to let you go

Thinking back to the old times
When you kept me up late at night
We use to mess around
Laugh and play, fuss and fight

(Pre-Chorus)
I guess its too late, I'm dancing this dance alone
This chapters done, the story goes on

(Chorus)
Baby
Can't believe that you are not with me
'Cause you should be my lady
All I want is to set your heart free

But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, dress
See you in that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, oh no

(Verse 2)
Snappin out this misery
Depression this aint me
But I always turn around
180 degrees

You got control of me
And I, I cant explain
Somebody call 911 Emergency
Before I go insane

Since you've moved on
You took a piece of me, give it back
So much pain in my chest
Blacking out, heart attack

(Pre-Chorus)
I guess its too late, Im dancing this dance alone
It's too late

(Chorus)
Baby
Can't believe that you are not with me
'Cause you should be my lady
All I want is to set your heart free

But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, dress
See you in that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, oh no

(Verse 3 - J.Reyez)
And I see you with your man
and it's hard to understand
If we belong, if I did you wrong,
where we even began
We would always fuss and fight
and it seems nothing was right
But I loved you girl and you were
my world but you'd never trust this guy
'Cause the things I do when
I'm on the stage,
they say I'm a superstar
You couldn't understand all
the female fans
and then we grew apart
And I just don't get when
you're acting like some other person
But I try my best to hold on
at the times when it ain't working
And everytime that you say
it's over it breaks my heart
and I don't know why
'Cause you've done it a lot
of times in the past
but I get back up and try
You said we could work it out,
how could you hurt me now
And you moved on to the next,
I'm left with an imperfect smile


But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you wont let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, dress
See you in that wedding dress, dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress, oh no

Eminem - Beautiful



Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everybody has their private world
Where they can be alone

Are you calling me?
Are you trying to get through?
Are you reaching out for me?
I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so fucking depressed
I just can't seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump

I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
And in order for me to pick the mic back up

I don't know how or why or when
I ended up this position I'm in
I'm starting to feel dissin' again
So I decided just to pick this pen

Up and try to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit
Or come to grips with the fact that I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet

And I know some shit's so hard to swallow
But I can't just sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow but I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow

One tough act to follow
I'll be one tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you'd have to walk a thousand miles

In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what it'd be like

To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each others' minds
Just to see what we'd find
Look at shit through each others' eyes

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor
Everything's so tense and gloom
I almost feel like I gotta check
The temperature of the room

Just as soon as I walk in, it's like all eyes on me
And so I try to avoid any eye contact
'Cause if I do that then it opens the door
For conversation, like I want that

I'm not looking for extra attention
I just wanna be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom

I don't need no fucking man servant
Trying to follow me around and wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of 'em ain't even funny like

Ha! Marshall you're so funny man
You should be a comedian, god damn!"
Unfortunately I am
I just hide behind the tears of a clown

So why don't you all sit down
Listen to the tale I'm about to tell
Hell, we don't gotta trade our shoes
And you ain't gotta walk no thousand miles

In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what it'd be like

To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each others minds
Just to see what we'd find
Look at shit through each others eyes

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands we're dealt
We gotta take these cards ourselves
And flip 'em, don't expect no help

Now I could've either just sat on my ass
And pissed and moaned
Or take this situation in which I'm placed in
And get up and get my own

I was never the type of kid
To wait by the door and pack his bags
I sat on the porch and hoped and prayed
For a dad to show up who never did

I just wanted to fit in
Every single place, every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant acting stupid

And Edna always told me
Keep making that face and it'll get stuck like that
Meanwhile I'm just standing there
Holding my tongue tryna talk like that

'Til I stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole
At 8 years old
I learned my lesson then
'Cause I wasn't trying to impress my friends no more

But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
'Cause where you see it, from where you're sittin
It's probably 110% different

I guess we would have to walk a mile
In each others shoes at least
What size you wear? I wear 10's
Let's see if you can fit your feet

In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what it'd be like

To feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each others minds
Just to see what we'd find
Look at shit through each others eyes

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you

So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked just stay true to you
So

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everybody has their private world
Where they can be alone

Are you calling me?
Are you trying to get through?
Are you reaching out for me?
I'm reaching out for you

Yeah, to my babies
Stay strong, daddy will be home soon

And to the rest of the world
God gave you shoes to fit you
So put 'em on and wear 'em
Be yourself man, be proud of who you are
Even if it sounds corny
Don't ever let anyone tell you you ain't beautiful

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

bimbo...

... no. not a bitching post. im talking about myself.

apparently i havent been blogging properly. and when i read back the previous post i feel like im blogging like a bimbo. =.=

sighs...

the thing is, my life now sort of messed up. thats why i have been blogging at my private blog. a lot.

paiseh...

living away from my original home, sucks. i mean... i love having my own room and all. but the rental part and the expenses. sighs.

to make things worst, midvalley parking rates has increased and now minimum, i have to pay rm10 per day just for parking. and that rm10 is when u leave office on the dot. u stay longer? u pay more. no more max per day kinda shit. and it used to be only rm6 max per day.

screw u midvalley. as if your parking fees are not expensive enough.

to make things even worst... my car insurance will due on january.

argh! and for the 1st time in my blog. FML... *yay! FML debuts in lilmsthong bloggie*...

