Wednesday, January 28, 2009

new car!

yesh yesh... me got a new car~

i know i know. wat the hell am i doing? i shud be blogging about cny now but im actually blogging about my car.

but hey, everyone is blogging about cny, so i shud be blogging something else isnt it? i'll blog about cny later... if... i can remember. :P

after all the long waits and getting angry at the salesguy numerous of times. i finally got my car.

and im in serious deep shit.

i've already started to buy every single thing for my car! i got another thing to shop for now. gosh. previously, its just me. and now, my car. lol...

and no, my ang pau money doesnt help at all.

and i dont know i didnt check my car properly, or the wiper sucks. to. the. max. it fell off. yes! it fell off! gonna send for warranty this coming saturday.

bargh...!!!

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

My Dear Late Stephanie...

One of the saddest thing that happened and biggest regret in my life was losing a dear friend.

I knew her when we were in primary school. I was too young back then so I couldn’t remember much. Then until I think about Std 2, she just disappeared. I hear people say that she got transferred to another school.

Years later, I somehow managed to write her a letter or call her, I seriously forgotten how but at the end we keep in touch again.

It was year 1998's Christmas. I received a Christmas card from her. It was awfully early to receive a Christmas card but I was very happy reading her card about her updates and boyfriends, stuffs like that. Along in the envelope was a letter. After reading the card, I was smiling feeling warm to have a friend whom I haven’t been meeting for years actually sent a card to me. Then, I read the letter. And I burst out with tears. I cried till I couldn’t breathe.

The letter was written by her cousin. Telling me that my dear friend is no longer here with us anymore. She fainted one day and the doctor said that her brain was lack of oxygen. She was in a mild coma for a week before she passed away.

Which means, she had prepared to send me that card way earlier.

I was crying like mad and the 1st thing I did was I called my aunt and I was sobbing till my aunt cant even understand what the hell I was talking about. I was crying that after so long, I finally managed to keep in touch with her. After so long, we haven’t meet up and we never did at the end. After so long, I didn’t know what happened to her, why she needed the transfer without saying good bye? Why does she need to leave us at such young age? She’s really sweet… I missed her so dearly until the end we still never meet up…

I still do feel the sour feeling in my heart as I’m typing this.



You will be missed always...

Saturday, January 24, 2009

hacker alert?

i got this comment from my previous post.


wow...such a special treatment u given to her this time..as i recalled..u never treat CW with such a good treatment..swearing ppl's parents...blowing out ppl stuff like nobody business..it's always been ur job, and now u hold back ur finger instead??not worth to hack this time...



well... wow back at you. thanks for keeping track on me. checking on me see if i did talk nonsense about my gf or not? er... whatever u're looking for.

i dont think i ever mentioned what happened to CW and me. hmmm...

long story cut short.
i got together with her back in 2006 until 2008. yes. 2 yrs rship. my longest rship. when happy, i dont blog about anything. when argue, i rant every single shit out. why break up? i cant handle her temper.

therefore i deserve to be hack just because i rant every single shit out of the argument. and plus, deleted my posts about me ranting about her.

talking about freedom of speech eh?

so yea. i've been hacked previously. my blog was misheru-t. after being hacked, it was changed to tania-t.

so whats the whole purpose of it? beats me... i guess it's because i rant too much about negativity? *shrugs*

oh well... is it time for me to pray hard so that this blog doesnt get hack to? *pouts*

Thursday, January 22, 2009

maniplative

yes... people can be so manipulative.

u never mention the exact things that causes all these to happen.

such manupulative bitch u r...

watch ur words, for if u ever got me angry again... i'll type every single truth here.

usually, after something bad happen, i'll vent it out here. for your case, i held back my fingers from typing bcos i think it's really not appropriate to put it in public. but u... u put it in public! and u put it in such beautiful words sounding as i'm the cause of all these.

careful now. u dont know who u're messing with.

Women...

"Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap......be ready to receive a ton of shit."

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

dying...

... soon...

very soon in office...

i cannot breathe...

HELP!!!

and he's getting on my nerves. it's common sense!

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anyways, things has been going well for me. having the freedom now of being single. i spent most of my weekends at bigcow's place and usually after work, i'll stay home and online.

pretty dead life, i know. i'm waiting for my damn car... which the idiot is dragging me. it's already wednesday and he said he'll deliver the car before CNY. idiot...

