Wednesday, December 31, 2008

What will you get...

when u gather : -

2 cows
4 dogs
1 hippo
1 chicken

in a small apartment with

2 bottles of vodka
tons of food
no astro (only radio n DVD as entertainment)

take a guess... what will u get?

Monday, December 29, 2008

Questions for you Heterosexuals to ponder...

1. What do you think caused your heterosexuality?

2. When and how did you first decide you were a heterosexual?

3. Is it possible your heterosexuality is just a phase you may grow out of?

4. Is it possible your heterosexuality stems from a neurotic fear of others of the same sex?

5. Isn’t it possible that all you need is a good [same-sex] lover?

6. Heterosexuals have histories of failures in [same-sex] relationships. Do you think you may have turned to heterosexuality out of fear of rejection?

7. If you’ve never slept with a person of the same sex, how do you know you wouldn’t prefer that?

8. If heterosexuality is normal, why are a disproportionate number of mental patients heterosexual?

9. To whom have you disclosed your heterosexual tendencies? How did they react?

10. Your heterosexuality doesn’t offend me as long as you don’t try to force it on me. Why do you people feel compelled to seduce others into your sexual orientation?

11. If you choose to nurture children, would you want them to be heterosexual, knowing the problems they would face?

12. The great majority of child molesters are heterosexuals. Do you really consider it safe to expose your children to heterosexual teachers?

13. Why do you insist on being so obvious, and making a public spectacle of your heterosexuality? Can’t you just be what you are and keep it quiet?

14. How can you ever hope to become a whole person if you limit yourself to a compulsive, exclusive heterosexual object choice and remain unwilling to explore and develop your normal, natural, healthy, God-given homosexual potential?

15. Heterosexuals are noted for assigning themselves and each other to narrowly restricted, stereotyped sex-roles. Why do you cling to such unhealthy role-playing?

16. Why do heterosexuals place so much emphasis on sex?

17. With all the societal support marriage receives, the divorce rate is spiraling. Why are there so few stable relationships among heterosexuals?

18. How could the human race survive if everyone were heterosexual, considering the menace of overpopulation?

19. There seem to be very few happy heterosexuals. Techniques have been developed with which you might be able to change if you really want to. Have you considered aversion therapy?

20. Do heterosexuals hate and/or distrust others of their own sex? Is that what makes them heterosexual?

(Source from a Lesbian Forum-PPL)

BFF - Muacks!

Today, I wanna talk about my journey with 2 life-time friends.

I don’t think I ever talked about them in my blog before. Did i?

*checked back old post, even from my previous blogs…*

Nope. Never…

Lynn n Chris

We met quite randomly back then in primary school. We weren’t from the same class before. At all… Lynn was just staying few houses away from mine while Chris was few rows away.

We started to hang out a lot at each other’s home. Lynn had lots of cats and Chris eventually had one for herself. I was dying to have pets of my own which my grandma didn’t like, so I hung out even more at their place.

I hung out at their place so often till they already know my grandma. Not just them, every single one in the neighborhood knows me and my grandma. Haha… U must be thinking, ‘sure la. U always at their place, sure ur grandma treat them nice wan ma’. Oh… so so wrong of u.

Whenever I’m at one of their place, once strike 5pm, or earlier. My grandma will ‘drop by’ at their house and start screaming for me asking me to go home. It’s really embarrassing u know? I really felt like digging a hole and hide myself and never wanna come out anymore. When I do obey and followed her home, she’ll be screaming n shouting at me while walking home. Famous huh?

There’s once when I was hanging out at Lynn’s, as usual, grandma came to her house and start screaming for me. I really got fed up and refuse to follow. How many times does my dignity need to wash off to the drain like this? To my surprise and lynn’s too, grandma actually climbed over the gate… whoa… that was scary shit!

Anyways, I already start talking about myself eh? Haha… can’t help it. This is what they know about me.

We gave each other names, Lynn was ‘Tin Phor’, Chris was ‘Hao Phor’, and mine was ‘Soh Phor’.
Tin Phor = Crazy Woman
Hao Phor = Vain Woman
Soh Phor = Blur Woman

When we left primary school and stepped in secondary school, me and Lynn grew apart from Chris. Me and Lynn got in the same class while Chris was in different class. The higher standard class, that’s what we called it.

Me and Lynn sat together in Class during Form 1. And we encounter the 1st thing together which is… we met Alvin. Rude but turn out to be a nice guy. Haha… He was instructed by our Form teacher to do something and he had to stopped at our table so we tried to help and the 1st word he greeted us was ‘Fuck’. Me and Lynn looked at each other and our expression was like, ‘What the fuck?’ Hahaha! Priceless.

After school, we always hang out at SS14. Lynn’s KaiMa’s Saloon and the mamak nearby. That’s where she’ll meet her ex… and that’s how I know Kenneth. The 2nd sweetest guy I know after Ju. But things didn’t work out cos I was too clingy I guess.

At one point in Form 4, everyone boycott me. And to my surprise, even Lynn. And she said I was leaving her alone before that. Which made me totally blurred. What I’m glad now is that things are cleared and we’re still as close as before.

During Sec School, Chris was having her group of friends. Me and Lynn was quite pissed at the fact that she could ditch us because of her friends. And at one point me and Lynn decided to leave it as it is. She’ll look for us when she needs us…

So we left school and work part time a while. I was working with Lynn at the same Hang Ten outlet in Subang Parade, which is now closed down. We were really trying to turn the place upside down. We would blast trance music, blast tAtu songs, blast ah beng songs, dimmed the lights till really dimmed… etc… and to our surprise, business was even better! Crowd was better than Giordano which is just opposite. But yeah… Hang Ten is now closed and Giordano is still on going now. :P

After the part-time, I proceed to Limkokwing for Graphic Designing (which I didn’t complete) and Lynn proceed to Taylors for Mass Comm. Chris was in Sunway and wanted to do Law, but me and Lynn didn’t know when was going on with her mind, she ended up with Business courses.

During education in college, Lynn finally met someone in college, who is a girl, and lasted for 2 yrs. And the break up was quite irresponsible of that bitch. That girl took off to Australia, and broke up with Lynn. Lynn was really devastated. The day the girl took off to Australia, I rushed Lynn to KLIA and after sending that girl to the gate, Lynn got in the car and was crying like mad… Chris was practically partying like mad, clubbing clubbing and more clubbing. And yet. Still score with flying colors. Her relationship wise… the guy treated her like dirt. Really no respect for her at all and I’m glad that she got herself out from this nightmare.

Now… we’re in this dog eat dog working world. Chris is in a huge company as HR Specialist, Lynn is with kids creative learning centre as Programme Designer, me with ISP company as Technical Support Exec. Chris is with a guy and she wish she’ll be a housewife soon, that’s what she said. Lynn is with a guy and still wants her own business. Me is with a girl and still sorting out my life.

I like the fact that after all the boycott, all the forgetting, all the nonsense in our lives… we are still now as one family. Treating each other like sisters. Me being the youngest. :D

Love u guys loads… mwahs!

