Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Hello 2010

apart from the mishaps i was having... the new year is coming as well. i've read a lot of people telling how they have used up or wasted 2009... so im not gonna do mine cos... my life is always a blur. :P


good bye 2009...

helooooo 2010...


enjoy ur NYE~

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

best friend?

for someone i call best friends do not even know what happened. N it is all over my fb. How heart breaking is that? She texted me n said she had a bad day n asked to meet up. I replied saying i had a horrible week n cant absorb anymore. Her next text was "pouts. No worries. We'll catch up soon". For someone whom we've argued like fuck also took note on what happened to my family n offered help. Btw. I had to reject the previous comment cos i post my street address in SJ alert d. If include house number here, a bit way to obvious d.

Monday, December 28, 2009



i havent been sleeping since 12pm 27 dec. that marks 28 hrs now...

cant sleep...

this is not home...

this is nightmare...

how could they say "saya dengar orang kata, rumah ini banyak duit"?

when everybody do not even have money to move out from this hse?

'kaya' is people who lives in bungalow and drives bmw. those are filthy rich... 'kaya' is not people who drives local made car and lives in a terrace house for more than 10 yrs... the 'kaya' word in this house is just illusion...

dear thieves,

i hope u r happy seeing my aunt traumatised, practically crying everyday. dont dare to be alone either down stairs or up stairs. when the sky starting to turn dark, she wants to leave the house as soon as possible...

i hope u r happy seeing my grandma, an old lady looking even more exhausted and lost than the 1st break in...

i hope u r enjoying yourself spending those dirty money u've earned from my nightmare...


judgment day will come for u...

i dont know why. i seriously dont know why. i dont blame u for needing the money. who dont need money? but i do blame u for causing us feeling exhausted and traumatised every single moment.

once i step in the house, im already feeling scared. i got no choice but to bury them. even just for a moment. cos aunt is breaking down and grandma is lost...

i cant break down just yet... i cant...

Sunday, December 27, 2009

im freaking out...

1st break in, they took some...
2nd break in, they took everything...

what if...

there's 3rd break in...

and there's nothing left for them to take?

take life?


no news of moving away. no news of staying somewhere else. no news for anything...

and i cant afford for rental... at all...

my grandma looked even more exhausted than the 1st break in. how much more can an old lady take?

Saturday, December 26, 2009

break in...

my earlier post, i was kinda in a rush so i didnt have the time to tell everything clearly. and plus, i didnt get the detailed info.

How they got in
they came in from the front gate. climbed in of cos. break the lock, and got in.

wat happened
they got in, 5 guys searched down stairs 1st. then went up and woke my aunt and grandma up. told them to be quiet. used the telephone cord to tie hands and legs, used shirt to tie their mouth, used pillow case to cover the head, so they wont witness everything. all 5 of them are with parang...

how they got out
they got out from back door...

when tying both grandma and aunt, my aunt got this habit of wearing night gown to sleep, so when she was woken up, her night gown was above her thigh. one of the robber, pulled the dress down. my aunt of cos freaked out and say 'jgn jgn...'... the guy just pulled the dress down to cover properly, used a pillow to cover her thigh. and he said, "u ingat u siapa?" =.=

during the robbing, apparently the robbers are quite well mannered and soft spoken. when they needed my grandma to open the back door for them cos there were too many keys in my hse, they actually held my grandma carefully lead her down.

my grandma has hearing problem, so when she showed the back door, i think the robber was quite patient listening and talking to her.

my grandma got a lot of those recycle can placed near the back door. they did not kick them around to make way, instead they arrange them nicely at another corner.

they also drank 4 bottles of vitagen... =.=

the damage
Gateway NV48 - 6 months old
Canon IXUS 70 - few yrs old
SE W705i - 10 months old
Ipod Gen2 - few yrs old
Cash RM400
Jeweleries worth... i dont know. all aunt's wan.
Damage is about more than 10k

once i reached home from office about 6am, the police car was already at my hse. looking around and observe as usual. that time, the lock was missing. we searched high and low. i even tried searching at the drain. but no where to be seen...
when the police was about to leave, i found the lock between the pots. the lock is spoilt. i tried putting in my keys, it cant even go in...

still cleaning up until now. the hse was so messy until dont know where to start cleaning up. and im so tired now... straight from office... until now... engine oso rosak la... T.T

Break in - The brief story...

October 2008 my hse got robbed

26 Dec 2009, approx 4am. another one...

i was working midnite shift. about 5am, my cousin called me.

cousin : wei
me : hm. wassup?
cousin : u didnt know?
me : know wat?
cousin : ur hse kena again...
me : *silence*
cousin : elo?
me : ok... i'll call aunt.

apparently they took my aunt's phone as well. so i cant call, so i called my cousin's mom instead.

i called my TL immediately so that i can go home. it was worst than previous robbery.

my aunt and grandma was tied.

luckily enough. nobody was harmed. just a few stuffs was taken... which is good enough...

thank God...

sigh... i'm gonna put more details next time. mentally exhausted alre...