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after updates. there is something which has been bothering me a lot...

what are friends?

when u r needed by them, what will u do? immediately listen to them over the phone? immediately see if they need to go out for fresh air? immediately ignore her calls?

when u need them, what do u expect? to be just listen to u over the phone? expect them to go out with u on the spot? or listens nothing but the caller tunes she/he chose for u to listen for entertainment while waiting for her/him to answer?

when she was down, she has problems with her bf and family, she'll call me. and my ears are always on stand-by mode to listen to her, to console her.

one night, bigcow came over to my place for dinner. we wanted to go for smoke so we called that girl to join. but... she never answer. as she just stayed few houses from me, we rounded her place see if we can call for her or not. but when we passed by her hse, i saw her bf's car. she has a habit, whenever she's with her bf, she never answers my calls. so we went ahead to smoke.

another night, my depression strikes. the urge of cutting came back. i needed fresh air. i needed to go out to smoke. but it was quite late and my area is kinda dangerous. i called her, hoping she'll accompany me to go out for a walk near the shophouses or 7-11. but she never answer. i ended up going out alone to 7-11.

one more night, another friend of mine is looking for cheap black t-shirts for printing purposes and she is doing some sort of things related to fabric. and did purchase t-shirts and does fabric painting and sell it. so i thought she could give me some information on where to get cheap but nice thick t-shirts. so i called her, usually i would wait till it stop by itself. but this time, after a few rings, i hung up.

am i easier to be used on?

Monday, January 19, 2009

Zodiacs...

ARIES - The Aggressive
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an Aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world.

TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight.
Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!

GEMINI - The Twin
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good at confusing people... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Gemini's will not take any crap from anyone. Gemini's like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Gemini's can be very sarcastic and childish at times, and are very nosey.
Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

CANCER - The Beauty
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer's Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative Person, most's are artists and insane respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An Ultimate Freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare
Spontaneous. Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to!

LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy, but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A Leo's problem becomes everyone's problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. The do not forgive and never forget the one and only.

LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying... Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Kinda dumb at times.

SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers.. Can be a good friend but if disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring.

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones will all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet.
Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always
gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini's in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants.
Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in
long-term relationships. Can be clumsy at times but tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy, and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when their not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more then their family. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.

PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Messy at times and irresponsible! Smart but lazy. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. Lover of animals. VERY caring, make wonderful nurses or doctors. They always try to do the right thing sometimes get the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but need to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be.

what crap...

i just took 1 day MC... just 1 day. and my stuffs are all pile up like mad...

fark...

Thursday, January 15, 2009

shucks

Today I seriously felt shitty the whole day. Shucks…

For the first time, I felt that I am not capable of doing this job. I suck at it. They put it as though it’s so simple but why do I think it’s difficult. Come to think about it, it is not difficult, but why am I damn fucking slow?

I am not only assigned to backend job, I am assigned for piling reports, stationeries, and some admin job. Sighs…

That is for my job…

For health… I’m thinking I might have thyroid. And my face is always numb. And… if I ever get stroke, please doctor, just kill me, ok?

For relationship… I seriously cannot take it anymore. And the funny part is, why have to get someone else to call me and let me know what she herself wanna tell me.

In a relationship, I hate to involve others. If u’re looking for advice on what to do, it’s fine. Sometimes it takes another pair of eyes to see things clearer. But if u’re looking for people to pass messages like this? I don’t think it’s appropriate and it’ll probably trouble others. And it’s not even u telling it to me by yourself, you think I’ll even be touched?

Then, another phone call. Asking for her room mate’s number. Which I don’t have. How could I possibly have it when I’m actually always in shadows? Then, her friend told me that she received a call from her and her voice sounds like she’s drunk. So her friend was worried. To calm her friend down, I told her there’s someone at home, her housemate, and told her not to worry. The housemate is the one who called me and tell me all those things. So her friend asked me, if I’m ok and what happened. I did have the urge to spill everything out. But I kept it to me.

If u rather have someone telling me things on your behalf. Keep it that way. You don’t have to call me anymore or msg me in msn.

I’m always being asked. What do I learn from all the relationships…

CY – don’t ever be so stupid to be a thief thinking by doing this will make her change
SC – don’t be with a big talker / bullshitter / and keeps calling u 24/7 even when u’re working
SK – don’t pay for education. End up not working. Now I know how parents felt after paying so much money but don’t wanna go work after graduated.
CW – don’t pay for credit card bills. At the end they’ll still say u’re selfish.
HT – always consider what are the circumstances behind one’s background.

What I want out of a rship?
Just simple things, as simple as… just… Love and Security and Trust…

Is it so hard?

