Thursday, April 30, 2009

anyone?

anyone getting married soon?

cos...

i saw this ridiculously awesome jig saw puzzle suitable as a present...

if i buy now, and not giving anyone. what for i buy rite? :D

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

wtf...

yea... wtf...

now we're playing 'you's rite? ok...

you... i've told u from the beginning there's an outage and i'll be freaking busy. just because i cant complete one fucking misunderstanding msg in msn. u wanna blast at me? and why u blast at me? just because everyone else is making your day a living hell. u mang zhang. what about me? im not? u wanna know so fucking much rite? i was saying its time to put a fucking song in ur blog bcos it's just putting a song playing at its background. and why ni ne me ai ta? it is just plainly because you fucking like that song la. now that you know. happy now? puas tak? i did not ask u to fucking read my fucking mind, but perhaps can understand that im actually busy working?

and you! you fucking hypocrite. ur fucking mouth says that u fucking care about your braders feelings especially me like your own bloody sibling. but ur action doesnt say so. dun fucking act like u care in front of them. u just wanna show that u r a good person behind ur freaking mask.

and both of you. you dont have to pm me to congrats me whereby both of u are the one who told me that u guys will be on my side. when shit happens, where the fuck r u guys? of all people who congrats me, i dont need your particular group's wishes. i dont need hypocrite's wishes.

and you! you dont fucking understand what im trying to say is it? last time u said. i can go out, but just at night i have to go home. now im home everynight, u say i go out never inform. when i did inform your mother, u got say anything or not? just because your mother is in the shower and i cant inform her, u blasted at me? repeat and repeat again and again rite? what about u? cannot come home when im not home? when im home, your mother ask me about you. always say me me me. what about you??

and you! im not the only fucking person who smokes in the whole fucking family ok? your other granddaughter of yours oso smoke. one shot 2 packs in her bag. you saw it. what did u say? no la, her bf's one. den me? even one fucking lighter u'll make the whole house tear down screaming and yelling at me for smoking. ya. u said girls smoking looks like sucking cock. do you wanna see me sucking cock in front of you or not?! which is worst? sucking the real cock in front of you? or smoking in front of you? u think i dont know? u used to smoke too when u r young ok?!!!

hypocrites

quote :-
"if it really happens, we will definitely be on your side one..."

rubbish.

what will happen...


1 year later...
<3

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

surprised...

"Then you wait till 5.30. Today"

:)

was planning to go to gym on Monday. but something unexpected happened. a good one.

:)

and i cant stop smiling...

:)

Monday, April 27, 2009

OMFG...

Lady GaGa...

http://horiwood.com/2009/04/03/is-lady-gaga-bisexual-her-poke-her-face-action-in-pics/

OMFG...

WOOD OX Astrology

Jan 25, 1925 to Feb 12, 1926
Feb 20, 1985 to Feb 8, 1986

People who come under wood ox astrology are put on a higher pedestal than other people. Born geniuses these people are bright and brilliant. Along with their charming personality they are also quite stubborn and short tempered. Wood ox people have many times been mentors and people tend to look up to them. These people also have a great sense of humor and challenge everyone’s tickling buds. They have a strong moral code and believe in ethics and integrity in life. Wood oxen people are also very practical but the finances are not very stable, as they tend to lend money to friends quite often. People under this Chinese sign are very good with relationships. They always sit down and talk their differences over and don’t let misunderstandings crop between them.

Source : http://www.123chinesenewyear.com/chinese-astrology/ox.html

Friday, April 24, 2009

direction idiot - certified...

today i was suppose to help big cow to collect her gift from nuffnang's office. being me... i am a natural born direction idiot. fantastic talent...

but i did my homework. i googled for the map... i even printed out the steps... 

and i got lil cowie to teman me. sure wont get lost wan... so i took off from subang, head along federal highway... all the way straight until the kuala lumpur railway station i turned left... and then... im lost... *cries* 

i still keep driving to look for the way... until i saw a familiar road. jalan sultan ismail! i knew it is near by there... so i called big cow...

me : erm... im pretty lost...
BC : where r u?
me : can lead me from jln sultan ismail?
BC : *leads... yada yada yada...*
me : er.. orh... can i have u to stay on the line?
BC : *hesitated* hmmm... ok la...

until one point she got work to do alre... so she just told me yada yada yada turn left den yada yada yada u'll be there alre... so dengan bersemangatnyerrr... i drove... and yes! i found!

this is the end of the journey... poor lil cowie covered with papers d... and yea... im a certified direction idiot... :(

may i present... this... this is the prize i collected for big cow. she won the malaysian dream girl blog buzz for week 5. click here for her entry

well... it is what she wanted. she was telling me she want the cosmetics more that the fragrances... 