Friday, December 25, 2009

Merry Christmas

Picture taken in office. Colleague's gift exchange pressie...

well, merry xmas to all. have a fantastic weekend!

Thursday, December 24, 2009 – as Easy as 1, 2, 3

what happens when u need to check and confirm a flight ASAP bcos of urgent business trip? family last minute dinner? or u just suddenly wanna travel just plainly bcos u wanna visit your loved ones? :)

but, u dont have your lappie with u! or your lappie crashed! or your desktop crashed!

*oh no!* Picture found in
even there is wifi everywhere but without a lappie, its no use! and most phones cant support fully on normal websites.

well, thank MAS for being smart. *winks*

people nowadays would carry at least one mobile phone. and die die oso, sure got gprs connection wan. cos people nowadays on mobile facebook.

i'm a person who hates hassles. and surprisingly when i try this out, it was so simple! yup... as easy as 1, 2, 3...

here's how...

go to your phone internet application, enter the address, which is and you will be directed to a page something like this...

book your flight!

1st, u need to key in the details. like where u wanna fly from, and to where, what class u prefer, the date to fly. i noticed the date to fly u can check approx within 1 month. which is sufficient for urgent traveling...

next is, choose the time that is available on the date u have chosen.

now, double confirm on your flight details, it will roughly show something like this...

now it is up to u to just hold the flight or purchase it directly... u will then be directed to fill your information and walah... u're done...

this is so much convenient for people who always travel or fickle minded people like me who always do last minute decisions. :P

dont u think it is so convenient? dont u think sharing is caring?
spread this news around!!

and who knows, u might be flying for freee...

and dont forget to bookmark it in your phone, u'll never know when u need it. ;)

Singapula day 3 & 4

click here for my singapore trip day 1 and 2...

after walking around in orchard road, had fun snapping pictures all the way, and also sweating from the walking... we took a cab back home and again, me watch dvd while W sleeping. :P

the next day, after makan, dilly dally and merajuk a bit and argue a bit (which couple dun argue wan?), we headed out to er... i forgot where again! and this time, i really got lost!

W insisted that i shud get a jeans, more like she insisted to buy me a pair of jeans. ^^ so i went and try on the jeans, while she went out for a smoke. i was wearing pink top and beige cap... den, i took a blue baju and a 2 pair of jeans to try on. u know la, typical girl trying baju and seluar. i went in and out of the fitting room in the blue baju. the 1st girl attended to me was a chinese girl, but i think she went for her meal break so another girl took over. malay girl (i think). so obviously the malay girl attended to me only saw me in blue shirt with jeans lorh. and when i was trying on the jeans for the... hmmm... 3rd time? :P W came to the shop and asked the malay girl if she see a girl with a cap and pink baju. the malay girl of cos say she never see la. cos by the time she see me, im the girl in blue baju alre not pink baju...

so anyways, when im done trying, i came out with my pink shirt and cap. the girl immediately told me that someone looked for me, but she only know me in blue not pink, so she told that person i left. me with the horrified face alre. T.T why horrified? i could have just call her rite? here's the interesting part. my bag was with her when i was trying the baju. MY BAG WAS WITH HER. im practically without anything. no phone, no money... heck, i dont even have my travel documents with me! *criessss*

i didnt know wat to do. i wanted to cry so badly! i dont know should i wait at the place where she was smoking? or should i go in the mall and walk around to look for her. wa lau... scary sial... i dont even have coins for phone call... T.T
i walked in the mall a while and realised this is not working. so i decided to just sit and wait at the smoking area outside. looking at people walking up and down... no, i should say im looking up and down hoping to see W coming to my direction. and luckily i sat there and wait, cos later a while, i saw a mak minah carrying a pink bag (my bag!) walking towards me. :P

now that we found each other liao, we headed to go makan... we went to arab street. cos i wanted to look for those blings but i see most shops are closed and dont even know which shop i should go to. we ended up eating Moroccan food.

picture taken near the restaurant.

i dont know to pity the restaurant, or curse the restaurant, or to compliment the restaurant. pity them cos they have limited staffs, causing the service quite bad... curse them cos W's food was delayed very long. until when im done with mine, her's is not ready yet. and then to find out, there is a mistake and they have not prepare W's dish... =.= compliment them cos... the food was great! i ordered chicken kebab and W ordered lamb tagine (itu macam spell ka?) ^^ making me hungry as i type this...