srsly. this is what i really call 'fuck my life'. not just by going shopping too much and realise they are broke and say 'FML'. or realise late payment for the credit card bill den 'FML' again.

ok. i said this is not a bitching post. sowee...

my youngest uncle passed away. i dun have much memory of him bcos, he's a drug addict. and my family sort of disowned him... i know i used to stay with him when i was little. and thats it. everything is a blur.

the only thing i remember was, there is this one time when he is released from the rehab, my dad offered him a place to stay and a job at my dad's company. after few months, he went missing. along with home appliances and watever he can sell for money. for more drugs i guess...

when i got a call from my aunt informing me about my late uncle, i wasnt surprised. cos my aunt already got the feeling that he is gone.

i did not ask wat exactly happened. but i over heard the "grown-up"'s conversation.

he was being arrested again, for the dunno how many times. he was on his way to the lock-up. and his system suddenly just gave up and stopped.

my grandma has yet to know about this. i dont know if they are planning to tell her or not. but if its me. i wont tell. she is old. too old to handle the grieve. but for some reason, i got the feeling she will feel something that is not right. afterall, he is her son... youngest son.

rest in peace dearest uncle. for the addiction has haunt u for years. and now, u r relieved from it.

of night views and rainbows

i got a thing for night views. especially where u are at high places and when u looked far beyond u see tiny lights.

whenever he fetches me passing by on one of the highways, w/o fail, i'll definitely look out looking at the lights. mesmerized.

the other day, someone brought me to a place where u can see that view. it is somewhere in puchong. i think i remember how to go. but need to try my stupid direction idiot luck again. :P

it was... beautiful.



i forgot what happened until i ended up there. but it was the usual, "i am bored, i dun feel like going home" and den ended up go rounding.



too bad i only have normal digital camera. photos are all edited of cos. adjusting the brightness and contrast. really have to be there to see it yourself.



or i think it's just me being mesmerized by lights... =.=



*swooonsss*


pic taken at anson's place. i forgot what was he fixing d. i think he was installing the tweeter for me. ngeks. and again... thanks cheng mun for giving away the tweeter to me... alikato~ ^^


ok la. i know this is damn random. but, do u know what im trying to show? hehe~


loooook~ look how the bling blingssss... its like seeing multiple rainbows!

speaking of which. the other day, joel and i was at anson's place. joel needed to re-install and re-tune the audio. den joel told me to look up, got rainbow!

i was already damn happy to see rainbow so i ran to my bag and took my camera snapping away...



but the thing is...

its not just one rainbow...

its...


TWO!!! double rainbow!!! can see can see?



damn happy lorh! 1st time seeing double rainbow~ ^^



*heartsss*

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Harajuku Rice @ Mid Valley

i have been updating my private blog until i neglected this blog. :( really difficult to handle 2 things at a time. just like relationships...

to make it up to my blog, i decided to blog about food! and it is a rreeeeaaaalllyyy back dated one. hehe...

about a month ago, me and my colleagues planned to have drinks. and before the drinking session starts, me and my TL went to look for food 1st.

refusing to walk far from the drinking place. we settled for



Harajuku Rice

they dont only serve rice of cos. they have noodle as well. we sat outside cos we need to smoke.



the environment was not bad. but the waitresses... i dont understand what they talking about. :(


samson's lime juice. friggin' sour-ish!


my sugar cane green tea. damn yummy~


pork mayo ramen. not bad not bad...


samson's i-dont-know-what... too long ago d. cant remember what is it called. =.=


samson's i-dont-know-what again... :P yup. samson is that hungry until he ate 2 portion...


i think this is not bad. but not worth it. :(

overall, the experience is not bad. just that i didnt understand what the waitresses was saying, and obviously, they dont know what me and samson is saying oso. communication break down.

food wise is not bad. but its just normal to me. nothing to 'wow!' about.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

crazily late

... to work.

can u imagine? my shift starts at 7.30am. i arrived office at 9am.

i took the usual route. which usually i will end up reaching early, refusing to get into the parking cos the parking fee is a killer now.

i was about to reach the road hitting mont kiara, there's a lorry overturned blocking the road. so, need to u-turn to get out of that road. and it was a disaster. 1 hour gone on the small road. then, went jln kuching... another hectic jam... stress...

sighs...

thats why i ended up late to office... T.T

Friday, November 5, 2010

fireworks

nope. no pictures. just rantings... :P

first of all, happy deepavali to everyone who is celebrating it. and happy holidays to those who is not celebrating it... *duh*...

and im working on this public holiday... :( *think moneyyyy. kachingg!*

went to sleep at about 11pm cos need to work on the deadly morning shift. *dreads*
then i heard lotsa fireworks noise. lots of it. i woke up and look out the window from my room. i was amazed. i can view 5 spots of different places of fireworks. some small ones, and some big near ones. i ran to the living room and opened the window to have better view. and at that point, i wish i have a balcony.

the view is fantastic, and the only down part is... im watching it all alone.

in fact, i cant even remember when was the last time i watched fireworks. i think it was in genting about 2 yrs back for new year eve.

the most memorable one was merdeka eve during high school days. a bunch of us went sunway lagoon for count down. splashing water, throwing each other in the pool, soaking ourselves in the wave pool and finally, sitting at the wave pool looking straight up at the fireworks. it was so near, it felt like it will drop at your face.