Sunday, February 28, 2010

Best I ever had - Vertical Horizon



Someone once dedicated this song to me and asked me to listen to the lyrics...

i didnt back then... or i did. i just dont understand what issit trying to deliver.

i was browsing to delete songs that i dont wan from bigcow's mp3. and i heard this song. and listened.

and i understood now...

Friday, February 26, 2010

Ang Pau

Mom always loves handcrafts. This yr she cant make those lanterns for cny cos no one is staying there alre so she made ang pau instead... Not for sale la. Only for family members. :)


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Thursday, February 25, 2010

Devil Kitty Sticker

*panting* just finished paint my car's scratches n wipe n pack my car clean. Satisfaction... But now, need to nap for dinner later...


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Some things happened for a reason

Thanks to your silly gesture, we are now chatting on MSN.

And like what Big Cow used to say, people who argued and still end up as friends are called bonding...

So, yea... Bondingggg...

Facts about Breasts

i was blog hopping earlier, and i found disposeafterreading


click to enlarge it. the picture. not the breasts...

so now... dont u just lurveeeee breastsssss~ :D

Monday, February 22, 2010

Ai xin bian dang...

:)


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W

she's doing more and more things making me really angry...

until the extend i dont know to cry or not. im angry. my heart aches. but im so angry i can die from stroke anytime. my eyes are wet i dont know it is from the anger or upset or disappointment.

she deleted her blog again. which i have already expected it. its not the 1st time anyways. cos i know she cant stand the flames flamed towards her.

===

the distance is already enough difficult. why do u need to shower me with questions like do i love yous and if i got anyone else or am i seeing anyone else.

do u know that is relationship suicide?

im angry the fact that u leave comments at J's blog. i know u stalk everyone around me, but to leave comments in his blog asking about how he cope about me?

would u like it if i email your ex asking her stuffs about u? u always say u did put yourself in my shoes. let's not bother the past cos as far as i know, u never did. but did u this time? i really want to ask your ex, how she stand u for so many years.

u said u call me baby because im like a baby. need to be pampered. but i think, u're the baby here. need constant reassurance that someone loves u. need someone's attention. need to always make u feel safe. when there is changes, u feel insecure. and then, u keep asking questions like how a baby would ask the mother why this, why that. in your case, 'do u love me, do u have someone else'. u r such a baby until u cant even accept some criticism like how your friend said our rship is like a ping pong. which is the fact. a fact that u refuse to fix but made it worst.

being in a relationship is about 2 people. in this case, you and me. yes i know. my friends has been harsh on u. but if there is no issue with u, would i keep asking for break ups? would they be harsh towards u?

and do u know what has reached its limits? u saying me and J meant to be together. do u know it is stupid of u to say things like that. havent J been telling u through his blog posts saying that we have both moved on? its fucking over?

for god's sake, when he asked u to fuck off from his blog, u still leave comments in his blog. how fucking ignorant is that?!

do u know what is your fucking problem? the problem is that u only want to think what u wan to think, see what u want to see, feel what u want to feel, and... totally closing off what people trying to tell u.
for instance,
i say i love u. its only u, no one but u. sure at the beginning i made a fucking stupid mistake, and its the past, and like what J said, it's history. what happened before is history... but u just wouldnt listen to me and trust me, u still think i dont love u and u still think that i have someone else. u just think what u want to think totally ignoring what i told u.

J told u that me and him is over. and for god's sake, that is how long ago? but no, u decide to think what u want to think and say we are meant to be together.

u always make your own assumptions. again, u just think what u wan to think. the ring, yes i like it. in fact. i love it. but i dont like having a commitment before we are even stable. by giving a ring would make me feel safe? and by giving ring, u do not need to give me reassurance anymore? that ring, i wish it comes in a pair. no. i did not expect u to give a pair bcos i know u cant afford to. i intend to get it for both of us when we're stable. u know, now when i see that ring, i only think of the selfishness in u.

u know all these while after the history between me and J, he is the last person i would wan to hurt, hence i kept my distance from him and all i can do is to read his blog. and this goes same to u. all i can do is to read about u from your blog. but no, u decided to delete it. fucking childish of u. god, i even blocked him in msn so that i dont get msgs from him or the other way round. i try to cut contacts with him. clean. but u, why do u have to keep in touch with him?

i seriously dont mind if u wanna create another account and contact shaz cos i dont really give a flying fuck about her.