when we paid for the dinner at the cashier, i saw this. i find it is very interesting. :)

after the dinner, we went back to the same place and walk some more. this time, i carry my own bag. takut liao. at least now i have my own bag, got phone to call and money for cab, even tho i dont know where to go. wait a min... i was broke like mad and i dont have any sing dollar with me... T.T

i wanted to get something for someone but i couldnt find anything, and the girl from that place (i really forgot the place! i got freaking bad memory! argh!!), she recommended us to go iluma. and why i remember iluma, cos they have so many nice things there! so nice i can faint in the mall straight. ^^


when we were there...

it's almost 10pm alre. all close d. T.T

so we only get to look at the display. that's what we really call 'window' shopping. :D

after window shopping, we have a smoke outside the mall, while smoking... i see lots of tofu!

cute rite?

so many small small ones. more cute, more geram! eeeeeyeerrr...~~~

after that walk, we took a cab home... :)

day 4, my last day...
morning was horrible. dont wanna talk about it...
noon, oso horrible... dont wanna talk about it oso...
leaving by aeroline, lagi horrible, no nit to talk about it... T.T

anyways, i forgot to post this picture up. and i think this picture is really nice. it was so huge and sexeh~ this was taken when we were at orchard road taking all the light deco and displays pictures...

nice hor?

i alre book flight to SG in sept when airasia was having promo. cant wait to go again. i wan to go ilumaaa again~~~

Silent Night

another silent night on a working night. it's 5.30am, 24th dec... xmas eve. and i gotta work oso tonite... celebrate xmas in office.

oh btw...


i dont know what to write now eh. i know. i still have day 3 and day 4 of my visit to sg is still pending. and also the bbq nite. but im in office lah. and my pictures are at home, in my lappie.

i cant wait for my pay to come in. den i can buy stuffs that i've been planning. no. not my monthly salary pay... my nuffnang pay? haha. i wish la. i have a long way more to even reach that bloody rm50. what pay leh? hehe... got lar. im waiting and u guys shall wait too. hahaha...

wat's wrong with my blogging eh? :(

i cant reach rm50 yet. cant even draw out the pathetic rm50...

my writing sucks? i think so eh. i dont have that wittiness when i start typing. T.T

i tried encouraging W to blog. it seems like im failing. and my mind is giving rubbish ideas again.

bah... cant wait for my shift ends. shall i go home or wait for the time to pass until 10am den go look for slipper. i desperately need slipper leh...

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Lil Ms Thong

oh gosh... where is spiderlily? i fried it and it was served during the bbq. :P

well, i couldnt find a perfect name that suits me... and me being me...

at first i was thinking of lil ms lily... but when u put them together 'lilmslily' it looks like lil ms silly. :S

then lil ms michelle... sound so... not 'wow'... then lil ms thong. got sound a bit kinky oso. :P

anyways, a little update. bbq just over and now we're planning on a dinner so that we can cook all the left overs. and also a little breakfast this coming saturday. dim sum here i come again.

stay tuned for the bbq post...

Thursday, December 17, 2009


ayam iz bek from singapula~

Day 1
i took the early bus at sunway pyramid. as usual and always been my favourite, aeroline. left my beloved malaysia towards singapore~ :D

Between Msia and Sg Custom

when i was at the Sg Custom, the Q was horrible, and slow! and all the Qs, who is at the front? I think they're from Arab... They took so damn long to check their every document...

i remember when i 1st going overseas the 1st time and being alone, the guy actually asked me
Custom Officer : 1st time?
Me : er. yeah. pretty nervous some more... *horrified look*
Custom Officer : dont have to be nervous...
*stamp stamp*
stamp so hard and loud i could jump...
Me : er... ok. thank u...

but this time, when it was my turn to pass through...
Me : Hi... busy day huh...?
Custom Officer : *raised eyebrows and sighed* yea... very...
Me : hmmm... :)
Custom Officer : So, where from in Johor?
Me : Ha? Johor? No Noo... thats the last port...
Custom Officer : oh ya. Subang Jaya... ok ok...
Me : er... why ah? you're from msia?
Custom Officer : no la... my gf is...
Me : ohhh....
*stamp stamp*
the stamping was so loud and scared the shit out of me again... =.="
*grabs passport*
Me : Thank u... *and rushes to my bus*

then finally i reached... SINGAPULAAAA...
the bus stopped at Harbourfront. i love love harbourfront cos it's always windy~ ^^
met up with baby W and we had lunch at the makan place near by...

Always~ Coka... eh... no no... er... Pepsi~ Ask for moreeee~

nice eh? new packing...? or i memang ketinggalan zaman already?

after our lunch, went for a smoke and headed home to put the luggage and rest... and then she gave me my belated bday pressie... ^^ first i felt the box... there's this knob thingie and i tot its a jewelery box. but as i tear off the wrapper...

Bonia Box...

Drawer like...

Bonia Wallet and Coin Purseee...
Ta Da~ Bonia Wallet and Coin Purseee...