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Jobstreet E-mail Update

Approx 10am (was it? too clouded with work but around there la) I received reply from Jobstreet.

:-
Hi Michelle,

Great to hear you got a job through us. And even happier to hear that you like your job.

Yes, we are looking into enhancing the template as well. But the priority now is to guide the jobseeker on how to write a good CV (not using MSN jargon) or like you elegantly put it, own style and comprehensive.

We appreciate your suggestion and we are always welcome any ideas from the public. We are here to serve the workforce anyway, so what best for you is best for us.

Ps: My colleague saw your blog and highlight to me. Don’t be misunderstood that we are angry at your post or anything. Our culture is always open and direct. We always like to hear from the jobseeker whether the feedback is bad or good. That is the only way to improve our services.



Thanks,

Best Regards,
Daryl Wong
Regional Corporate Care Manager
JobStreet.com
Improving Lives Through Better Careers
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Hi Daryl,

It's great to hear what is going to be improved first hand. Now that I already got your e-mail address, I'll let you know anything that crosses my mind on improving services and others possible areas as well.

No worries. I wasn't offended. Just surprised to receive an e-mail from Jobstreet regarding my post.

Anyways, nice knowing you and will keep you posted with comments.

BR,
Michelle
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Related post :-
BARGH - complaining about people always using jobstreet and not doing their own resume.
BARGH 001 - received email from jobstreet regarding my post

BARGH! 001

Referring to my previous post regarding Jobstreet, I’m surprised that I actually got an email from Jobstreet themselves asking what to improve on… I didn’t know the impact I would create when that post is actually directing to the people that I called for interview and also some of my friends’.

my post was about 1.30pm. and from gmail's time, he emailed me at 3pm. O.O"

Here’s what he sent :-
Hi Michelle,

Let me start by introducing myself. I am the Regional UserCare Manager for Jobstreet and I saw your post on the lack of Jobseeker effort on their CV. I assume that you are in HR or a recruiter. May I ask what is lacking in the Jobstreet format and what you wish that our format consists. This will help us to improve the format and convince the Jobseeker to put in more comprehensive information. On the language and small letter, we may be able to use our system to detect this and advice the Jobseeker to improve their structure when they upload their CV with us.

Appreciate your feedback on this.


Thanks,

Best Regards,
Daryl Wong
Regional Corporate Care Manager
JobStreet.com
Improving Lives Through Better Careers
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So, of cos, I replied… :-
Hi Daryl

It's a pleasant surprise to receive an e-mail from you. To begin with, I apologize for putting such statement in my post. I don't have anything against Jobstreet. Just the individual users themselves.

I'm not from the HR. I work as a Customer Service Executive in one of the MNC which I actually got from Jobstreet few months back, and I truly thank you as it's really a great job.

I was instructed by my manager to call a few candidates for interview, and I just don't understand why do they need to print directly from Jobstreet when they can just compose one themselves. It is not the resume part I'm concern about. It's the candidates. Perhaps internet has become way too convenient for users and becoming overly dependent on internet. I also understand that's why Jobstreet made it convenient for users so that they can depend on Jobstreet to retrieve their comprehensive resume.

Perhaps on the grammar and the capital and small letters need to improve on because people nowadays are so used to chatting and using Microsoft Office which doesn't even requires using the shift button on the keyboard. I did talk about having own style. I believe that when one person compose something, they have their style and it does shows their personality. Perhaps you could do something like, they get to pick their own template? Just a suggestion.


Out of curiosity, how did u come across my post?

Have a great day
Michelle

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

BARGH!

Bitching mode : On

I’m so sorry. I really feel like bitching now.

I don’t understand…

I really don’t…

Ok. I may sound pretty bitchy in this post. But I just cant help it.

Why?

Why people cant understand a simple thing call Comprehensive Resume? It’s something you type yourself. Not just by retrieving from jobstreet and call it ‘MY RESUME’. Are you so well fed till you cant do your own comprehensive resume? Even if you don’t wanna do ur own comprehensive resume, can you just edit the one u retrieved from jobstreet and make it more… your style? It shows your personality leh!

And plus, why cant u just be more… determined about looking for job? Now I’m starting to feel that jobstreet sucks. Everyone is just depending on that source and not willing to try other source! And why they can just retrieve it from jobstreet and not edit it even one bit? Really dependant up to that point?? Is it so damn hard to re-compose one and just drag the infos from jobstreet’s resume?