just bcos u r hurt, u have to drag someone along with u?

http://ju-rants.blogspot.com/2010/02/neurotic-vitriolic.html
this post already ask u to fuck off politely by saying he wants nothing to do with u. can u open ur eyes and read? even when he text asking about my family condition, i didnt even reply. he gives a fuck to ask how am i, but u? ok. sorry for comparing and my point is, he asked u to fuck off politely here. and yes, im a fucking open book (everyone says so) and it is not difficult to understand me.

http://ju-rants.blogspot.com/2010/02/quantum-problem-or-how-i-should-really.html
this on the other hand i think pretty much should slapped u on your face already when he said you are bloody thick skinned. and there he goes telling u about me, which u dont even know about me. no... u dont even BOTHER to know about me.

http://ju-rants.blogspot.com/2010/02/i-dont-think-about-title-till-afer-im.html
and here, he is telling u that it was fucking over. and never once i see him blogging like this towards a stranger. do u know how annoying u r now?

i dont think u will know actually.

cos... u only think what u want to think... what others think doesnt matter.

but its funny how people comment about u and u actually gives a huge deal about it.

now, im still pissed when u said P thinks that u r not over me. last time u told me that u were used. a life sized dildo u say, in your blog. deleting your post doesnt not mean i dont remember.

after the whole P incident, i didnt bother a single bit and chose to trust u. and now u saying that she thinks that u r not over me that is why both of u guys ended? over my dead body. she fucking used u! u even lied when u were in KL saying u wanna meet me up cos your SISTER got something to do. but actually u came to KL with P! yea. i know that time we were nothing. but hey, do u need to LIE? u even told me when we began to keep in touch, u missed her, not me...

and as for the stuffs that u read in my previous post regards about a guy... J is not the only guy i've been with. in fact, guys that i've been with, total of my toes and fingers are not even enough to count them. so please, before u think J and i and meant to be together, get your fucking facts right.

i sometimes wonder, why i fucking let all those off and chose to trust u and love u but u cant do the same...

now, fuck off from my life completely and leave my friends alone. and that includes J! i dont wanna get stroke bcos of u.

FUCK OFF!

*que to sing*
"cherish the LIFE we had, we should chersih the life we live.." (inside joke)

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Celcom BlackBerry® Storm™ 9520

NUFFNANG IS GIVING OUT BLACKBERRY STORM 9520! *your que to scream*

of cos its a great gift to start off the roaring year.

let's check out the sexy gadget




but the only problem is... why blackberry?

what's so great about blackberry until it is such a big hoohah?

besides the specs which u can get just by using uncle google. i seriously dont know what so great about blackberry...

i've been wanting a blackberry to feed my curiousity but just dont have the marnee to buy it... :(

and if i have my blackberry, i've already set eyes on celcom's XPAX plan.

u can choose either : -
1 - blackberry social for only RM1 per day. ya. RM1 only!
for people who are social addicts, this plans covers Facebook, IM, YM, MSN and more...
2 - blackberry advance (2.5G) for only RM2.50 per day. ya ya. RM2.50 per day oso cheap rite??
this plan covers everything that blackberry social has but for RM2.50, u can even surf the net, for free! ok la. no such thing as free la. but RM2.50 including so many things... cheap wat...

i personally wont really bother celcom's call and sms rates cos i would probably msn all day. :D

so my CNY wish would be...

Dear Nuffnang,

I wish to have the BlackBerry Storm 9520 because I want to know what so great about it and then brag about it all over my blog.

Please make my wish come true.

Love,
Me


:)

its funny... (things juggling in my mind)

...how we always want to potray as the victim in front of people. but what we know it is actually how we felt ourselves. cos we always end up pitying ourselves and then show it out how we pity ourselves is, then people would join us pitying ourselves cos we subconsciously playing the victim card. which we actually dont wan to play the victim card. oh. nvm. i dont know wtf im talking about oso.

its funny when someone told me they were used months back and then tell me that it was otherwise recently.

its funny how someone knows that i actually want THEM but i end up with only 1 of it. and plus, that someone dont even know when i want it.

its funny how that someone keep looking for reassurance but when i said it is not going to work, it looked like i need assurance instead, no?

its funny how that someone put it that the present was meant to be a surprise, and told me at the end when i made things ugly. so wat now? i'll return for materials? oh. now i remembered. that someone was hiding something. and i found out. and when she told me about the present, she asked me why am i not angry when she told me she didnt tell me the truth about the present. oh yes. wtf.