Cardsss Compartments...

after lots of dilly and dallying... got ourselves ready and headed out for movies... i... cant... remember... where... i tell u, if i'm traveling alone, i sure get lost very easily wan... T.T watched New Moon... and i almost fell asleep. well... the only eye candy to watch is jacob.. thats all... even baby W tot i was turning straight... =.="

after movies, we headed to little india... mustafa (is that how u spell it ah?). the crowd is madness... people mountain people sea. so many people, so many things to see, so many things to discover... ohhh~ so so heaven... and so so jakun... :P

headed home, ordered mcd, makan alre and baby headed to sleep while i watched dvd...

Day 2
the next morning, i was actually woken up by a song playing "you dont have to call~ anymore~ i wont pick up the phone~" . but den i couldnt be bothered and continue sleeping. :P

den i really woke up lor... and being greeted by the fabulous scent of beef rendang. ^^ baby W cooked lor... and really yummilicious lor... until i tak boleh tahan and never take picture lorrrrrrrrrr... >:(

goyang goyang and den we went down and took the bus to jurong point. first time take bus in Sg eh... ^^
the reason why we went there its bcos i have to buy something for the company's gift exchange...

really can die lor...

that shop is called art box... it's like suicide to me. everything is so omfg cute!!! cute note books, cute mugs, cute cards, cute post-its... all so damn cute... oh! and cute stickersssss! *dead already*

after jalan jalan, we headed to newton for dinner...
Newton Foodcourt
ordered chilliiii crabbbieeee... ordered baby kai lan... ordered lemon chicken... ^^

after dinner, we took a long walk towards orchard. for a person who dont exercise much at all... i was kinda catching my breath like mad... but it's good la. have to let me exercise once in a while..

and... the snapping... beginsss...

Goodwood Park

er... outside of some mall...

along orchard road

xmas tree outside ion

something sticking in santa's ass



xmas treeee

its getting 'early' already. i better go to sleep. day 3 and day 4... to be continue. *winks*


Wednesday, December 9, 2009

on leaveeeee...

i will be on a long leave starting on 12th. will be on leave for more than 1 week. w00t!
12th 13th 14th 15th me will be in sg. ^^
and den...
18th got bbq... ^^
and den...
dunno wat else. :P

on the 6th, after my midnite shift, me and a few other frens went for breaky in cheras. dimsum~ ^^
the purpose of having breaky was to discuss about BBQ. oh yes~ BBQ. yums... after the breaky, we decided to go for movie in pavi. by the time we finished movie and reached PJ to get my car was already about 5pm. nap a little while, den get ready for my midnite shift. wa lau... the stonest night ever...
on the 7th itself, me and family went pyramid for dinner. ^^ yup. just family. no outsider.
at 1st grandma didnt want to go cos she was having her usual merajuking season. yes, because of my missing shorts as per my previous post. but at the end she found it wat... still merajuk... sighs...
at the end, she gave in. and went makan oso. den her mood ok liao... =.=

few days back, i actually read something that is not very pleasing to read. and yea. i was practically boiling. or maybe like a volcano bursting. and i felt so fed up. really really fed up.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

birth wat lan jiao day la

she have to spoil it. she just have to spoil my birthday mood. she is capable of nothing but spoiling people's mood.

she accused me of loosing my shorts again. she ACCUSED me. last week when W came, i remember fucking clearly that i brought the white and pink shorts. and she bloody accused me that i lost my blue shorts. blue shorts got legs? even if the blue shorts got legs the fella would run away from u...

i hate being accused. cant check properly? den later on at night when i opened the wardrobe, that blue shorts is there. no apology from her. none... nil... yilek... but. her face is still as black as charcoal towards me.

and now she said that i never ask her out for dinner together on friday nite. bloody hell, i'm being accused alre, and u still wan me to be nice ask u out for dinner? over my big fat ass!

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Birthday come slower. Please...

can u see that?

OMG! can u see that!? that is my 1st ever grey hair in my 24... no. scratch that... in 23 and 11 months!!


Found something randomly on FB...

here goes :-

Client: I love the website, but I can’t look at it on my computer. Could you make me a DVD of it, so I can go through it on my telly?

Me: Not really. A website isn’t a movie and it wouldn’t work on a DVD, you need to view it in a browser on your computer.

Client: What’s a browser?

Me: It’s a program you use to view websites. Do you use Windows? You probably click the big blue ‘E’ when you look at the web, right? That’s Internet Explorer and it’s your browser.

Client: Oh, right, I thought that was the internet?

Me: Well, yes, sort of… Listen, I’m not sure what the problem is. Why can’t you view the site in your browser?

Client: My computer is switched off.