CONGRATS BIG COW!!!

Senjyu Sushi @ Cineleisure

this... is actually a freaking late post... freaking late.


the other day me and big cow went cineleisure cos i wanted to get some stuff from the IT Hyperstore. being us... we definitely have to eat before we start shopping. we had hard time deciding on what to eat. since i already got my magic plastic card, i suggested we eat something we never eat before... hence...


Senjyu Sushi. and boy... we never regret it even one bit. althought the service was kinda bad and we assumed that the girl was new... so, oh well... nothing beats delicious food. 

our all time favourite has been cawanmushi... and Senjyu's cawanmushi was... *saliva dripping* freaking delicious. i can go for a few rounds of their cawanmushi but i still wanna eat other stuffs. :P

this is like the combination on my favourites in japanese food. tamago with unagi... merged. :D
i didnt quite like the egg tho. too sweet... 

i had wagyu beef rite. i didnt finish the rice cos i was kinda full alre. but... the beef i sapu all. it is yummyyyy~~~
i ordered flower tea. i like the light taste of tea with the flower aroma to it. *thumbs up*
i seriously highly recommend Senjyu. and i would go there again for their cawanmushi and wagyu beef... *saliva dripping again*

Senjyu Sushi
F1.05 Sunway Pyramid +603-5632 8119

Lot G2 & G3 Ground Floor Cineleisure +603-7727 9028

Senjyu Sushi @ Cineleisure

this... is actually a freaking late post... freaking late.

the other day me and big cow went cineleisure cos i wanted to get some stuff from the IT Hyperstore. being us... we definitely have to eat before we start shopping. we had hard time deciding on what to eat. since i already got my magic plastic card, i suggested we eat something we never eat before... hence...

Senjyu Sushi. and boy... we never regret it even one bit. althought the service was kinda bad and we assumed that the girl was new... so, oh well... nothing beats delicious food. 

our all time favourite has been cawanmushi... and Senjyu's cawanmushi was... *saliva dripping* freaking delicious. i can go for a few rounds of their cawanmushi but i still wanna eat other stuffs. :P

this is like the combination on my favourites in japanese food. tamago with unagi... merged. :D
i didnt quite like the egg tho. too sweet... 

i had wagyu beef rite. i didnt finish the rice cos i was kinda full alre. but... the beef i sapu all. it is yummyyyy~~~
i ordered flower tea. i like the light taste of tea with the flower aroma to it. *thumbs up*
i seriously highly recommend Senjyu. and i would go there again for their cawanmushi and wagyu beef... *saliva dripping again*

Senjyu Sushi
F1.05 Sunway Pyramid +603-5632 8119

Lot G2 & G3 Ground Floor Cineleisure +603-7727 9028

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

stability

one of the kapak just broke up. being in a lesbian drama, we wont know if they're able to patch back or not. but the reason of breaking up is... stability.

what is stability? what is your defination of stability? how can we consider it as stable in stability?

it really depends on how you see things i guess. and depends what u want in life. you could probably have :-

relationship stability
financial stability
life stability
emotion stability
career stability
etc... you name it.

there's so many types of stability and of cos, nothing is perfect. we cant have it all. we cant...

the question, is it important? if it is, will you help your partner to achieve the desired stability? or you rather leave because you cant find the thing you're looking for?

come to think about it, i should kill myself cos i'm not stable in anything...

relationship stability... i cant find it or feel it, so i leave it...
financial stability... i dont have any cos i splurge like there's no tmrw.
life stability... i dont think my life is stable. cos all my other stuffs are not stable.
emotion stability... well. that explains why i slit isnt it?
career stability... strugles... im still forcing myself to stay put in this company.

see... everything oso not stable. :(

but i know one thing for sure tho. u need lots of time and patience to build that certain stability you want to achieve. the question now is, are you willing to put in time, patience and effort to achieve it?

i hate u big cow

for intro-ing me this and now im addicted and i cant concentrate on my work...

great...

anyways... yea... come and challenge me... :D



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Miss You - M.Y.M.P.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Difficult?

u're saying im difficult eh? one more thing i hear from you... i'll jot every single thing here...

i'll show u what's difficult here...