its funny how people can remember and calculative over stuffs that they bought for their partner. someone remembers! i dont even remember what i gave. mayb i do. but i dun think i need to announce it.

its funny when someone told me that i dont respect people's privacy but she copied and pasted the whole content of someone else's blog and not leaving a link back to the original writers blog. bravo!

its funny how u can click with people and suddenly you dont.

its funny how someone tells u they hate ignorant people but they themselves are the one being ignorant.

its funny how malaysian drivers drive as if they are driving big ass cars and wanna take up to 2 lanes to drive their car. in federal highway. and no, they are not drunk. and when u flash light or honk, they stare cock at u.

its funny to know that there is motorcycle lane prepared for them but u still see the motorcyclist along federal highway.

its funny to know that i've played cafe world and didnt realise im at level 40 alre. oh no. its actually 42.

its weird to know that im single and not hunting. at all.

its funny how after so many years ago he still pops up out of nowhere in my mind.

*counts* 10 yrs! omg!

then, its sweet to think back the days with him. (ya. dun rub ur eyes too hard. its he... him... a guy...)

its sweet how he called up and said its not appropriate for a girl to say it so he asked me to be his gf instead. (pls ha. this was when in form 3. omgbbqsauce long ago. and yea. i was thick skinned enough to ask him to be my bf. =.=)

last time i was 34-28-34 ok. still can la. got guts a bit. now 36-36-36... dun dare d. :X

its sweet to think back he can be so random. he just suddenly grabbed my hand and lead me. swaying slowly to 'eyes on me' in my room.

its sweet to think back going to events together for LEO club.

its sweet to think back i waited for hours in ss14 for him while he was at the meeting. i took off and walked home. he found out and he didnt go after me. he went to buy flowers instead then came running towards me. (ya. im smiling now)

its silly to think back that i was such a plaster i called his house until his mom got fed up and then asked him to end the gerfren boifren nonsense. (ok. lesson learnt. =.=)

its funny to also feel sweet to think about the break up. there i was upset and almost wanted to cry in pyramid and the most funniest thing a person can say during a break up would me "aiya, u got front and back, sure very fast can find new wan. dont cry la" =.=


:)

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Your Characteristic

i found this thingie from here

and my result is
December 01 - 16 ~ Bird
If you are a Bird : A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of th em being quality-personified.


this is weird... i dont even like to go shopping. not popular and no friends cling on me lor... =.=

u guys test oso la. see accurate or not.

January 01 - 09 ~ Bird
January 10 - 24 ~ Slug
January 25 - 31 ~ Cockroach
February 01 - 05 ~ Parasite
February 06 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
February 15 - 21 ~ Skunk
February 22 - 28 ~ Snake
March 01 - 12 ~ Ape
March 13 - 15 ~ Cockroach
March 16 - 23 ~ Slug
March 24 - 31 ~ Parasite
April 01 - 03 ~ Bird
April 04 - 14 ~ Snake
April 27 - 30 ~ Skunk
May 01 - 13 ~ Slug
May 14 - 21 ~ Bullfrog
May 22 - 31 ~ Cockroach
June 01 - 03 ~ Slug
June 04 - 14 ~ Skunk
June 15 - 20 ~ Bird
June 21 - 24 ~ Ape
June 25 - 30 ~ Parasite
July 01 - 09 ~ Slug
July 10 - 15 ~ Bird
July 16 - 26 ~ Bullfrog
July 27 - 31 ~ Parasite
August 01 - 15 ~ Ape
August 16 - 25 ~ Slug
August 26 - 31 ~ Skunk
September 01 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
September 15 - 27 ~ Parasite
September 28 - 30 ~ Bird
October 01 - 15 ~ Ape
October 16 - 27 ~ Skunk
October 28 - 31 ~ Snake
November 01 - 16 ~ Cockroach
November 17 - 30 ~ Parasite
December 01 - 16 ~ Bird
December 17 - 25 ~ Ape
December 26 - 31 ~ Bullfrog

If you are a Bird : A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of th em being quality-personified.

If you are a Cockroach : Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person.. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight.. An outdoor person, you disl ike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... Hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....

If you are a Parasite : An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Skunk : You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You, too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what remains the best trait of you guys.

If you are a Bullfrog : You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware; it is easy for you to fall in love....

If you are a Snake : You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

If you are a Ape : Very impatient and hyper!!! You want things to be done as quick as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the centre of attraction. That way, you people are unique. You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are!!