** for more things to read to make ur day from that idiotic customers... proceed to

Tuesday, December 1, 2009


Girl 1 : hey. let's hang out tmrw!
Girl 2 : oh. i cant. im going movies with a group of friends...
Girl 1 : hm. then let's make it next week then.
Girl 2 : oh. i cant. im going karaoke with another group of friends...
Girl 1 : u always go out with groups of friends, not boring wan meh?
Girl 2 : no la. where will boring wan? we always hang out together. as long as one of us suggest an activity like shopping or karaoke, everyone sure will turn up.
Girl 1 : oh. wow...! den how come that time u accident, u need to call me for help ah?
Girl 2 : er... er... erm...

i heard this a lot of times from one of the radio channels.

"having friends it's not about quantity... it's about quality."

cherish your friends who have been there for u instead of pig dog friends who just wanna have fun and takes u for granted.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Tmrw is Sunday...

a day that i need to make my decision whether this rship should go on or not...
obvious enough it is weighing towards to patching up with her...
but somehow i reminded me myself, dont be selfish. just because i love her, and she have to suffer all that temper of mine!?


Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Berhenti Berharap - Sheila on 7

suddenly i miss this song very much...

aku tak percaya lagi
dengan apa yang kau beri
aku terdampar di sini
tersudut menunggu mati

aku tak percaya lagi
akan guna matahari
dengan mampu menerangi
sudut gelap hati ini

aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta kudapat

kenapa ada derita
bila bahagia tercipta
kenapa ada sang hitam
bila putih menyenangkan...

aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kuterima.. kekalahanku

aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kusalutkan.. kemenanganmu

kau ajarkan aku bahagia
kau ajarkan aku derita
kau tunjukkan aku bahagia
kau tunjukkan aku derita
kau berikan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita

Back to chorus**

Single - Day 3

yep... 3rd day...

ystd was talking to her over sms the whole day. and there's something wrong with SG telco i think. everytime when we sms like through and flow. at the end i will be receiving repeated smses. which annoys me bcos i was at work.


no. still no conclusion.

i took a day off this sunday and checked with her if she is able to come to kl to talk about it. it is tiring to talk over things over sms and calls. what more with the repeated smses which annoys the hell out of me and it is not helping us to solve the issue. and when im annoyed, things got worst. and then, i throw temper again. =.= u cant really know how the other person is expressing. especially people like me. i dont know how to express feelings with words... so i figured the best is to talk face to face. and whatever dramas happen. we're both there to console each other. not being alone.

she got mistaken that the reason to ask her here is to return her stuffs back to her. and to break her heart, again. =.=" how drama can she be? sigh.
if i were to return the stuffs, i would just mail them. and to break her heart, i can just do it over the phone. it is easier to break someones heart over the phone anyways. there's no need to meet that person, break her heart and then she start crying and begging and start with all the drama. too much hassle that way, no? sometimes, i just wish she can see things wider. think of more positive posibilities.

im still torn. very torn in between. i dont know to patch back or not. i know i am not a great gf. i always throw temper until there's a point she said im mentally abusing her. thats when it struck me that my temper is getting worst and she really dont deserve it. and thats why i still dont know to continue or not. bcos i really dun wanna abuse her anymore... sigh...

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Single - Day 2

i wanted to check in my cafe world so i switch on my lappie. and once my desktop wallpaper shows... my eyes got wet.

"cut that crap michelle. u r strong. it's just another break up. u cant cry"

i kept telling myself that...

and obviously. i failed.

that picture was taken when i was in singapore. the 1st and only time up till now i went oversea.

i think i'll go next yr again. with only one purpose. and will be my main purpose.

Monday, November 23, 2009

Single day 1

when i was showering just now, it struck me that im back to single again. and then... i thought back some of the old memories. and then... i broke down and cried.

i suddenly felt so weak, and i didnt like the feeling. i hate being weak.

i looked in the mirror after i came out of the bathroom. i looked like a zombie. from the cryings last nite, this morning and in the bathroom. my eyes looked like its gonna pop out anytime soon.

goin to see dr to get my MC and then gonna binge.


i know she have not been trusting me. what is a rship w/o trust?
i know we are great together, when we are physically together. thats why even my frens ask "i tot u guys are very stable?"... i guess not.
when we are apart... there's full of heartaches...
when we're apart... i know i've been verbally abusive. hence, i decided to let her go. she dont need to go through all that mental abuse. i know i havent been a great gf. never will be. she's great. thats why i dont deserve her.

i cant really breathe now. i've been crying so much until the extend i need to stop myself from crying. stop myself from being weak.
i have to be strong. i cant cry. sometimes, i forced myself to be strong until i do not know how to fall back and be vulnerable anymore.

its not that i do not want to meet. im angry. if a person wants to meet u. she will be there near u, not far away when u still need to wait for 1 hr plus after midnite shift. im tired. i dont want to rush. i dont like last minutes planning. i dont like sudden visits...

good bye watts.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Friday, November 13, 2009

Cafe World in FB

1st incident
it was on the weekend and suddenly my colleague ran back to his seat. i asked whats wrong. why need to ran back to his place.
his reaction was
"my chicken hangus d! my chicken hangus d!"