P/s : We don't really take pictures together eh? We really need to snap more pictures together!!!

Friday, December 26, 2008

I'm Impressed...

Well... i found this when i was blog hopping in innit.

and xodom posted something really impressed me.

Top 10 Pick-up Lines

Hey I just realized this, but you look alot like my next girlfriend.

Are you an interior decorator? When I saw you the room became beautiful.

Apart from being sexy, what do you do for a living?

I was blinded by your beauty so I'm going to need your name and number for insurance reasons.

You can fall off a building, you can fall out a tree, but baby, the best way to fall is in love with me.

Giant polar bear (What?) It's an icebreaker. Hi, my name is....

Do you have any raisins? No? How about a date?

I'm invisible. (Really?) Can you see me? (Yes) How about tomorrow night?

Excuse me, I think you have something in your eye. Nope, it's just a sparkle.

You say "I bet you $20 I can kiss you without using my lips."
She says, "Bet's on."
You kiss her then say, "I lost."

I'm sorry if u're upset i copy and paste in my blog. but i really wanna keep this. :)

Thursday, December 25, 2008

X'mas is never late...

Yes… it’s always on time. Everybody starts counting down and strike midnight, everyone would wish one another ‘Merry Xmas!’

And here I am wishing every single one of u Merry Xmas~

This year was rather lonely xmas for me. I finished work at 7pm but had to stay late a little bit to finished up some work. Which is still piling up like mad. Left office at about 8pm to meet up with my aunt who is doing her last minute shopping for her party. After being frustrated and threw her temper at me. We managed to find suitable gifts for her gift exchange.

We then headed home.

Once I got home, I had my dinner and my only company was my sleeping grandma and the TV. Sound sad huh? Well, not exactly actually. I guess this is what they mean by ‘Silent night~ Holy night~’ Yea, the silent night really got me all relaxed from a tensed day at work.

After watching TV, I think it was called ‘The canopy of love’. It was a Hong Kong TVB Drama. Quite nice. Feel like downloading it since I’m not often on time sitting in front of the TV.

Alamak, out of topic liao. Anyways, after watching TV, I head upstairs and went online a bit. And now… I’m gonna head to bed.

Good night everyone… Have a jolly xmas…

Btw, KaKa is going home tmrw! So excited! :D

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

X'mas @ office

Warning! Freaking lotsa pictures!!!

Xmas tree in the office... with lotsa presents laying beneath it!

Ta-Da! Close up!

And more pressies! But this, is only for our own team. Oh Yes... I love my team very much.

Team Leaders at work. Decorating for the call centre. But from what I see, they're fooling around! But somehow, festive season it's all about fun, no? :)


GO! Spray like mad!

Taking off what we don't need... and...

And so, during this festive season, the managemant already planned out on a buffet for everyone in our office. 
And to our horror... it's cross-dressing! And boy we had a great laugh. But I have to say, my team, none of the guys have this kinda spirit. sighs... It's only the girls dressing up. OK la. For girls is easier cos pakai shirt and seluar, settle already la. 

Aren't they pretty? The guys from SG and Aus team...

The girls from Billing Dept. 

The Team Leaders...

And... more random pictures...

This is what i got from the gift exchange... Cute eh?  Hehe... :)

Even the punching bag join us and celebrate X'mas... 

Merry Christmas everyone!!

Monday, December 22, 2008

I got an email!

Makin hari umat Islam makin ditindas dan dikongkong. Bukan oleh orang Cina, atau orang India atau orang Yahudi atau orang Kristian. Tetapi dianiya dan dikongkong oleh orang Islam/Melayu sendiri. Please read on.

Selepas fatwa pengharaman yoga, fatwa-fatwa yang akan datang adalah seperti berikut :

Disember 2008
Orang Islam dilarang mandi di kolam renang awam. Di kolam renang awam, akan terdapat orang-orang yang bukan Islam yang memakai pakaian renang yang singkat dan mendedahkan aurat (terutamanya amoi-amoi china yang cun dan seksi). Ini boleh menjejaskan akidah orang Islam. Cara yang paling baik ialah kita haramkan orang Islam dari kolam renang awam.

Januari 2009
Orang Islam dilarang pergi ke Pulau Pinang. Ketua Menteri Pulau Pinang adalah seorang yang bukan Islam and majority penduduk Pulau Pinang adalah orang yang bukan Islam. Apabila seorang Islam berada di Pulau Pinang , beliau mungkin terhidu bau char keoy tiaw yang dimasak oleh orang bukan Islam dan ini boleh merosakkan akidah kita. Cara yang paling baik ialah kita haramkan orang Islam dari pergi ke Pulau Pinang. Orang Islam yang kini tinggal di Pulau Pinang akan diberi elaun pindah sebanyak RM 3000 untuk membantu mereka berpindah ke negeri-negeri yang lain. Perpindahan ke negeri Kelantan dan Terengganu amat amat digalakkan.

Februari 2009
Orang Islam dilarang meminum root beer. Walaupun root beer tidak mengandungi alkohol, namun perkataan "beer" ini boleh menimbulkan keghairan dan kelakuan tidak senonoh di kalangan orang Islam. Dengan pengharaman root beer, orang Islam bolehlah meminum minuman ringan yang lain tanpa was-was. Ginger beer juga diharamkan.

March 2009
Orang Islam dilarang memakan di kedai Mamak. Walaupun mamak kebanyakkannya Islam, tetapi asal usul mereka adalah India dan ada kemungkinan terdapat unsur-unsur India di dalam perniagaan mereka seperti bercakap Tamil dan memakai seluar dalam buatan India . Untuk mengelakkan sebarang syak wasangka, mulai 1 Mac 2009, orang Islam dilarang dari memakan di kedai mamak (kecuali Tun Mahatir kerana dia sendiri mamak kelas I)

April 2009
Orang Islam dilarang bermain ping pong atau table tennis. Ping pong berasal dari negeri China dan oleh yang demikian, mungkin terdapat unsur-unsur agama Buddha atau Confuciusism di dalam permainan ping pong. Ornag Islam yang terlalu banyak bermain ping pong akan terjejas akidah mereka. Sebagai permainan alternatif, orang Islam digalakkan bermain sepak raga (tetapi bola raga mesti buatan Malaysia , bukan dari Thailand ).

Mei 2009
Orang Islam yang berkerja dengan kerajaan dilarang mengambil gaji masing-masing. Ini kerana sebahagian besar pendapatan kerajaan adalah cukai pendapatan yang dibayar oleh syarikat-syarikat orang bukan Islam. Orang Islam digalakkan meminta sedekah dari orang Islam yang lain. Untuk memudahkan permintaan sedekah, bakal peminta sedekah digalakkan mencangkung di hadapan bangunan UMNO.