If you are a Slug : Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath. God bless the person then!

HELP!

any interior designer can help me ah? i've been cracking my head how to reno the house but den how i draw oso nothing seems right. bah... :(

and den hor... anyone to recommend which security system for the house? if can, i wanna install the vault oso. haha.. kidding. conclusion is, wan it to be safe lah.
things that is a must is security camera lor. and oso alarm lor. but must be convenient wan wor. cos at home got old grandma.

and den hor... after the designing completes hor... anyone to recommend for the renovation work ah? hehe...

Monday, February 15, 2010

Gong Hei Fatt Choy...

on 1st day of cny, i slept whole day. yea. really whole day until about 6pm oni i woke up. and im actually surprised that no one called me to wake me up. but den, my cousin texted me asking if im going to kepong today. with my eyes half opened, i replied yes.

so i got my ass up and shower and put on new clothes and apply powder and eye liner and headed to kepong.

ahhh.. how i love festive seasons. no jam... at all! but of cos i hate it when it was between 1 to 2 weeks back. farking jam. even wanna find parking when im going to work oso is a pure nite mare.

anyways...

i arrive kepong at about 7pm. and the 1st thing i saw was...

... my grandma smokin... and there she can babble about me smoking look like prostitute... =.=

after greeting all the aunties uncles grandaunties granduncles... what is cny when there's no gambling?

when i was standing and taking this picture, my cousin told me, the subang clan misses me. and i thought. eh, ya. all those kaki judi is only us from subang eh. =.=

The Subang Clan

please do not underestimate this subang clan. we got our secret weapon...

The Gamble Queen. she knows black jack... rummy (is that how u spell it?)... etc. but however, she dont know how to play MJ.

so after 1st few rounds i lost... and when i begin to win back my modal...

Dinner is ready... =.=

after the satisfying dinner, we headed to the nite market near by. which is just about 1 to 2 rows of houses behind.

JJ nite market

bernard was actually holding his dslr. and there's so many things to snap! but he said... he scared kena wallop... =.= everybody already looking at him one kind thought either he is a tourist, or a reporter. and he is hiding between us holding his cam... =.= =.=

JJ nite market


backlane - random


Temple - random

while walking back to the house, we saw our grandma walking towards back home as well. jo's bf said, let's go scare her. even if we scare her, she will turn around to look... slowly... =.= and they did go and scare her... and turned around slowly. lol. buay tahan...

den i was walking behind grandma, cousins are in front already. and bernard held his dslr up, and i didnt bother and i held my small kicimiao canon ixus 100 IS up. without being alarmed, we snapped at the same time and i got this effect...

thats granny standing in between us. dont know how his ended up. and i think my flash is damn small wan.

when arrived back, im already sweating like a pig. why la every year CNY sure farking hot wan? :(

and again i took random shots.

Great Grand Parents


cousins and aunt...

Triple x 3

U dont get to see this always. :D


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Sunday, February 14, 2010

Smokin Granny

My grandma always scold me for smoking n u see what she's doing?


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biebie loves kiekie

Biebie says (5:09 AM):
how u a?

eLLehciM says (5:09 AM):
y ah?
Biebie says (5:10 AM):
no ar
macam sudah lama tak jumpa
heheheh

eLLehciM says (5:10 AM):
lu lindo sama gua ka?

Biebie says (5:10 AM):
ya lo
eLLehciM says (5:11 AM):
LoL
im ok ah
like that lor
still as fat as last time lo

Biebie says (5:11 AM):
hahhaa
funny
mich
i love nikie
eLLehciM says (5:11 AM):
LoL
eLLehciM says (5:12 AM):
ahsal u suddenly jiwang sesangat nih?

Biebie says (5:12 AM):
and i hope tht she felt the same way
no la..
it's just .... i dunno
maybe i cant convince her
tht i actually really love her


specially dedicated to the 2 love birds... :)

sometimes reassuring too many times can be tiring. and sometimes when a person tells a 3rd party something like this meaning it is real... i thought, if noone helped me to deliver this kinda msg to W, might as well i do my friend a favour to deliver this kinda msg. :)

Reunion Dinner

this yr's reunion dinner is a little different than last year. this yr, i need to work on reunion nite. :D

so after work, i headed back home to sleep. sleep kao kao already den oni i head to my uncle's house in ss17. i think i arrived at about 7.30pm?

and no, dinner notchet start. they just oni preparing. so since they are still in the midst of preparing, i butt itchy snap picture 1st...