2nd incident
usually when my aunt reach home. and during my midnite shifts period. she will slowly come up stairs and wake me up, take her dinner, shower... then only she will go online. but... this time... she just throw her bag on the floor. took out the lappie and go online... in a very rushy way. and in a way... it woke me up, without her shaking me.
i asked her. what's happening?
her reaction was
"im cooking! im cooking! it's gonna be done alre!"


yup... the game is... cafe world...

out of curiousity... i tried it...

and i think i know why it is so addictive. the 'kanjiong-ness' of waiting for the food to cook and serve it... u can choose the food to cook within maybe 1 hour? den rush home from work, and serve the food in the game.

which as u can see here... the kanjiong-ness of waiting my food to be ready. :P

Kissing a girl

Bitching Mode : On

yes. i am definitely in the mood to bitch now. which i havent been doing for quite some time. and i pissed, and disgusted. blerghhhhh... d-i-s-g-u-s-t-e-d-!!

i know somehow girls who goes clubbing, and for the fun of it, they would kiss another girl. for whatever reason, i dont know la. it's clubbing, everybody can do the whackiest thing during clubbing.

but when i came accross this blog post. my 1st reaction was... wtf.

you... yea you. if u know who u r. yes you. if u dont, nvm. meaning, u do not have a mirror.

yea. it is true. kissing a girl doesnt mean that you r a lesbian. but, do u still need to put up a post, of pictures, of u... kissing a girl? what r u trying to prove? 10 yrs down the road, when u get married with a guy, u r gonna dig up the pictures and show to the whole world and say "seeeee, i told u so. i kiss a girl and im not a lesbian!" issit issit?! and those pictures is as tho like kena force to kiss the girl.

i paling zha dou is that, u... comparing yourself with xiaxue?! hahahahaaa! joke of the month for me! please la. dont 'men-sia sui-kan' the 3 award winner la.

i believe u did watch xiaxue's video, then only u compare yourself rite? but den hor... did u compare your pictures and that video ah? that video, the way they kiss, is really full blown kiss ok? yours? just a peck. and mind you, it's only tips on tips your both of your lips. the lips never touch completely. eh... ms. straight, try 'kissing' like that with you boyfriend la. see if he calls that a kiss. haihyohhh...

few weeks back, there's a forum thread in one of the lesbian forum. it mentioned that lesbians are being lesbians, because they are just seeking for attention. boy, was i furious when i read about that. and now, when i see your post, now i know why. it is people like u.. WANNABEs like u... made people have this perception.

School Demolishing...

Back in school, sometimes u really hate school until the extend u just wish that u can just demolish the damn school rite? But however, we do not have the guts to do so.

Listen to this... so darn cute. :D


However, i really really love the slang.
my favourite part is
"blow it up, that'll be better"
"is this is a demolishing company or a joke factory"
"i'll fax you through a plan of the school and my teachers' names"


Thursday, November 12, 2009

Women with bigger breasts found to be smarter

haha! someone actually post this link in FB... and it's from thestar

Women with bigger breasts found to be smarter

A STUDY conducted in the United States showed that women with big breasts are not necessarily less intelligent than those who are less endowed.

Quoting a Singapore newspaper article, Sin Chew Daily said women with bigger breasts were found to be smarter instead.

It said the study was conducted in Chicago to find out whether the size of a woman’s bust affected her brain power.

The study, involving 1,200 women, was conducted by a female researcher. The subjects were divided into five groups, from extra small to extra big.

The report said it was possible such women were smarter due to the higher level of female hormones that could result in better development in the brain.

now now... who still wanna say 'boh dai mou lou'*?
*big breast no brain.

Birthday Wish List...

muahahahaa! my bday is here again in less than 1 month. and as usual, i'll dream of my wishlist which it never got fulfilled before at all.

but no harm to dream once in a while, no? :P

on top of my list now is, i actually wish that there is someone who is willing to clear my card debts. hahahaha! :P
which will never happen, i know. like i said. i saja wan to mimpi.

wish list #1

Nintendo DSi Official Webbie

this is by far something that i really want now. and even i have my own money, im torn between white and pink.

DSi comes with camera! and there so many functions to play with the camera. to name a few, there is normal lens, distortion lens, color pad lens, mischief lens, merge lens, frame lens... etc.

Wish list #2

Hello Kitty shaped Handphone

cute rite cute rite? but i heard that it lags. but hey... for RM450, what kinda hoo-hah operating system u want? but what my colleague said is true la. being a gadget freak, this piece is like rubbish to us. hooookayyyy... but is really damn cute!

Wish list #3

Customised Necklace/Bracelet

i actually wanna order this myself but i really dont know what to choose for fonts la, name la, design la... i even got hard time deciding bracelet or necklace cos both oso look very nice! shall i put michelle? so simply hor? or spiderlily? or frozendream? or... whatelse?