Jun 2009
Orang Islam dilarang keluar negara. Terdapat terlalu banyak godaan yang boleh meruntuhkan akhlak dan akidah orang Islam. Perkara ini telahpun dikaji dengan teliti hasil lawatan sambil belajar ke Bangkok oleh Majlis Fatwa Kebangsaan baru-baru ini. Oleh yang demikian, orang orang Islam diminta menyerahkan balik paspot masing-masing ke jabatan immigresen secepat mungkin. Perjalanan keluar negara hanya dibenarkan untuk menteri-menteri dan orang kuat UMNO sahaja, itupun hanya jika diiringi oleh ahli Majlis Fatwa Kebangsaan.

Julai 2009
Orang Islam dilarang berfikir di waktu siang. Kebanyakkan masalah jenayah dan maksiat wujud kerana orang-orang yang tak ada kerja berfikir yang bukan-bukan. Untuk membenteras maslah jeneyah dan maksiat, orang-orang Islam mulai 1 Julai 2009, dilarang dari menggunakan otak mereka diwaktu siang. Pemikiran mereka akan dipantau oleh Majlis Fatwa Kebangsaan dengan menggunakan sekumpulan specially trained monkeys. Orang Islam boleh menggunakan otak mereka di waktu malam tetapi pemikiran dihadkan kepada perkara-perkara berkaitan dengan makan dan minum sahaja.

Please do not laugh. Many of the above will become a reality if we do not do anything. The rational-thinking muslims in this country are simply not doing anything. We let a very small minority of narrow-minded idiots to control our lives. We, especially the Malay muslims, are fast becoming a laughing stock worldwide. We are obsessed with the little little things.

When there are so many important things remain to be done, why must the Fatwa folks spend their time on little things.. tomboys, yoga, etc, etc. Why don't we ever hear anything from the Fatwa folks for social justice, eradicating corruption and poverty, protecting single mothers, helping the poors, educating the ummah, protecting the environment or ensuring fairness in society.

If you are a rationale, forward thinking muslim, please speak up. If you choose to remain silent, it only means that you agree with whatever is happening. And do not blame the non-muslims for all our troubles. We are asking for it.

Itchy hands...

to type here even if i have nothing to update. yet... hehe...

office is organising xmas party and they're setting up the buffet now. the theme is... cross dressing. gosh. hopefully i dont laugh till i cant eat any food later.


Friday, December 19, 2008


A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a
beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely
covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step.
She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world
positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get up set

Self confident woman who belief in her own style. She will not follow
fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very
open person, sometimes can be too blunt
. She is an honest person and never
try to cause troubles for any one.

She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say
something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you
could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is
better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too
much and become greedy". She can say such thing and make you wonder if you
should get up set or love her more.

She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be
protected, but not to give her orders
. She has no respect to a weak man. If
she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to
control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if
she respect you
. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.

She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says " Guess what I
will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she
is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not understand her in this
matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love
life as another funny story.

She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for
some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She is very friendly, so she can
easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has good taste in fine cloths,
good food, first class and first services. Even a poor woman in this Zodiac
will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if
she can not understand how difficult it is to make money
. If you think of
let her borrow money, think again.

She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about
getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. A jolly woman who loves
sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more
guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy. She does not care
about rumors
, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her
neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know
it yourself , so you should not bother what people think

Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurts from love, but
never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one
more time".
She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will
not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say
something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will
admire you.

** Those highlighted in green are so so true. And it's scary leh. I've post it up here so I'm like an open book already. :D


Previously I mentioned that I went for body check and found I'm having High BP issue. And I need to take medication. The tablets I'm taking the side effect is coughing.

Beginning, I didn't cough. But now, I always feel something's itching my throat and result is... coughing... Sighs...

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Rich brats...

I’m pretty disgusted with rich brats. No… not those who is still rich, still spending daddy & mommy’s money. I’m disgusted with those who is already broke, and when they got their hard earned money, they spend like there’s no tmrw...

Why do I say so?

A friend of mine, same age as me. When we were back studying in secondary school, he was one rich brat. RM 1k per week. No kidding.

And so we finished our secondary school and we went separate ways. I do hear news that he was caught in a pretty bad accident and his father passed away. What I didn’t know was, his father did not leave any will. So the battle between him, his mom (who is actually the 2nd wife) and the 1st wife’s children. The 1st wife passed away already then only his father marries the 2nd wife.

From high-end resident area, he moved to a cheap flat. He had to sell his car to support his family. He refuse to come out and socialize with us cos he wanna save up his money. Which all of us totally understands…

So the court case is over. The kids each has 10% and his mom gets 50%.

Then, he start to look for cars. Which also I totally understand. It’s for transportation wise. But no… 1st thing in his mind. A Beemer. Wtf right? Then Kia Carens. Also, he goes clubbing a lot…

Why can’t these spoilt rich brat keep the money for emergency’s sake…?

Tuesday, December 16, 2008


Ahhh… it’s been a while eh? For a long winded entry.

It must be my brain stucked for a while.


Oh oh! My bday! Remember I said I’ll be going to Penang on my bday? Yea. We went. We left KL at approx 8pm. Beh drove for the 1st 5 hours, then my turn. I never drive on a highway before and it sort of freaks me out. The road is so dark and the car lighs are just glaring at u till ur eyes hurts. @.@

Upon arriving, she was already feeling hungry so we went hunting for food and we ended up with her ‘Har Mee’. Headed to her home, unpacked and settled Niu’s stuffs, then went snoring all the way.

The whole trip was basically to visit her dad who is sick and reunion with her friends.

And… No more ‘tau sa pneah’. Sold out. 

It was a weekend and Monday was a public holiday, that’s why. *sobs*

When arrived in KL, we had trouble getting home cos… we were very lost. At 1st she wanted to turn in Sg Buloh, but she ended up turning in a rest stop. Which I was laughing at her like mad.  Then, I directed the way, and ended us lost in the middle of nowhere, which… she laughed at me back. 

*thinks again*

Oh oh! For my bday present, she got me a ODM watch. Which I don’t have the pictures with me now in office. Will upload it when I got home, if… I’m free at home. As for her, I bought her a puppy. Mainly it’s becos she likes Schnauzers a lot and it’s to accompany Niu.

I’ve been looking up and down for a good breeder and cheap. And I found them.

The husband and wife are really great breeders. The quality is good as well as the service. The service is fantastic. Unlike other breeders, they just leave the puppy with them for 1 month, den give it to their new mommy or daddy. This breeder will monitor the pups for 2 months, make sure they’re healthy, then only pass them to their new home. Interested? Linggene



These pictures, she haven't got her fur cut yet. Will upload again with new ones.

Monday, December 15, 2008

Merry Xmas

I dont know this consider as good news or a bad news.

my company requires us to cross dress for the xmas party. i shall be a butch for a day. hahaha...

anyways, found this template somewhere. loved it~ ^^

Sunday, December 14, 2008


I suddenly remembered back the dogs me n sktan used to took care of. the french bulldogs. so damn cute. so i went to my old blog and start searching for the pictures. in a way, it's good to have a blog and post up pictures. so when u have accidently delete ur picture from ur pc, u can always retrieve back from the cyber space...

then at the same time, i kept reading back all the post. damn, i missed those days with my friends. especially my bday surprise party they organised. not exactly surprise, just when sktan wanted to give me the present, a girl threw it from the balcony which shocked me and the planned they made to distract me away cos the fact they wanna surprise me with the cake i've always dreamt of. ahhh... missed those days leh...

anyways... my old blog... frozendream

Friday, December 12, 2008


i suddenly remembered another 2 PLU community websites and i logged in. i found these 2 picture of myself, which was about 4 yrs back. hehe...