Dishes at table 1


Dishes at table 2


while preparing the food, this tohtis no eyes see...


den proceed to snap cookie's picture. cute hor?


oh. the best part about this yee sang is that, they give u that whole chunk of salmon and u cut it yourself. i had my own sweet time slicing them. :P


mountain high! this year's money oso must be like this... muahahahaa!


Lou finish d...


2 tables occupied alre. even me and my uncle is standing eating rice. lol...


flower my aunt bought. love the colors. so nicee~

so after makan makan and minum minum, i headed off to work. yea. midnite shift. T.T

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Reunion Dinner

Shall we feast? :)


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Stalker

i dont know it is good to be one, or not good to be one.

i was nicely stalking J's blog, and what i found out is that W has been in touch with him. and also found her new blog.

at 1st, im kinda pissed that she got in touch with him bcos, hey... there he is moving on with his life minding his own business wishing that i wont cross his mind anymore and there she is intefering his life by wanting to know how he cope.

i didnt bother. i dont know why, i just couldnt find the energy to blog about her anymore. bcos she again and again want to do what she want to not bothering if others would like it or not.

but today, i read her blog again. maybe this is the reason why sometimes i insisted my partner to hav a blog. so that she can jot down her feelings, happy or sad, up or down. so that i can read, and i dont know... understand more perhaps?

my eyes got wet when i read her 'flashbacking 15 things'. at 1st, im touched and felt stupid for hurting her. then slowly from touched, turned to being upset. when she can jot down all that moments... why she still keep questioning if i do love her again and again? its tired to keep reassuring a person again and again who is far far away... and eventually feeling helpless becos no matter what i do, it nevers seems to satisfy her.

i dont think there's a need to beg me to stay anymore. cos... the same reason i gave J, i dont wanna hurt him anymore... and now, same goes to W, i dont wanna hurt her anymore.

not to say i do not wanna work things out. but i find it is a no future rship. cos neither of us is willing to leave our own country to be with each other. further more, the travelling expenses, the phone bills, the disappointments, the heartaches... too much to handle.

she's been talking about expenses and how i did not chip in. it pretty much slapped me in the face the fact that i actually cant afford this rship. for god's sake. i only left rm100 to survive this month. luckily enough big cow bought tons of instant noodles to survive on and finally bought gas to cook and peanut butter in the fridge to spread the bread. that is if still got marnee to buy bread.

i dont think i'll be blogging much about W here anymore. cos i have created another password protected blog to pen down my thoughts about her. this MAY be the last post about her...

J, thank u for understanding me so much that even i cant believe it. am i such a open book?

W, thank u for the months of memories. sweet or bitter. these few days i keep thinking, should i give another try. should i? mayb there's something to save it. maybe we r meant for each other. all the maybes, so many maybes came up and these maybes came too often. and each time u ask if i love u, i got frustrated bcos i felt helpless. cos i dont know how to show. i dont know how to assure u. and each time u ask about is there someone else, i get upset bcos, i felt u r punishing me for what i did about shaz. well, i dont know why bcos when i was with her, me and u were already ended and went different ways. even u had pris already then.

W, maybe i dont deserve u. maybe u r better off with someone who shows more affection. who is not as passive as me. who is nearer to u, or maybe richer than me? not to say im telling u who to love. just telling that, i dont suit any of your requirement...

once again, thank u.

p/s : i think im gonna break down anytime soon again. and it is ok, cos i have learnt how to cry alone.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

poor pup

i cannot tahan anymore. the more i read the more i feel pity on that poor dog.

really wtf lor... and yes, im jaga-ing people's kain. can or not?

previously already put those pedigree dogs to sleep already im so fucking disgusted with u. can u guys imagine a golden retriever, a bloody huge dog is in the room instead being roam around in a spacious space? omfg! being in a room nevermind, but it is fenced up. yes! fenced! can u guys imagine how freaking small is the space.

now bitch, if u terasa, dont fucking come and bark at me for u r now just another stupid bitch with her cos u r living in my shadows, and i know how it feels.

the small space aside. and now i come to know that, this poor dog has skin problems. and they changed the dog food bcos they cant afford it long term. oh my! how responsible is that? im so fucking sick of u! OMFGKNNCCBWTFBBQSAUCE! please do not tell me when u wanna have a pet, u dont know everything like this is a commitment? u can just change the dog food just bcos u cant afford it? OMFG!!!