173

i am so not inspired to blog these days due to work work work and more work. play play play and more play. and the ended up, exhausted to blog. hehe... im so not a dedicated blogger. :D

now that my aunt went home alre. which she will visit me next month again. im less emo now. i think thats why less thing for me to blog. haha!

but am seriously enjoying my singlehood. when am not having my aunt around of cos. it's like a typical sagi. the sense of freeeeeedom! i can fly to anywhere i want with my car. hence the petrol is draining like water draining from the tap. :P

kapakia is in the midst of... i dont know. rekindle? i dont know. still having thorns in their heart? i dont know. i dont know anything about kapakia anymore. not to say i dont wanna know. i wanna know so badly and when i am not informed with things. i got really pissed... i'm being the one left out from the group.

as chris always thought me before... dont expect things to go your way. so yea. im leaving it the way it is...

ohh ohh... i straightened my hair. will post a proper photo of me having long straight hair later on, if i have any. i've wanted to straighten my hair for so long alre! yippeee~

i got so many things to blog and photos not edited...

i had vivo. i had sanjyu sushi. i'm a holder of magic plastic cards. one night trip to KLIA and putrajaya. etc etc...

anyway... it's mid of the month again... broke time of the month. :D
i seriously do not have the sense of controlling what i spend on and my savings. sighs...

Used 2B (Na Na Na) - Swt Baby B & Lil Mindy

recommended by Frankie...



Lyrics:

I gotta talk, I'm sorry...

Why can't it be how it used 2B? (how it used 2B)
Baby why do you just leave me all alone?
When I've given all my heart, given all my soul
Still you make (still you make)
Make it hard for me to trust
To understand exactly what you're going through

Why can't it be how it used 2B?
When it was all about you and me
Wanna take it back to the day we first met
Baby it's something I can never forget

Why can't it be how it used 2B?
When it was all about you and me
I wanna take it back to the day we first met
Baby it's something I can never forget

Everything's changing, that's all I'm saying
It's so complicating, our love is slowly fading
Can't help but not to think about the way it used 2B
Tell me is it possible, could it still be you and me?

I miss the days when you and I were each others ride to die
We used 2B so tight like bonnie and clyde
But further apart we grew, baby who would ever knew
We would end up like this, tell me what to do

Why can't it be how it used 2B?
When it was all about you and me
I wanna take it back to the day we first met
Baby it's something I can never forget

Why can't it be how it used 2B?
When it was all about you and me
I wanna take it back to the day we first met
Baby it's something I can never forget

The way we used 2B was so heavenly
Recall the memories, seems like we were meant 2B
For better or worse, we were still each others
But now it ain't like that no more, the days are getting duller

Like a note overseas, I'm trapped in a bottle
My heart's slowly dying, getting frozen like a fossil
You used 2B the one who could always set me free
Now I'm reaching near the edge, will you even look at me?

Why can't it be how it used 2B?
When it was all about you and me
I wanna take it back to the day we first met
Baby it's something I can never forget

Why can't it be how it used 2B?
When it was all about you and me
I wanna take it back to the day we first met
Baby it's something I can never forget

I wan't you to fly with me (I wan't you to fly with me)
I miss how you lay with me (I miss how you lay with me)
Just wish you could dine with me (just wish you could dine with me)
One that would grind with me (one that would grind with me)

I wan't you to fly with me (I wan't you to fly with me)
I miss how you lay with me (I miss how you lay with me)
Just wish you could dine with me (just wish you could dine with me)
One that would grind with me (one that would grind with me)

Why can't it be how it used 2B? (na na na na)
When it was all about you and me (na na na na)
I wanna take it back to the day we first met (na na na na)
Baby it's something I can never forget (na na na na)

Why can't it be how it used 2B? (na na na na)
When it was all about you and me(na na na na)
I wanna take it back to the day we first met (na na na na)
Baby it's something I can never forget (na na na na)


fine them @
www.myspace.com/mindiixbeatz
www.myspace.com/officialbabyb

Monday, April 20, 2009

cries...

i am actually tempted to update my long post...

but...

big cow just sos-ed me.

she need me to accompany her to the petrol station for petrol.

must be wondering, pump petrol cannot go alone ah?

no no... dengar la dulu (listen 1st la)

her car petrol is like... gonna be empty. and she is afraid that on the way to the petrol station, really empty tank. so she need me to convoy along...

ok la. it is 10.35 alre. hehe... and i promised to leave office at 10.30. :P

They are straight...

until they are wet...