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Tlafik jem...

it's Selangor's Public holiday and we at Kuala Lumpur need to work. and somehow, since 2.30pm up till now (3.45pm), the traffic jam is crazy.

Traffic heading towards Shah Alam at Federal Highway and heading towards MidValley...

Off day, stay at home n rest la. dun go out.


Something i came across...

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Islam or not, it's about how u carry yourself.

I received this e-mail in my office...

Baca dengan hati seorang ISLAM?

Saya ingin berkongsi cerita in dengan anda semua mengenai sikap segelintir orang Melayu kita atau lebih tepat lagi orang Islam di Malaysia ....

Kejadian benar ini berlaku di Carrefour Wangsa Maju beberapa hari lepas. Seorang pemuda Islam yang berkerja sebagai ' cashier ' di pasaraya tersebut telah menumbuk seorang lelaki c ina . Ini berlaku kerana ketika pemuda c ina tersebut sedang membayar harga barangan, pemuda Melayu ini telah
menegur pemuda C ina ini mengenai gambar baju yang sedang di pakai oleh pemuda c ina tersebut. Gambar itu ialah seekor babi yang sedang memakai serban di samping seekor anjing yang memakai tudung lambang agama Islam. pemuda Melayu itu bertanya gambar apakah yang sedang di pakai oleh pemuda c ina tersebut.

Dengan rasa bangga dan tidak bersalah, pemuda C ina itu terus menja wa b sambil menunjuk ke arah gambar ba jun ya dengan mengatakan babi yang memakai serban itu ialah Muhammad dan anjing yang memakai tudung itu ialah Khadijah. Mendengar ja wa pan lelaki tersebut, pemuda Melayu ini dengan tidak disangka2, menumbuk muka si C ina tersebut.

Huru hara lah suasana di carrefour itu. Kemudian pemuda C ina itu memaki hamun lalu datanglah Manager Carrefour yang juga beragama Islam lalu
memecat lelaki Melayu tadi. Apa yang di lakukan oleh Manager Carrefour tadi adalah sa tu etika yang patut di contohi kerana, menumbuk org sesuka hati memanglah salah...

Tapi malangnya, Manager tersebut bukan hanya memecat pemuda Melayu tadi yang sedang mempertahankan akidah agama Islam, tetapi turut memaki hamun pemuda Melayu itu dengan kata2 kesat. Pemuda Melayu ini pulang dengan keadaan hampa. Bukan kerana di pecat, tetapi turut di maki hamun oleh saudara
seislam yang di sangkanya akan turut manjaga maruah orang Islam selepas dih ina oleh laki C ina tadi.

Sekarang ni pemuda Melayu ni sedang menunggu untuk di saman oleh C ina tersebut. Beliau bukan takut malah tidak sabar 2 untuk menunggu disaman oleh C ina tersebut kerana beliau ada alasan yang kukuh kerana bertindak demikian.

Pengajarannya, sikap pemuda Melayu tadi memang patut di contohi kerana ingin menegakkan agama Islam. Pada anda, berhati2 la..kerana saya percaya,
tshirt yang di pakai oleh C ina tadi adalah salah satu strategi orang2 kafir untuk menjatuhkan maruah Islam.

Sebarkan kepada saudara2 Islam kita..!

1.Jika anda orang islam sila sebarkan email ini..!!

2.Jika anda orang bukan islam, diingatkan jangan sesekali bermain dengan api di negara malaysia islam ini

Basically, long story cut short. It’s saying that there’s a Malay cashier who works in Carrefour in Wangsa Maju came across a Chinese customer who wears a T-Shirt with a picture on it of a pig wearing a ‘serban’ and a dog wearing a tudung. Without hesitating, he sounded the customer.

The Chinese customer proudly saying that the pig is Muhammad and the dog is Khadijah. Listening to the reply the Chinese customer made, the Malay cashier punched the customer.

It was a hoo-hah situation in Carrefour and the Chinese customer scolded at the cashier. Then, came the Manager, and sacked the cashier.

The Malay cashier is not disappointed because the Manager sacked him, but the Manager have scolded him using vulgar words.

Now the Malay cashier is waiting for being sued by the Chinese customer and he’s not afraid. It’s eager to be sued as he has a strong reason for doing so.

**if by wearing a T-Shirt with pigs and dogs wearing serban and tudung deserves a punch, what about the person who calls us Chinese pendatangs? Isn’t that insulting us as well? Does he deserves a punch too?

what more, he is on duty. A cashier. And by punching the customer is so so wrong. If u really have problem with that, bring it outside. U r wearing ur company’s uniform. Don’t drop the company’s reputation by doing such thing. Not to say about the protecting ur Islamic thing. Thing as in, fighting with a customer. What would other customer thinks? If there’s a foreigner, what would the foreigner think? Think not about the cashier tho… about the company. How does the company nurture their staffs?

I personally is not pitying the cashier nor the customer. Both have their faults. Cashier for acting foolish whacking the customer at work. Customer for no respect towards others. It is a multi-race country. Respect one another la…

So by not pitying any of them, I deserves to be whack by both now?

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Your Call - Secondhand Serenade

Waiting for your,
Call I'm sick,
Call I'm angry,
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat,
Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes,
What's your fantasy? (What's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight

[And I'm tired of being all alone, And this solitary moment makes me want to come back home] [4X] (I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

**at first when i listen to this song, i thought it was another noisy song. but after i found out the lyrics... it was so so beautiful... it's like 'i'm born to tell u i love u but i cant cos im torn to do what i have to do'... sweet...

Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Friday, November 28, 2008

Good Day...

I am...

and if u wish to know the condition of the traffic in federal highway,

i'm at your service. :)
from my office i can have a wonderful view of the federal highway. once it started jam since 3pm! crazy...

Monday, November 24, 2008

Do you...

Still keep and save things related to ur ex?


Pictures together, love letters, emails, gifts… etc…

Once I broke up with CW, once I’m able to put everything down. I deleted everything. I even threw my ring away.

I don’t know why. Perhaps it is because I don’t like being treated what I dun like. Yea… I don’t like my current or future gfs to be still keeping things that is related to their ex. I’d be furious about it and start throwing tantrums. So I always believed that, when u want someone to treat u that way, do ur part 1st. So, I’ve done mine. Moreover, I don't want to have any chance that'll make my gf to feel upset.

The other day, beh saw my HDD full of pictures of me and CW. I didn't get to deleted it as my stupid PC back home can't detect my HDD. She told me her heart felt sour. My point here is, even when u know ur gf has a reason not to delete the contents, like mine, my PC can't detect... ur other half still will feel sour seeing ur past being so lovey dovey with ur ex. I told beh to delete it. Reformat it as well.