Wish list #4

Blackberry Curve 8520

oh fuckingliciously fantastic, no? :P
ok. i have yet to do some research on this but im totally dying for it.

and above... all oni can dreammmmmmmmmmmm...

oh. initially, i wanted psp GO also, but then... bah... the review is so damn bad about it. and how the fuck to download a bloody 1gb game in m'sia which the shitty connection? goodnesssss...

Wednesday, November 11, 2009


tell me tell me...

tell me this template is sweet and cute...
cos it is in pink~! pinkuuuu~

i got this template from yummylolly

i always loved her templates. so soft and and sweet!!


anyways, airasia is having this promo where it is free seats. only tax is charged. i've alre get my flight to SG for baby's bday next yr! ^^ thats the 1st thing that crossed my mind.

you can only book your flight from 11/Nov/09 onwards until 14/Nov/09. and traveling between 01/May/2010 and 30/Oct/2010

and when i told baby about this promo, she straight away ask me to check for bali's rate. which i actually totally forgotten about our plan. all i can think of is her bday. :P

but somehow somewhat... we decided to wait for the travel fair instead. :D

apa lu tunggu lagi? book lah...

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Screwed up

ok. i just screwed up my blog. i lost all my sidebar stuffs. T.T

i'll add in the links soon... T.T

Halloweeeeeeen night~

im getting more and more uninspired to blog. look at my last update man... sheesh... this blog is so dead now. sighsss... anyhows... hopefully after this, i'll have to mood to blog more...

rewind back about a week ago. there's this haloween event at park royal bossa nova. and had lotsa fun there. at 1st baby didnt wanna come to kl cos short of leaves alre. but she came anyways. :P

on 30th after my afternoon shift, i checked in to Crystal Crown and rested a lil bit while waitin for baby to arrive. her bus suppose to arrive at 2am... when i was watching tv, it was a horror movie to the volume was at like 5 only. when watching, i heard a girl moaning... being the kay poh me... i actually stuck myself on the wall so that i can listen clearer. :P
but after a while, the moaning stopped... and i heard the door opened. and closed. i was thinking "wa, fuck finish d den leave straight away..."
so i continued watching the horror movie. and go for some channel surfing...
at about 1.45am, i left the room. and now i know why i hate watching horror movies. while walking to the lift, i got this eerie feeling. when in the lift, i got this eerie feeling there's something in the lift at the corner, u know like those typical horror movies, the hantu is at the corner? yea. that feeling. den when arrive at the parking lot, also eerie feeling cos the carpark is so damn quiet and old and it was at forsaken time, 1.45 am! when i got in my car, i also takut that something will pop out from the back seat. wah lan eh! i swear i will never ever watch horror movies ever again!!!

while on the way to kl central to pick baby up, there was a jam along the highway. roadblock... by the time i arrive kl central was about 2.15 i think...

dilly dally... den sleep.

31st oct
woke up early for the breakfast and headed to ikano to get stuffs for the halloween. baby got a hair cut and i got myself wash and blow. ^^

got back to the room and shower and get ready. obviously i took longer time cos wanna shower la, make up la etc etc...

went and pick nicole up and headed to KL park royal.

me and baby @ Dome

had our dinner at Dome, Lot 10. after sitting around and chat. annie joined us at dome. and we walked over to park royal and met daf there.

we were having our last smoke before going in to bossa nova, we met astre, hazel, von and jess oso. ^^

us in Bossa Nova, Park Royal

oh... we met 2 singaporeans too~ connie and agnes.

when we met the SG couple. at 1st we thought connie is the one who will be the craziest one. mana tau... agnes crack us up like mad.

but they couldnt stand the smoke that much so they need to go out for fresh air.

at about... nearly 3am, the party ends, and we made our move to pappa rich near jln alor. its my 1st time there and boy the food was great!

had a few more laughs thanks to agnes, and also baby's gardenia, char siu pau and tau sa pau joke... until now me and nicole still spreading the joke like spreading butter on gardenia.
after pappa rich, we walked the SG couple back to their hotel. imperial hotel which is located behind KFC. they said they got FREE KFC smell everyday. lol... the nite has not ended yet! we actually stood in front of the hotel and talk some more!! if its not drizzling, i think we would stand there for few more hours. hahaha!

me, baby, nicole and daf walked back to our car and left. i sent nicole back home den we headed back to our room. we were so damn tired we quickly showered and sleeeeeep... and even skipped breakfast. and req for late check out. lol...

overall. it was a really great nite. the party is just so so... but the company was great... :)

Monday, October 12, 2009

Stephen Gately from Boyzone dies at 33

I was just checking my email and I saw a familiar face on the main page. Stephen Gately.