*slurps*



**got this from WonderKitten**

30 year old...



i look 30 year old here meh? T_T

*cries loudly*

Frankie Foo...

had a late dinner with him last night. talked about a lot of stuffs la. things in school. how he's doing recently. bla bla bla...

and ya. another ex of mine.

and no... the name is not frankie foo... it is frankie lim... haha... frankie foo was given back in sec sch.

really season of ex reunion... -_-"

will update further. these days i dont have time to update. by the time i got free time, im too exhausted... sighs...

i miss my long winded entries. :P

Saturday, April 18, 2009

workaholic

am i one?

i beginning to suspect i am...

am i?

i finish my shift at 5.30, i'll leave office at 10.
i finish my shift at 10.30, i leave office at 12...

and no, it is not just as simple as lazy-to-go-home

i actually worried about my cases. i make sure everything is updated until there's nothing more to update or until im really tired.

tmrw is my off day. and here i am worrying about my cases will screw up or not. not to say i dont trust my colleagues. i trust them. some able to do fantastic job. i just... worry la...

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Save your marriage

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Dew. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce.
She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions... She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind... I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.

*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*



i have read this story long ago. and it brought me tears. it was really touching how the story ended. the husband finally realised but it was too late.

how we got in a long term relationship and as years passed. we tend to forgot small little things in the relationship...

most people say, long term relationship dont last. i believed it. until now i still do. but this story taught. there are reasons that both people can stay so long together. and when things gets dull and boring. they tend to think that sparks are just not there anymore. it is actually the matter of small little things to bring back that intimacy between 2 person. it just pretty much depends, r u willing to put in that small little effort in it...

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

im still in office

feeling lazy to go home.

yea.

u read it right.

l-a-z-y
t-o
g-o
h-o-m-e



im not a homey person. i dont like to go home. my shift ends at 5.30pm. and now, it's alre 9.05pm.

yea. im a weird person.

something you...

... dont get from customer everyday...

bear in mind, im actually working in a MNC and our customers are around the globe and only speaks to IT specialist or manager...

and here goes

cust : i wanna speak to xxx...
me : *get details of which id, which comp, name, reason*
me : *tried to transfer but that person went for meal break
me : im sorry sir, xxx has gone for meal break. do you want me to pass any msg?
cust : oh. no no. no need. i'll call again later. i wanna go makan oso.
me : *thinking* makan? -_-"

Friday, April 10, 2009

man-u-pulative...

from my ex's blog
=================

Thursday, April 9, 2009
Snake Rat One Pot
Yes...now who is manupulate the whole world. I was being victimized since the day one we known each other. I was so stupid and blind..my bad, my fault.


From Maybank transfer money to CIMB, is taking more than 12 days. Counting from 28th March.I didn't know this new rules from bank. My fault...

22nd March told me, gonna pass the whole damn thing to her aunt, and her aunt will post it out by poslaju on 23rd March. Malaysia poslaju really lousy er. So the snake rat one pot, I am just expecting what you have promised. Please tell all your supporters the truth.

This is not the first time that I've told you what stuff that I've been expecting. Now I am telling you again, there are all total 4 items, 1, My 2 pcs childhood photos. 2, My Nokia phone. 3, saunabelt & 4, L word season 5.
I didn't see any msg that you replied on msn, as you said, maybe is microsoft fault, and I was using phone to online, maybe maybe...my bad again.

All you wanted, is to show all your supporters how pityful you are, you are the victim, how I manupulate you, how I treated you as a dog. Sleeping naked is not a big deal, which I've told you since the day one we known each other.And I swear that I have never ever did anything that betray you. Oh well, I know love is stupid. I was so damn stupid to beleive that, you were trusting me as I was trusting you. My fault again for trusting a wrong person, for letting you ruined my life and made my life so difficult. Thank you, for giving me this chance for a transform, to be a stronger person now.