If u wanna keep and save things. You can. Make sure u don’t let me see it, that’s all.

We have enough rubbish in our lives. We do not additional ones. We have enough bullshit in past relationships, we do not need to bring forward all the shit.

So, start clearing all the rubbish and bullshits from ur mailbox, ur photo album, ur room, ur life, ur every single possible storage space...

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Our say...

After reading so many post on protecting the Fatwa side, commenting on girls dressing code, we wear pants therefore that made us lesbo...?

I've posted up my discomfort in one of the lesbian forums... and from the feedback I'm getting is simply thought provoking...

I have to warn u tho. it'll be a long long post as their feedback on this is super duper long...


Feedback 1,
No matter what religion a person hold in their heart, others should respect the way religion is. To condemn others religions or anything related to it is rude. You want to help, help it with understanding and not with "stupidity" words.

Most Malay gave extreme response because fatwa issued are mainly meant to them. To non-muslim, it just a side hit. Most of them don't even feel any different.

It's a like a fire bomb throw directly to a group. Of course, whoever in the group will jump here n there. Whereas, others who are looking from distance, will only shake their head.
This scenario explain ur statement "do u realise that only the malays had so much to say and the chinese seems to have their head shaking towards this scenario? haha!"

Bottom line is, respect. Respect your own and respect others as well.

Tho' we are GLBT.. doesn't mean we are not-religious enough to understand what is respect.


Feedback 2,
It wasn't about condemning the religion. We were condemning the authority and the people involved in making the decision in the National Fatwa Council - note that there aren't any women in said council - who are abusing their powers over their religion under the mask of righteousness when it is, in reality, discrimination towards women and the pengkids/tomboys.

The words "Fatwas are stupid", etc. were poorly worded - that led to people misunderstanding that the protest in general was an attack against the fatwas and thus Islam which caused all the Muslims to be up in arms about it. It's not about the religion.

Being part of the LGBT community doesn't necessarily mean most of us are non-religious, though... but I digress.

The implementation of this one fatwa re: pengkids and tomboys (and I must emphasise, the emphasis on this fatwa and NOT fatwas in general nor the religion...) is a clear example of oppression. The issue and problem here is that these people, these members of the authority - are using religion to discriminate.

Members of the LGBT community are dealing with enough flak as is - the Mak Nyahs, transgenders, gay men. And now, the hate, prejudice and discrimination towards pengkids, tomboys and of course, indirectly, lesbians is going to skyrocket thanks to any kind of ruling that would discriminate so much against one's identity and self-expression.

Another main problem is that a relatively masculine gender identity/self-expression via clothes and the like does not equal homosexuality. Tomboys aren't necessarily lesbians, and similarly, feminine women aren't necessarily heterosexual.

The other issue at hand here is that... who decides where to draw the line at masculinity and femininity, and why should these people be allowed to dictate where that line lies? Because it's wholly subjective; and just another way to tell women the way to dress, and behave. Again, control over women.

Lesbians face discrimination. This is discrimination. Dressings and mannerisms of women should not be regulated, along with consensual relationships between adults. Particularly the first, since we know homosexuality is frowned upon by religion in general and of course, hardly advocated.

When the fatwa is fully implemented and becomes a part of the cold, hard law - tomboys and pengkids are going to be considered criminals. It is not that we are questioning their religious authority on the issue, when you get down to it, since they do have their reasons for having discussed and brought the fatwa up for consideration. These reasons just haven't been communicated to the public; people are in such an uproar over it because it seems shallow, but that's only because we don't know what they were really discussing when they came up with the said fatwa.

But when we know that tomboys and pengkids are not criminals, and that it's hardly a social ill - how can we just sit back and let this slide? This fatwa affects all of us in more ways than one. It's just that you don't need to be a Muslim to realise that this is still discrimination - in its purest form, against the LGBT community, targeting the pengkids/lesbians, now.

Also - People don't attempt to understand. They don't try to delve into understanding the pengkids, what goes on around the pengkids, and trying to perhaps fathom their reasons and why they express themselves that way. When you think about it, if they were to try to do so instead of just blatantly forcing these rules on women - well, what will result from that?

Assuming that is how it goes... At the end of the day, the tomboys don their dresses. Grow out their spiked, gelled hair. Drop and discard the identity they've adopted that gave them so much self-confidence over the years - into becoming someone else entirely. A softer, feminine echo of who they used to be.

Everybody's happy, and this question is never raised again.

Or IS everybody?

Is that really who they are?

How about the tomboys who weren't homosexual, who merely... like short hair? Who're happily married, with children - who like suits and ties? Wrongly prosecuted and shunned, because of the unnecessary discrimination wrought about by the misunderstanding that a woman's appearance determines her sexual orientation.

The tomboys are trapped within a cage - a shell of their former selves.

You can force a lesbian woman to marry men, to bear his children. To raise a typical nuclear family in our growing world, and have everything be alright.

But it will not be alright.You can't change what a woman feels inside, her identity, her being. You can dress her up any way you want, but at the end of the day, you're suppressing her means of expressing herself and to love whom she wants to love.

I'll quote:"Each and every woman has the right to express herself freely, as does everyone else, as guaranteed under human rights standards our country is bound to fulfill."

We have our rights. The Malays are vocal about it, but that doesn't mean the Chinese and Indians shouldn't lend support to our sisters that we care about whom are affected dearly. Why should they fight their battle alone when it's more than just something about Muslim women, and how it's a question of rights as a whole?

My 20 sen, or so.

But I'm reiterating that the protest was not against all fatwas - just those aiming to control women and how they should conform to the 'ideal' stereotype of the senior religious authority figures, and how they should behave and dress. And that it's not about disrespect towards a religion. :/ I hope I got that semi-cleared despite my not being too articulate about the issue - to which I apologise in advance.

Thank you for taking the time to read this, especially since I'm just another person in the ocean of people contributing yet another relatively insignificant opinion to the discussion.


Feedback 3,
Hi - I was part of the protest and here are some points i'd like to raise

1st) muslim issue?

one criticism we faced was that this looked like a bunch of non-muslim protestors sticking their noses where they had no business to.
i will like to address this in 2 parts

first, that it was not a matter of who we were, or what our denominations were. in the issue of representation, i think the front we had was that we were all united against the fatwa based on its discrimination against women.

second, that just because it is a fatwa does not mean the society as a whole does not feel its repercussions. i dislike using personal examples, but perhaps the clearest one is that i used to date a muslim, and i might again - that it legally does not involve our selves on an immediate level does not mean we do not live with the side effects.
that i am not a muslim does not mean i cannot voice out against what i see as an injustice.

2nd) disrespecting god.

no. to challenge a fatwa is to challenge a human interpretation of the quran's teachings. this is very different from saying "do not worship god", unless the fatwa council is the personification of god.