Birthday Card

the bday card that she gave me, fell off from where i have put it...

is it a sign that i should really let go completely?

Happy Happy Chinese New Year...



May all the girls will always be leng lui
May all the guys will always be leng jai
May all the aunties will always kena call "leng jie" when buying things
May all the uncles will always kena call "leng jai" when buying things
May all the ah mas and ah gongs will always be healthy
May all the ancestors will be peaceful seeing all of us so well fed until fat fat~ :D

and of cos...
May all the nuffnangers earn big bucks this year... :P

Valentine's Day

Nais... :)


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Monday, February 8, 2010

Ai xin instant noodle

By big cow! :D


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Crowd

**scroll down for new update on NEW FORMOSA RESTAURANT! **
Not as bad as i imagined actually...
as u can see, it is kris allen


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New Formosa Restaurant @ SS2 - The Meat Lover Kakiz Debut

This is a new group that my colleague formed. the Meat Lover Kakiz.

i think they went to somewhere before lor. but this is the 1st time joining them. and this time its at new formosa restaurant located in ss2. it's quite easy to be found as it is facing the main road and i used to stay behind that row of shops.

the route that i've used was on LDP, direction from puchong towards pj, at the kelana jaya station, keep left. do not go up the fly over. then, at the traffic light, turn right. and then at the traffic light, turn left. by now u should see tmn bahagia LRT station on your right. go all the way straight, u'll see crossed junction with traffic light. turn left. go a lil up hill and u'll see a traffic light, turn right. right after the shop houses, turn left... all the way to the end, turn left again. den turn left again. basically, just find your way to the front row of the shops lah, cos it is one way only... and walah~ u're there. if my directions is too confusing, sorry ah. there's always google maps or OVI maps. :)

let's not waste time on babbling so much.

we started of with yu sang. what is cny without yu sang? not cny yet but ah... this is my 1st yu sang this yr ~T.T~



- yummilicious yu sang -


- just look at the piece of salmon -

new formosa is actually famous for their suckling piglet. and need to book earlier. our group president booked it earlier alre. ^^


- oink oink -


- the crispy layer -

ze prawn~


- butter prawn -

next dish is called 'mah lat tou fu'. im not a big fan of mah lat dishes but all of them said its nothing to hoo-hah about wor...

- mah lat tou fu -

this sesame seed fried chicken is not bad. the chicken is very soft practically melts in your mouth. u wont be able to see the seeds but as u see closely u will. they said can taste the sesame wor. but to me... it's any ordinary fried chicken. tho i like the soft tenderness of the chicken meat. ^^


- sesame seed fried chicken -

next dish, is a dish to die for. it was so damn good, we ordered 2 plates. this dish comes with performance by the waiter. the joyness of seeing the sticky caramel... oh my~~ we wanted sweet potato but sweet potato finish alre but they have alternative of yam. which is also damn good!


- yam covered with some caramel and sesame thingie -

enjoy the little performance by them. cant really see the stickiness tho. must see properly ah. :P


so there u have it. all the food and people who attended are :-

from left :- andy, alex, jack, lela, puche, vonvon, jessi... and the empty space is me. :P

service and what-not : service wise i think its kinda bad. cos when we wanna order the caramel yam again, at first the waitress said that it is finish already. well. what can we say? we rest our case. but then not long later, she came back to us and say sorry, just not the chef was too busy. thats why... we were stunned like. wtf? we are ok at finish already. but how can u tell your customer that u r too busy? then we started joking loudly, hmm, yea. we are busy to pay bill la. :X
environment wise, the chair is not that comfy and the restaurant is too packed. either reduce the seats or expand your shop la.
other than that... im ok with it. oh.. and toilet is quite clean. squat wan.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

i feel like screaming now

really cannot tahan anymore.

i thought this time i'll just shut up and let it be. but i really cannot. i seriously cannot.

i wanna blog it out but i dont even know where to begin.

after a bloody long war with her, i feel like my blood pressure is gonna burst soon and soon i'll kena stroke! wtf!!

she dont get it. she just dont get it. she tot i left cos i got someone else. cos i dont love her. what she dont know is that it is HER i cannot tahan! OMFG! i really cannot believe it. im so angry now, im hating her already!

im feeling...