Wasting my gas and don't know how much cells has been killed since 2 days ago. I better stop laughing now. Sai hei...
====================================

this is for your entertaining purpose. i shall reply when i'm done with my work. yes. it's 11pm i still have work to be done in office. and yes. i say this cos i wanna highlight that my life is busy.

**edit-now i shall begin with my reply**

please let me begin with a few related links, ok?
this is her blog (link removed)
this is my warning
this is my post reply
this is big cow's reaction when she reads my ex's blog

and now this... hopefully, my final reply.

laughing is good. good for health. here's more for you to laugh at. but i didnt know laughing can kill cells.

but am too lazy to type long long long winded thing so am just gonna put in point form la, ok?

- i did not TRANSFER from m2u to your CIMB bcos i do not wanna waste that extra money. not that i know how much they charge extra but... still not gonna waste it. eat nasi lemak oso better... and plus have to courier the stuffs? oso money leh.

- i WAS your dog doesnt mean my aunt oso have to be your dog. i asked my aunt. she's not going to the post office. what shud i do? point a gun on her head and ask her to go? tell my supporters the truth? this is the truth. ask my aunt if u wanna know the real truth.

- thanks for wasting your gas telling me another time on what are the things im owing you. then again, luckily my frens told me to read your blog AGAIN cos u replied. if nobody told me, i dont even know that u already put on the list. anyway, i'll post it if im free. luckily company hiring more people. if not, for sure i'll get all these bullshit.

-sleeping naked is not a big deal. yes i agree. sleeping naked with EX-GF when u have a CURRENT GF is not a big deal? then again, maybe im just 24, u're 36, u're more matured than i am. so matured people thinks that sleeping naked with ex gf when u have a gf and even hiding ur gf from ur ex gf is a right thing to do...

Thursday, April 9, 2009

fucking idiot.

thats what i heard when my dear superior did not hang up the phone properly.

i dont know she's refering to the cases, or refering to me, or whatever.

how would i know what the hell is happening when i only have 2 bloody months on the freaking floor?

bargh~!

i cried in the office. 2 days in a row. great. how embarrassing...

i forgot...

from what i see in my stat counter. not much people visits my blog. and if u have any comments that pisses me off again. im posting my blog to every single community website i've joined.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

clarification

ok. i know u guys are blur as cow regarding my previous post.

when i broke up with chris, i met this girl.

everyone knows i got no sense of patience but she is actually very nice by being honest with me telling me that she still sleeps naked with her ex. and they're sleeping in the same room, diff mattress tho. but the mattress is combined.

until one day, i did confront her i am actually not confortable with it. so she said its her habit for sleeping naked. what can i say? love is stupid hor?

so i confronted her again, this time, asking to move out. she said even move out oso, she n her ex will be still under one roof. just diff room.

i dont deny, she is a good gf. she takes care of my needs. i do not need to say anything and she will know what i need.

the day when i was really giving up on my rship with her was new years eve... or rather new years day.

made plans with big cow that we would go over to big cow's place to celebrate. so i was told to get the stuffs from carefour as i'm the nearest. bought lots of stuffs and drinks as well. she said she'll arrive at 8pm. so i rushed, paid. and called her at 8pm, hoping she's almost reaching. she said she just left home. which is... kinda far. and i have those drinks and it was pretty heavy. sits are all taken. and i hate to put it on the floor cos it is all food.

when i got in the car, she was complaining to me about her ex. this and that... after i walked so far to the car with heavy stuffs, im greeted with her complaining about her ex... thank u. i kept quiet. when going to big cow's. when i directed the road and when it is wrong, i am being responded by 'chee bye' and 'nia ma'.

but, who can stand the fact that your partner still sleeping in the same room with her ex? what more, naked? can u imagine having sex with ur partner knowing that it is the very same room she is currently sleeping with her ex?

so i called it off.

after breaking up, she was demanding back for her stuffs. yes. i got parcels from her. and gifts from her as well. it's not that i do not wanna send the things back. i want to. it is actually clustering in my room. the thing is, am busy. u guys must be thinking, where possible human always so busy, no need rest?

my company is newly moved company. and short of manpower and i am required to work in order to cover the calls. so when i finally have a little bit of time, i saw her on msn and asked to let me know what is it its still with me. but she didnt reply me on msn. so, i leave it as it is...

chris told me she updated her blog. chris told me that she's calling me name. i didnt get the chance to read as today i was busy whole day in office. and now is about 12am, im still in office. some free time for me to follow up on my cases.

so i read her blog. and to my surprise. wow...

is it so wrong to be busy? and is it my fault if someone do not wanna respond to me on what im still owing? do i deserve for being framed that i do not wanna return the stuffs?