3rd) "stupid fatwas everywhere"

i agree that when trying to communicate an idea (against discrimination), taking on such an aggressive stance can (and did) alienate some of the crowd that we were trying to reach out to.

essentially i think it sounds like we dismissed all fatwas, but that's only in isolated view of the slogan. if you take into account the recent fatwa topics re: yogas as well, you can see where we got it from.

we also had other slogans, but perhaps not as sensational and therefore not as widely reported. still, to say we are disrespecting islam by dismissing the intelligence of a fatwa is a bit of a stretch. the emphasis still is - the fatwa is problematic.

4th) what the qaran says

the qaran does not actually explicitly state that lesbianism is wrong - if you check the sura that has been quoted, what it refers to is "lewdness".
You are free to interpret if "lewdness" simply means

1) the act of fornication
2) the act of adultery
3) the act of fornication, between two women.
now the 3rd interpretation is frequently assume because of two factors. the frequent drumming in that homosexuality is "unnatural" - which is not the only view in islamic discourse, but certainly the predominant one.
[ see 'islam recognises homosexuality' homosexuality039.html where it argues if sexuality is created by god, its manifestations can't then be unnatural, and the interpretation unfairly takes societal prejudices against a minority ]

the second is that in the punishment prescribed for acts of "lewdness" only talk about how the women should be punished, whereas it is questionable that if men were involved in the act of "lewdness", why weren't their punishments listed out too?

i can't say i'm anything close to a religious scholar, but i will be meeting one soon to discuss this further with him.

What the qaran does say, is that women should cover up their aurat, ie: dress a certain way. there are arguments for and against this.

5th) Reason for strong reaction to the fatwa

to make our disagreement very, very public.

really, people. what's keeping quiet going to do except to allow a legislation that disempowers women to go through?

to presume that the religious authorities will leave you alone or not arrest you because it is too ridiculous to detain you based on your appearance, whether you're sitting at the mamak, or just shopping disregards a very simple thing: this is exactly how the trans community suffers, especially the male-to-female ones.

they are harassed, detained, fined - based on their appearance.

6th) fatwas totally boleh dicabar.

there is a history of fatwas being retracted, or changed - by the very scholar that issues them in the first place.

although msia legally requires malays and muslims to be Sunni muslims, Islam in itself is a religion with a rich history of diversity, in philosophy, debates, etc.
one of the differences about msia is that our fatwas can be gazetted into laws.

the usual practice for fatwas, is that they are religious advice. you are free to keep seeking advice, or fatwa, until you find one that suits you. the system is one where you ARE supposed to think for yourself if the fatwa is suitable for you.

Islam has never been about handfeeding information to you. that's why it's the book you can never finish studying. there is a great deal of discourse and intellectualism that i feel goes hand in hand with the religion, but that is not encouraged in msia if it goes against what the authorities want.

to say that the fatwa cannot be challenged is to say that the people issuing it are perfect - in the understanding of what god is saying through the qaran, in what is best for EVERYBODY - and i say this because in msia, you can't seek fatwas that are better for you.

this is not a mechanism built in for you to escape qaranic teachings - this is simply an acknowledgement that not one fatwa is suitable for everybody.

sigh. this was typed in a rush. i have bucketloads of deadlines tonight. if there's anything anyone wants to clarified, let me know.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Bloggers on protest against Fatwa

Regarding the protest that just happened not long ago. We receive lots of bad reviews from others. And of cos, bad reviews are from the Malays. Especially Malay guys. I just want to clarify that the Chinese or Indians are out there it is not because we are against Malays. It is just because we are on our sister’s side.

Let’s just say…

U r so damn confident dressing in that smart outfit of yours. Nice shirt, with matching tie on it. Wearing it with a pair of slacks. Or for college students, u r so good looking in those jeans and polo-t, all the girls die for u whenever u dress that way. U feel damn confident, u feel comfortable. Most important, u feel this is YOU. But suddenly, u’re not allowed to wear it anymore. They demand u to wear baju melayu all the time. Be it to work or college or the malls. How would u feel?

As for straight girls, u’re comfortable in those jeans as u can just sit however u like. Not to worry when going up the stairs the guys would peep underneath. Remember when guys used to place mirrors on their shoe so that they can see ur undies when they place their foot near urs. Don’t u feel so much safer in pants/jeans? No… u can’t wear that anymore. Be prepared to be ‘seen’ more then…

here are some of the blogs i found.

tomboy = a girl dressed and behave aggressive like man but still attracted to opposite sex ( simple word : poser )
pengkid = a girl dressed and behave aggresively like man, attracted to same sex. ( simple words : almost a man without a dick )

die as an old lesbian


it is HARAM for women to dress up like a man so does for a man dressing up like a woman


Kenapa nak menghambakan diri kepada lelaki? Walaupun jika kamu bukan seorang pengkid, sememangnya salah untuk kamu menghambakan diri kepada lelaki. Melainkan bagi yang dah ada ikatan yang sah.


But when you think about how crime is high, and corruption is rife. And the amount of cases of murder, rape and molestation - surely there are more important things to focus on.


Don't mess with butch dykes, they can whoop ass…

Friday, November 14, 2008

Sad News...

I heard the retrenchment notice is out...

Who got unlucky?
I really don't know

But I really thank you guys on the guidance that you all have provided all these months...


That was my reaction when she slipped a ring through my 4th finger. I was really surprised and touched. I never expect such a thing from her. :D

After work ystd was stressful. Today I’m based in my new office which is located in Mid Valley. So I needed transport down to MV, so I needed to survey the surroundings to know where can my 3rd auntie can drop me off.

All the way been arguing with aunt Amy. Then argue about which route to take. Already damn pissed.

Then after all the arguments with my aunt, at home, my grandma nags at me like mad. Whoa… I almost went crazy!

Then, after quick bath, Beh arrived to pick me up for a short drink.

Once I got in the car, I start bursting like mad. Scolding like mad. Complaining like mad.

She stopped by at the 7-11 near my house. She just grabbed my hand when I was still babbling away, and she just slipped the ring on my finger…

I shut up straight. :D

I went totally speechless. I oni know how to smile. I was really touched and I almost cried.

Lum Sei Yan lohhh… ^^

Monday, November 10, 2008


People can be so irresponsible! Even towards their own thing!

Unfortunately, CW’s certificates are still at my house. Yes… CW… my ex. Must be wondering why is it still at my house huh?

Previously, when we were still together, she was looking for a job, she said she didn’t know how to do resume. That is why I took her whole file full of her certs so I could do her resume for her.

And now, she needed it back. So she called me the other day. Asking me to return it to her. I restricted her coming to my house to collect it because finally my grandma stop nagging me about her. So I do not want my grandma to start nagging me about her again. Why my grandma would nag to me about her? Long story cut short. Attitude problem.

Anyways, so I told her, whenever I’m going out, I’ll text her the day before. If she can make it at the same time, she have to let me know before I go out. And up till now, I have went out 3 times and she didn’t really bother.

1st time, when me n TSL n a few other friends planning to go to The Curve for drinks. That was on 1st Nov, Saturday. I text her on Friday, and informed her that I’ll be in The Curve. Inform me in the afternoon as I need to leave house in the afternoon to settle some stuffs before the drinking session. She said she can’t confirm on Friday. Ok. Fine. Even until on the Saturday itself, I got no calls from her at all. Until I was nicely drinking half way with my friends, she called.