... bitchy!

yesterday i went to someone's bday party. and den i bump into someone. and it apparently know someone's someone wor. den she told me that someone is not treating that someone well wor. and den in the midst of arguing, that someone with another someone one night stand wor. and now that poor someone went back to that someone with another someone left being along wor. and den hor, that someone ask me not to tell anyone about what happen to this someone wor.

den i oso came to find out that actually that someone that time havent break up with someone n den she met with this new someone wor. den, one week later that someone oni break up with that someone, to be with this someone wor. but that someone that time told someone that they are fling oni. nothing wan wor. den at the same time that the other someone saying wanna go after someone wor. after a week, she did not continue to go after that someone and be with this someone wor. wa. that someone really take someone someone like a spare tyre lor. poor someone... which someone? someone lor...

p/s : actually i oso confuse about someone. so dont ask me who is who and who ah. thank u.

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on the side note. im PMS-ing soon. cos very mang zhang. :(

retard

i'm saying about myself. It sucks to love someone but that someone thinks that i dont love her. It's even suckier if after all these while, that someone thinks that i didnt contribute anything at all. Even if i didnt, does that means i dont love her? Sigh. Fuck it la. Being with her made me feel like i'm a fuckin retarded puppet.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Shameless Attention Slut

we sometimes go to the extra mile to be shameless.

i dont know what i would risk to go extra mile for it tho.

but i know bigcow would go extra mile by showing idiotic gesture just to make her friends happy. lol... especially the one she told me that her cousin was upset and they were at the petrol station to pump petrol. den bigcow started "cleaning" like the advertisement. =.=

anyways... i blogged a few post before this about this shameless bitch. she would go extra mile to seek for attention. and i've always wanted to blog about it. but unlike 13 yr old Brittany Kelly, i have to work and been busy. all i can do to keep this blog updated is by phone when im home. wtf...

at first it started out so-called publicity by our beloved local famous blogger. that time she was using http://piinkerland.blogspot.com/. then... a lot of people started to bombard her. well, the publicity is via tweet so i wont know what ppl @ to her cos i am not #1 stalker to stalk around tell people "oh i exist! follow me!".

so nevermind lor... then there she goes saying she wont pay attention to all those negative comment crap, but still replying defending herself. haha... welcome to the ugly world little girl...

oso nevermind lor. so, i really didnt bother anymore until bigcow decided to stalk on her somemore. and then we found her 'TOP 11 blogs'. it's really... OMFGKNNCCBWTFBBQSAUCE lor! all... asian... she asian envy or what?

den... oso nevermind lor... den i started to stalk page by page. i almost want to faint. why? why got such people wan? she is from florida, USA (if i get my facts right). i dont know she even stayed in msia or sg before or not but... she uses loh, and lah and aiyah... ALL AT THE WRONGGGGGGGGGGGGG TIMEEEEEEE!!! reading her blog, u can feel it is so wrong. omfg.

and yes. i wanted to blog about it but i was working and everytime i wanna blog, my inspiration fly already. T.T come to think about it, she is such a good girl. she gave me inspiration to bitch!

anyways, all these was ystd, the day before, the day before before.. etc...

but today, when i went for lunch. i received a text. that she closed her blog. OH NO~ but the good news is, she just changed her address only la. so let's recap from what i have said earlier. presenting - the top 11 link.

oh fuck. and i almost forgot! she said she is similar to XX! another OMFGKNNCCBWTFBBQSAUCE lor! how can u be similar to the fucking 3 awards winner? can u fucking look at yourself in the bloody mirror? gosh...

she cant even make up her bloody mind! 1st she said she wanna keep the blog name, den she say she wanna change it.. yada yada yada... dont understand? see this...

click it to enlarge it and read from bottom.

can u see how fickle minded she is?

oh oh... did u notice she is asking our famous blogger to ask us stop sending her hate mail? bwahahahahaa... er wait. hate mail crash computer wan ah? if yes den guess what. im not gonna send u hate mail. i'm gonna make u star of the day in my blog. well, obviously this is no famous blog. but still... u r the STAR of the day!

bah... i dont know. i think i am enough for today.

at 1st... i wanna put her picture here. but... cannot la... i feel like it is poluting my blog. so, anything u just go to her blog la, ok? http://sharonaworld.blogspot.com/

and no... u r not even close to fabulous. go cry to your mommy.

WHY?!

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just done sweeping n mopping floor... N was changing the money plant's water... Den suddenly... Big cow came out n ask me to blog... So... Nah... Blogged... Haha! :P