Thank you...

taken from my ex's blog.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009
What is your principal?
I beleive everyone has one, atleast. My major pricipal is I do not owe anyone anything. Especially someone that do not close to me. Or someone that already broke off with me. I rather owe bank.( My credit card and my personal loan) . My biggest ah long is my dad, but he is dead, can't pay back anymore. My last personal loan, was rejected at first, then finally then found that I am a very beautiful leg, always pay my payment on time, so they decided to loan to me.

Catch no ball why I am talking so much about this le..wat wat beautiful leg la, wat loan la...
I thought I can kookookoo swallow all to my hippo stomach again, but I can't take it anymore. Feels like wanna throw out all. It is making me so furious.

I hate this, because I have never did this to any of my friend or ex gf. I swear...
And I don't understand why there are people so fucking thick skin, broke off with you already with some bullshit reason, nevermind, it's over. So I already sent back all the stuff that belongs to her, no need to wait til she ask from me. Everything packed nicely and send back by poslaju and make sure it delivered. But why you can't do such a small favour for me? Did I kill your whole family? I was just asking for my own belongings, those things that supposed to be MY property. I didn't ask for the things that you bought for me, then borrowed back, then never comes back again, or...whatever I have bought for you as a gift. But why? huh? Don't act like a kid ok? This will only show that you are stupid.

Another thing, I found out that she finished all my prepaid credit by transferred all the talktime to her so call gf. This phone, supposed to have around 100 over to spend. Which I gave her as a spare to call out. I didn't bother to take back that time was because she told me that she was busy and I also don't mind if she still wanna use it to call out. Til the last day at work, that I was afraid that HR will collect back the simcard, so I went to the customer service counter and report lost, terminate and replace a new simcard. I was still sor hai, to think that there are still 100 credit inside. End up that the lady told me to top up the minimum payment first then only I can get the replacement simcard. I was almost blackout when she told me the balance figure, RM2.93. So I have no choice to topup and get the new card, hands started shiverring again, heart beats shooted up, and I was still holding my breath. Went upstair, call Meow, told her to check on the records, mother fucker, all credit transferred to 016-293xxxx. 5 times a month that she has transferred. OK...please check the owner name also, fuck, is that black ass. So I buzzed her at msn, bombed her straight away, because as for me, I won't use my ex gf access to please my current gf. This is too much...seriously. She sounded me, said:"I pay you back la!!", "Tell me the figure and I will bank in to you end of this month." And til date I still haven't received any cents you know..., "I was lazy to go out ma, so I tot use yours to transfer first la!!" Oh like that, so ngam ngam lazy hor, spent til left 2.93 oni. Is that all my fucking problem? Hello...don't yell at me ok? who do you still think you are, look at the mirror, or just stack up your pillow and use your ass and think, do I need to rent luxury hotel room for you whenever you wanna fuck? Or buy a new king size bed for you? This is not my business. You eat salted fish, then you tahan the salty la bitch. Why should I be the one who bare for you? So thick skin ah...your black ass also, bloody thick skin eh, always perly me at the chatbox, don't use my property la...thick skin!!!

Oh...one more thing, my stuff, you told me to shut up and wait for my damn parcel right? That was 22nd March. The parcel from NZ only took me 5 days to reach here, I also surprised. Where did you send from? The mars? It's ok la, keep the 100 for yourselves it is really nothing to me. And as for the damn parcel, you can drag till you die la. I already expected the worst, It's just my childhood photos, which is very important to me, cause I didn't take much pictures when I was a kid. It's alright la...doesn't matter anymore, I only cherish what I am having now. I don't want you to treaten me with this anymore.

And another thing, don't act like a princess, it really makes me vomit everytime. I don't wanna type all these, but it has been the pain in my ass for quite sometimes. A person no matter how ugly she is, as long as they are kind in heart, they are always beautiful to me. I just cant stand a person with an ugly heart...it means ugly in everything...