CW : where r u?
Me : I never bring it. Don’t bother looking for me.
CW : ha? How come u never bring?
Me : did I say confirm with me in the afternoon? I won’t be bringing around ur certs with me like some dumb ass ok? Who do u think u r?
CW : uh… No la. They suddenly wanna go Scarlet.
Me : so? Not my problem rite?
*I hung-up*

She really think I would be bringing the certs around ah? Wtf la!

2nd time was yesterday, the day I went to The Gardens with the other girls to watch Quantum of Solace. Again… I informed her the day before via text msg. I never receive any reply. So I didn’t bother. And until end of the exact day oso no sound from her. So I didn’t care.

Today, she called me.

CW : hey, r u convenient now?
Me : convenient to talk or convenient to take ur certs?
CW : to take my certs.
Me : not convenient. I’m home. Grandma’s home too.
CW : so? I just want my certs.
Me : I already told u. not convenient. I don’t wish my grandma to make noise about u anymore. U have nothing to do with me anymore. I went out ystd. Already text u, if the certs are really important, u already replied me.
CW : my phone got barred. My other line, the phone lost already.
Me : whatever it is, not convenient now.
CW : u sure going out with ur gf later rite? How about later?
Me : not sure going out or not. Will text u if I’m going out.
*I hung-up*

so I called up beh and asked what’s our plan so I can just faster settle the freaking certs and stop keeping in touch with CW. And yes. We are going out to have dinner and I called CW back.

Me : I’ll be in Pan Bakery. I’m not sure what time. Probably about 8pm.
CW : ok. Just text me later when u arrive.
Me : ok.
*I hung up*

So beh came and pick me up and had dinner in Pan Bakery. We arrive at about 8pm something... And ah girl was with us too! :D

I texted CW when we arrived.


No reply…

Until approximately 9.30pm, she replied.

“Am watching movie..after movie I call u c wether u r at there or no need to wait..if u wana go home..den go home.bye”

I was like. What the fuck la weih. And I bring along the stupid certs with me.

Beh told me mind as well just courier to her. No need to see the stupid face.

True oso. So dumb la me.

So I replied her asking for her home address.


No reply…

Dun reply right?

Den I’m sorry. It’s beginning of weekdays again. I’ll be busy. So busy to even answer your calls and reply your sms. Since u oso dun give a damn wat. Why should I?

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Productive Saturday...

in the morning, beh tested for me my blood pressure and the result was horrifying. so she dragged me to the dr.

and dr said...

i'm a walking time-bomb.

oh well, i let him take my blood and urine for testing. and im currently under medication.

after seeing dr, we went down to kl for our hair cuts in low yat. the jam was horrible. we made appointment at 3pm but we manage to arrive at 4pm.

it was my 1st time there and i loved the concept! it's really damn nice! but i didnt manage to take much pictures cos too busy with my hair and too busy admiring things.

i'll take more next time. :D

after our hair cuts, we went to sg wang to snap snap pictures at those machine thingie... not gonna post anything. i look damn fat.

we walked around a bit and had our dinner at u-village. after makan, i'm suppose to meet up JA, LM and RW in the gardens for movie. Quantum of Solace. hehe... movies suppose to start at 9.40pm.

so, after dinner we walked towards the car. when we left the premise. beh look at the clock,

beh : ha? it's 8.25 already ah?
me : uh... yea... why?
beh : later u late how?
me : no la. still early wat.
beh : later jam how?
me : orh... *thinking... u drive so slow wan meh?*

then she was driving like a mad bull. and i was scratching my head already why she rushing? and when we almost reaching The Gardens.

beh : eh? your movie starts at 9:40 rite?
me : ya lo. i oso dunno what u rushing about.
beh : i tot ur movie start at 8.40...
me : *Laughing my ASS OFF!!!*

my beh dem cute rite? :D

i meet them up at the borders. we watched at the premier class. and boy... i really look like jakun la. the seat is damn damn comfy! and most important is, the movie is damn damn nice!! worth watching!!

it was actually LM's bday today. so after movies, it's already 11.55pm. so...

we sang bday song n cut her cake at...

yeah! parking lot in the gardens! ahahahaha... yea. we always do the craziest thing. and LM did look damn happy wat... hahaha.

after singing out loud bday song in the parking lot, make wish, blow candle, cut cake. we left the gardens and went to Jaya One for some drinks. due to it's LM's bday... so the waiter came with the bill for her...

any cocks LM? it's only RM22. bring home a cock and celebrate ur bday~ haha!

Friday, November 7, 2008

1 month. Counting down.

I’m a 23y/o girl who…

- left SiS for a shitty company

- left shitty company for the best company

- left a 2 yr rship for good

- found my very dearest tua pui kia :D

- suffers from short term memory lost (LOL)

- great-grandma passed away this yr (2008) at age 96

- went pulau kapas for vacation

- won and lost like crap in genting for the 1st time T.T

- got rid of online games

- finally sees true colors of her friends

- never travel overseas before

- still stays with grandma

- longs to move out and have a life with a partner

- still spends money like water from the tap

- is full of jealousy

- always throw tantrums worst than a princess

- still feels like cutting

- is stubborn

- is still clueless in life

- needs lots and lots of pampering ^^

- loves anime

- loves gadgets

- needs mints all the time

- can't live without handphone

- is crazy about cows

- wants a dog of her own

- loves green apple

It’s exactly 1 more month to my birthday. I’m so so excited! I’m just like a small little girl whom daddy n mommy gonna throw big big birthday party bash for my birthday. Well, I’m so excited plainly bcos, beh’s bday is one day before mine. Den both is 6th and 7th. Den I took leave on 5th and 8th. So I have 4 days off! Wheeeee~ Ok la. Maybe I am over the line la but I cant help it neh… I’m really excited.

I’m childish I know… blueks. :P

tattoo addict

i wanna tattoo this

but i dunno which part of my body le... recommend?

Monday, November 3, 2008


hate my pc! i was doing something. and the freaking software hang on me twice. twice in a night! and i didnt safe it. idiot idiot idiot!!

Friday, October 31, 2008

i miss...

having a place of my own and start scrapbooking and cardmaking again... sighs...

gone. all gone. my sweat and blood making cards stored in a big file... gone.

i really miss cardmaking la. but no place. my hse is full of junk.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Work Station

presenting this... our work station for the time being until we move to midvalley.

Monday, October 13, 2008

Agefuku @ Taipan, USJ

today is not a productive day for me. it's a sunday la! who wants to be productive on sundays? i lazed on my bed till 3pm, get up. walked aimlessly in my house. taking my own sweet time to get ready and did my eyes with the fake lashes. *blink blink*

beh picked me up at about 7 something. then she said she feel like eating japanese food and we always wanted to try Agefuku in Taipan.

at the ground floor is the fast food section and the fine dining ala carte section is upstairs.

tempura don. rate 4.5/5 hand rolls~ rate : 4.5/5
teriyaki chicken don. rate : 4/5

overall the food is really good if u wanna compare with sushi king, sakae and genki.