PORT D'ANDRATX, Mallorca – Stephen Gately, a singer with the Irish boy band Boyzone who made headlines when he came out as gay a decade ago, has died while on vacation in Spain, the group said on its Web site. He was 33.

Gately "tragically died" on Saturday while visiting the island of Mallorca, the band said in a brief statement. The cause of death was not immediately clear.

Gerald Kean, a Gately family friend in Ireland, said Sunday the singer died of natural causes, without identifying them.

"There's no foul play involved, and it's not suicide. It's just a tragic accident is what we've been told, and we're happy that that is correct information," Kean said. "There is nothing untoward. It's not drugs, we don't believe. It's not suicide. It's not murder. It's not a fight. That's what we've been told."

Kean said an autopsy was expected to be conducted Tuesday.

Gately and his partner Andrew Cowles, who were wed in a civil union in 2006, were in Mallorca together, the band's statement said.

"At present we don't have too many details," the statement said. Members of the group were expected to arrive at Palma de Mallorca international airport Sunday afternoon.

Spanish police said they were called to a house near Port d'Andratx on the western tip of the island on Saturday afternoon. The cause of death was unknown and there were no signs of violence, a police spokesman said, on condition of anonymity in keeping with police rules. He said there was likely to be an autopsy.

The house, situated on an exclusive tree-lined seafront street, overlooks a rocky bay reputed to have some of the best sunset views on Spain's favorite holiday island.

By midday Sunday journalists had begun to gather outside the quiet, seaside building with several vacation apartments.

Boyzone members Ronan Keating, Keith Duffy, Mikey Graham and Shane Lynch said they were "completely devastated by the loss of our friend and brother, Stephen."

"We have shared such wonderful times together over the years and were all looking forward to sharing many more. Stephen was a beautiful person in both body and spirit. He lit up our lives and those of the many friends he had all over the world. Our love and sympathy go out to Andrew and Stephen's family. We love you and will miss you forever, 'Steo'," their statement said.

Boyzone was a U.K. hitmaker in the 1990s and announced a comeback tour at the end of last year. Gately also had released several solo singles and appeared in stage musicals, including "Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat."

He revealed his sexual orientation to a British newspaper in 1999.

Elton John said Sunday that he and his partner, David Furnish, were "stunned by this tragedy."

"Stephen was the kindest, gentlest soul. We send our love and condolences to his partner Andy and to all his friends everywhere," John said in a statement.

Boyzone was one of the biggest acts to come out of Ireland in the 1990s. Former Irish Prime Minister Bertie Ahern said Gately's death was "a huge tragedy to Irish entertainment, Irish music and further afield as well."

"Boyzone and Stephen, they've all been part of Irish life and far wider than that, the last 15 years, and so successful, so it's a huge, huge tragedy. It's so sad," Ahern said.

Boyzone sold millions of records and topped the British charts with six No. 1 singles during the 1990s, including "All That I Need" and a cover of the Bee Gees' "Words."

The group was formed in 1993 by impresario Louis Walsh, who placed an ad in the press announcing auditions for Ireland's first boy band. Among the unsuccessful hopefuls was actor Colin Farrell.

Source from here

i used to go crazy for him for that baby face. and only 33 now... cant wait for the autopsy result...

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Old Love...~

ok... this post will sound rather childish but this is what i used to love...
sailormoon. :P
refering to my previous post that i mentioned about old love. well... here it is.

i was surfing for a nice zodiac picture to keep and i stumble upon all these pictures. and i started to look in deviant art. they were having this competition for creating the best sailor zodiac. and yes! my craze for zodiacs too!

Sailor Taurus

this is the original piece by the contestant...

and this is the prize. a better version or it.

Sailor Ophiuchus

the original. i think the original piece is already good itself. love the was she was like... communicating with the serpent.

the prize.

for those who dont know about Ophiuchus, read it here. it is actually the hidden 13th Zodiac sign.

Sailor Libra

Original Piece

The Prize

Sailor Cancer

The original piece. Very lady-like eh... me likey~

The Prize

For below Characters, the prize is not done and. and i'll keep checking for the prize to come out. :P

Sailor Virgo

This is actually one of my favourite. She reminds me a little of Sailor Star Healer. Whom i actually went totally gaga over her...

Sailor Scorpio

can u see at her waist how to apply that scorpion effect? nice...

Sailor Sagittarius

this is actually my sign. and i dont like it. i dont know why. hmmm...

Sailor Pisces

where's the fish?

Sailor Leo

i loveeeee the tail!

Sailor Gemini

the twins... ^^

Sailor Capricon

dont like. :(

Sailor Aries

i like her hair that resembles Aries. ^^

Sailor Aquarius

reminds me of sailor mercury... hrm...

all above are all the winners...

the finalists your can find it here...
the entries u can find it in
Part 1
Part 2
and finally... the winners' list is here...