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before what i wanna reply to my ex's blog post. here's something u can refer to
i advise u better read this post 1st before u read the following.

done reading?

let's start. bcos this is way overboard.

i was attached with her after i broke up with chris. being me. i have no patience in anything. but towards her... i just shut my mouth. why?

do not blame me for this now. u asked for it. u wanna manipulate? let's see...

QUOTE :
"I hate this, because I have never did this to any of my friend or ex gf. I swear...
And I don't understand why there are people so fucking thick skin, broke off with you already with some bullshit reason, nevermind, it's over."

u never did this to any of ur friend or ex gf ah? i know i know. very good principle. i salute u that. clap clap. but where is ur principle when u have a gf and yet u still sleep naked with ur ex in the same room? and it is a master bedroom so it has bathroom attached. so even bath la, pee la, shit la... oso leave the door open. and mind you hoh... this is a bullshit reason to break up hah? told u not to raise my fire rite? u wanna raise my fire, this is what u get.

some more leh. when get u the puppy. i ask if that saturday u wanna meet or not. or sunday. i forgot. u tell me cannot la. have to jaga kaka la. then fine. i find my own plans. but on that morning, u call me ask me out saying wanna bring me to straighten my hair. swipe ur card. den i said i got plans already, u mm song. hello? i'm your stand-by mode dog is it? ask me come den come, ask me eat myself i eat myself...

and now u have the cheek to screw me in public. u're talking about salted fish. here... this is your salted fish u r tasting.

1st of all, thank you for such a long post bitching about me. really deeply appreciated.

2nd of all, i did pm-ed u on msn the other day, i forgot which day cos i am BUSY. i dont know if u understand the word BUSY but when i saw u online that day i PM-ed u asking to check is that all the stuffs but u did not reply. so dont put the blame on me. if u did not receive that msg, blame that on microsoft.

3rd of all, please check the freaking list of ur stuffs...

- heat belt
- phone
- pictures

these are the 3 main things i can remember. pls revert back to me as soon as possible as i do not wish to be called names again. thank you.

4th of all, not everyone is as free as u. during work, u run out doors. now jobless, even more free.

5th of all, thanks for calling me stupid. bcos i am stupid enough to pick u as my gf. oops. now ex. thank god i get rid of that stupidity. and eh? stupidity does have cure. thank god! im cured!

6th of all, yea. i transfered credit to my now... ex. and please mind your words. never once i use any words on you be it how u treat me like a dog. she may be a black ass, and u think ur ass is nice? i dont understand when u said it's for me to call. well... if it's for ME to call, den what i do with the credit it really doesnt matter, no? oh well... if wanna be calculative, yea. i'll give u back the money. and bear in mind. ur account is CIMB. it may take a while. if it's maybank, i can transfer directly online.

7th of all, qouted "do I need to rent luxury hotel room for you whenever you wanna fuck? Or buy a new king size bed for you? This is not my business. "
i know it is none of ur business. only you would rent a luxurious hotel to fuck me bcos u cant bring me back to ur hse to fuck me in ur room bcos u need to avoid ur ex/room-mate/bed-mate. thank you.

8th of all, i am actually having phobia of having sex bcos of u. well, not that u need to know, but ah... yea. just for ur info. u can ignore it.

9th of all, i didnt know DIGI can release customer's info just like that. where the fuck are customer's privacy? gosh... dont get me wrong. im a supporter of DIGI. in fact. i've been using DIGI for years now. and now only i know DIGI STAFFS can just release customer's info just like that?! wow... when i was working in DIGI, i didnt dare to do so. didnt know DIGI STAFFS nowadays so daring.

10th of all, no wonder u're such a failure in your life. who do u think u r to judge me when your life is at the pits of the earth.

11th of all, qoute "I don't want you to treaten me with this anymore." who the fuck is threatening u? lol...

gentle reminder, email me the freaking list of ur things. in case u do not have it. michelle.tequilaa@gmail.com

the end.

REMINDER : single...

is it so damn difficult to be single?

cos im already feeling depressed...

and my old sickness is back...

not just the urge...

i did it again...

i stopped...

i wanted...

more...

lesbian drama...

and i mean real life lesbian drama...

there's a chinese saying 人生如戏...
life is like a play/show/drama... we're the puppets on the stage.

people are full of dramas... and we all know... dramas are full of lies... and yes... people are full of lies.

people can tell u how much they miss u and they question you is it really not possible to give both another chance... and less than 1 month, they introduced their new partner...

and this has repeated 2nd time...

that's why i rather to stay single and stay away from unwanted dramas...