For more info --> Agefuku Japanese Restaurant

Friday, October 10, 2008

Malaysia Technical Team

Top :- Me (TH), Ryan(Fault), Adrian(Fault), Rakesh(PA), Giap(Fault)
Bottom :- Dominic(Fault), Mariflor (trainer slash work force manager slash team leader slash etc etc), Hammy(PA)

Thursday, October 9, 2008

smoking kaki

it's so nice to have smoking kaki around u. whenever u're bored, u can just drag them out to smoke. and majority of them would not turn u down.

smoking in a bunch is also a way to socialize. that's why some people called it social smoker... u smoke means u smoke la. what social smoker? nonsense...

but being a social smoker is not a good thing too... cos u'll end up making people's place a mess...

like this...

yeah... be proud. our master piece. and this is just small part of it. not including those we dumped through the window. XD

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

i *heart* MS Office 2007

My office recently just upgraded my pc MS Office to 2007 version. Previously I used only once on beh’s lappie. But didn’t really get to molest every part of it. Now that I get to molest every part of it, gosh… it’s so fantastic!

I suddenly realize I really have no life. It’s just work, work, work… other than that, go out for dinner/supper with beh.

But these 3 days will be occupied. Today, me and colleagues will go for dinner at Klang. Then, tmrw will head to gym. Then, Friday will head to colleague’s place to hang out.

Colleagues dun like taking pictures. So no updates on them or how they look like. Haha!

There’s updates on my job scope tho… currently doing task handover. I have done a one-day moderate training by a girl from sg. Via phone n msn. Haha… dem nice. Very challenging. Easy as it may seem but there’s really a lot of things to take note on. And have to be really careful before handing over the task. *sweat*

Now after work d… staring at the pc dunno wat to do. Tempting to finish the task. But feeling really lazy suddenly. Been cracking my head whole day on one customer d. And now… more to come… >.<

Seriously, i do realise im crapping here... i dont know what to do!!!

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Stupid break-in

at about 6pm, beh called me up to ask what time i'm finishing work so that she could come n fetch me. but my aunt was on her way already. so i went for dinner with aunt and cousins n uncle and another aunt n grandma for dinner at tmn megah's ming tien. so beh fetched me from tmn megah instead...

we dropped off her part-timers home and headed to her house... it was just like a regular night where i would go over her place to stay over when it's convenient.

some how, when i was bathing. my phone was ringing non-stop. i didnt bother and kept taking my sweet bath. but i felt something weird. so i rush to wash off the soap and answered...

(in mandarin)

i stunned... my heart beats damn fast. never in more than 10 yrs staying here has a break-in in my house. i rushed beh to send me home from wangsa maju all the way to subang jaya.

just the day before, the street light wasnt working so i left my house light on, and i got scolded by my grandma that i waste electricity.

now... this happened. sighs...

on the way, i called my aunt see if she have already called the police. and she screamed at me again. beh calmed me down. but i know she's also very mang zhang cos when there's a bloody slow driver in the fast lane, she's cursing like mad.

but after some time, my aunt called me again and asked me (nicely) what important things i keep at home. my most precious thing was only my digi cam, my pc and my cash that i wanna pay off my bills. she cant check on my digi cam cos it's too messy, police havent take pictures yet. pc, too big until can be notice that everything is ok... but my money, that was in a white envolope... gone.

lagi la i stunned! i speechless weih. my 1st month salary half of it gone. poof! just like that. T.T

i reached home in 30 mins. bravo to beh. can reach in such fast speed.

apparently, the police who came and checked on our house was the same police that came when my dearest nothing-better-to-do-fucker did creepy whistles. how did i know when i'm not even at home? my aunt told me, when the police came, he asked for me instead. :D

anyways, the whole proper story was. my aunt came back with my grandma, and my aunt noticed something is weird in my room cos usually my room's light is off. so she kept quiet and went to the kitchen and saw one big hole in the ceiling...

without hesitating, my aunt dragged my grandma out of the house, in case if the burglar is still upstairs (smart move. must learn! if me i sure bodoh bodoh go up d.) so, my aunt quickly called all my uncles and the police as well. my aunt told me when my 4th uncle came with the police, the police was holding the gun, my uncle was still holding a thick stick rushed upstairs to check. fuiyoh! so yao yeng! like drama oni. but i missed it. ishh!

we suspect, after he climbed in, he wanted to open our backdoor so that he can allow his fellow 'friend' come in and help or better access so can move the big electronic stuffs. fortunately, we lost the key for the lock outside. but the inside, he managed to unlock it. notice the middle part that's kinda light. there's a barrier we put it there and he manage to unlock and remove it.

the damage : firstly, my giant piggy bank, worth of 1k. inside was full of 50cents. beh... u sure pengsan to see so many 50cents. gone. yilek...

korek korek lagi... dun have anything...

my pc room. money in envolope, gone.

my mini piggy bank worth of rm600. inside was full of 50 cents oso. gone.

even my bags oso wanna korek... but my bag rm100 he took! :(

after all the hard work of korek-ing. they went down stairs again... they must be so darn tired, they opened the fridge and took 2 cans of coke to drink. poor burglars cant even finish it, they rushed of (i think they heard my aunt and grandma reached home) . cos when my aunt checked the can tempreture, it's still very cold. (too much forensic heroes drama) but please le. u really think malaysia police will take the DNA to test ah? mimpi la lu. they just came, see see. look look. draw on the floor plan where is messy. where is damaged. snap snap pictures. thats all...

so why did i say that the burglars are stupid?
1, my digital camera could easily earn them rm800, is still with me.
2, my canon printer which i already packed in a nice plastic bag, it's so easy for them to carry, is still here.
3, the Palm PDA beh borrowed me, is still here.
4, the handphone beh borrowed me for my extra line, is still here.
5, my bag worth rm500, is still here.
6, beh's osim uzap mini, is still here
7, the envolope with cash for my bills... IS STILL HERE!
my aunt mistaken with another envolope!!! weeeeeeeeeeee~~!!! i dun have to starve this month!

actually, i suspect it's the whistling fucker who did all these. but it's all my assumptions. but how come both incident are so close to each other?

so all of us were cleaning up everything. all-of-us are me, aunt amy, aunt jane, aunt agnes, aunt vini, cousin tracy, uncle john, uncle derek and of cos my grandma. they still have the mood to joke. and i paling zha dou wan was from aunt jane... "aiyo, this house oni got 2 girls. why all the baju like got 6 daughters in this house wan!"

total damage :
50 cents coin = 1600
roof top fix = unknown
money in bag = 100

total gain :
family reunion
grandma's lesson to be learnt :- MUST ON LIGHTS!

one part, i really thank God that we're not at home at that moment. cos when i was cleaning my pc room, when i lift my shorts, i saw my grandma's chopping knife laying there. all my aunties was saying it's for breaking the piggy bank. yea... true. but when IF someone is really at home? would the chopping knife come in handy? have to chop bbq pork and thank God d. "tong chu wan san"