And for goodness sake… u’re sending ur resume to look for a job leh! Your future rice bowl leh! How can u type things like how u type when u’re chatting?! Yes! I see shortforms everywhere! And and… all small letters! No proper capital letters in front, something like that! Argh!

Why need to depend on jobstreet and newspapers when u can still go through recruiters? More chances of u getting a job, no? bargh!!

Monday, January 5, 2009

Life...

Life is such a thing that nothing can explain why…

Why does good people has such treatment? Is it becos of such treatment that’s why we have good, well behaved people?

Why do we have bad people? Is it becos the way that person being treated causes them to act ugly?

As I was told by my gf, her father is a good man. He loves his home clean. Yes. I’ve witness that. Not even a dot of dust. He takes care of the whole family, including his brothers, daughters and his only son. A man not many can be found these days. His cooks great dishes too.

And other wonderful things I hear about his through my gf’s mouth.

Yesterday, she informed me that she’s going back to Penang to visit her father as he is refusing to eat.

Today… she just texted me. Her father diagnosed with cancer… 4th stage.

I offered to go over to accompany her. But she refused. She said job is more important and don’t know how long will she be there.

At this moment of life, let there be a miracle…

Stalker?

it's kinda scary to log in to nuffnang and found people actually searches for ur name as the keywords...



but one thing i really have no idea is... they really search through those search engine? or is there any other way that it'll appear in the keywords list? i'm not that IT savvy after all.

well, perhaps nothing to hoo hah about. but who would actually search my full name leh?

Saturday, January 3, 2009

Pin Yin Lyrics

I'm a pure banana..

Banana means... a chinese who don't know how to speak/read chinese.

and i... do not know how to read chinese. and what do we do when we dont? we have to depend on pin yin. unfortunately, karaeoks do not have pin yin lyrics ready for you.

i've started another new blog which i'll upload pin yin lyrics...

it's still new tho. so i'm still working on it.

song requests and contributions are welcome and very much appreciated! :)

Friday, January 2, 2009

im dying soon...

i think...

i've been taking medication. and...

now...

i feel my whole face is numb...

Thursday, January 1, 2009

A Symphony for YouTube

Impressive...



More info...

First Post of 2009

Let’s welcome 2009 with my very 1st post.

Last night was fun even though another 2 dogs didn’t turn up. OK la. We shall now reveal who are the animals la…

2 cows
Small Cow (Me myself)
Big cow

4 dogs
KaKa (real puppy)
NiuNiu (real dog)
Jasmine
Jasmine’s friend

1 Hippo
GF / Beh

1 chicken
Tanya

Like I was saying, the other 2 dogs didn’t turn up but we had our way of passing the midnite. As big cow was saying, we pass our lonely new year with our lonely friends. Wtf…

After work, I rushed to get food from Carefour to deep fry (sausages, chicken drummets chicken popcorn). Then waited for beh to pick me up from Mid Valley. At 8.45pm, surprisingly, there’s no jam yet. So we headed to Niu Zhe Xui first to have her dinner as beh doesn’t wanna eat those heaty food.

We arrived at big cow’s place about 10pm. Once we got there, big cow start deep frying the stuffs, beh was playing with KaKa and NiuNiu and I was busy entertaining both side, helping big cow with her frying.

It was really hot at her place and I was wearing long jeans. I asked if she got any shorts that I can wear, she said no, well, because of our size. Hehe… but she offered me to wear Sarong instead. Eh… nice eh. It’s like wearing skirt but bulging at the tummy part.

SO not related… Anywaysssss…

When she’s done frying those stuffs, Tanya just came home in time for cocktail preparation and count down. It was already 11.50pm. Oh… Tanya suppose to get ice from 7-11 for the cocktails, that’s why we can’t prepare it when she’s not home.

Big cow had a bottle of Vodka Mandarin and a bottle of Vodka Pear. I bought orange juice, apple juice and lemon from Carefour before that.

First we had our Hedonism (which I never heard before)
• 6 parts pear vodka
• 8 parts apple juice
• 4 parts lime juice

It tasted really nice and we like it sour so we added more lemon juice in it. Then we had our Screwdriver but additional lemon juice in it. Yum…

But we didn’t drink much tho. Cos everyone is too lazy to mix and shake it. :D

While eating and drinking, we chatted a little till about 2.30am.

And…

We balik rumah and tidur…

zzzZZzZZzZZZzzzzZzzzzz~

Happy New Year Everyone! May Great Things Are Installed For You In 2009!!