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

BJW 2xx5

im gonna make ur fucking driving life so fucking miserable every single fucking time i see u on the fucking road u fucking 4-eyed bitch.

Monday, April 6, 2009

mood update

Stalking Mode : On
Victim : BluePyre
Reason : Very bubbly and chirpy and fun to read.

Agreement

From one of my related post.

When we were having drinks earlier on, Sam and Chris gave me a challenge. And here, I shall make it official.

THIS AGREEMENT (the “Agreement”) is entered into effective as of 30 March 2009 by Michelle Thong (Party #1), Ms S.F (Party #2) and Chris Wong (Party #3).

I, Michelle Thong, I/C xx1207-xx-xxxx, shall be single for one (1) year effectively from 30th March 2009 onwards.

I hereby obey the following rule(s)* : -
- no kissing
- no hugging
- no fucking
- no flings
- no relationships

* Subject to change

Under any circumstances above mentioned is not being obeyed accordingly, two (2) bottles of JW Black Label monthly, consecutively three (3) months shall be on me.

IN WITNESS WHEREOF, the parties have executed this Agreement effective as of the date first above written.



Party #1


_____________________
(Michelle Thong)

Party #2


____________________
(Ms S.F.)

Party #3


______________________
(Chris Wong)

Witness


______________________
(Ms Chloe)

CBJ 911

ok. to the person who owns this car. im so sorry. i cant help it. when i was behind ur car. i was thinking of my job... which is kinda... blergh...

then... it got me thinking, what if in the US, the job is still the same? damn chibai rite?

then... i saw ur car.


chi bai job in the US... better call 911... before u suicide.

ok. not making any sense. i slept too much. haha! i shall retreat.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

*Moof* related. :P

Dear big cow,

How have you been? I am sorry for not able to spend time with u these past few days. But no matter what, I will still love u as my big cow and I always got think of u wan.

how is ur date? :D

XoXo
Small Cow

**for non-cows, kindly click here to know what is happening.

and no, she is not my new gf/lesbian partner/fling/what-not/whatever u think it is.
she is my owner. my sister. my family fren. my fren. so pls. stop it whatever u guys think it is ok?

i say d i wanna be vegetarian for 1 yr wat. ish...

Monkeys

It’s been a crazy week.

have been hanging out with bunch of monkeys. And it was fun. LoL…

Monday they had dinner in Cheras which I didn’t go cos I went out with Big Cow for KLCC :D
Tuesday we went Enigma for drinks bcos of Khian’s false alarm >:(
Wednesday we went for movie. The International. and most of us slept :P
Thursday went Studio X for dinner and decided to go Scarlet and got pissed drunk :D
Friday, after Scarlet, we went to mamak to sober up @.@
Saturday morning went breaky at Cheras. Mmmm~ Dimsum…! :P~
Sunday… er… ok. It’s just 5.30am Sunday and I am actually working midnite shift so I cant predict future. But the initial plan was go for movie. Either Shinjuku Incident or Fast and Furious 4. But Khian would need to rush back from Ipoh, Chris got no car, Sam canceled, I oso canceled.

whole fucking week weih. We cant live w/o each other or what?

so many plans everyday and yet, I failed my Project 365. :P

will upload photos later. Office got no Photoshop la. :(

Friday, April 3, 2009

its been a long time

since i last drank till i force myself to vomit.

i'm gonna get whole body ache tmrw.

apparently, when i consume alcohol, it flows in my bone, not my blood. hence, the body ache.

and i got massive headache now. but i feel like blogging.

gonna upload pic for project 365 but not now. havent edit.

i got massive headache leh.

wish all of u best of luck getting up for work tmrw. *wonders if anyone will get MC*

im so lucky, im working midnite shift tmrw. i got whole day to sleep.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

ok...

kenot tahan jor...

oyasumiiii~

Thursday, April 2, 2009

streamyx is...

...like a hot but dumb girlfriend. she annoys the fuck out of you but you cant live without her. because of the sex.

"qouted from ju"